Where do I begin, Bea started out so sick as a 8 week old puppy, then she got better and sprained her ankle chasing Squirrels, Then she tore one knee and six months later tore another, She never hindered always kept going!!! Then chasing another dog she gets a stick in her eye and after she is better encounters a skunk and gets sprayed in the mouth in the dead winter!!!|
Reason I write this is that no matter ever happened to her she always wore a smile and did whatever she could to be near me!! I wish i could have 1/10th of the temperment and the love that she portraited to the world.
People used to tell me that they always felt better when near her.
On her last day all the girls Bea, Mary Lou, Penny and I went to the lake to go swimming. This was the one thing My Bea loved more then life. She was a swimming machine Saturday fetching the Kong many times. Amazing two hours later I had to put her down from her stomach flipping upside down.
I know soon when the pain and this lost and lonely feeling leaves i will acknowledge that this was the beast way for her to have gone!!
Bea, you will always have a giant portion of my heart, i will miss you and i know oneday we will be together again.
In the meantime please say hey to BWHO and I hope you guys will be fine till i get there someday way in the future!!!
I Love You Bea
My Derest Bea,
I really am having a tough time without you. We all are and your memory is with us.
We speak about you quite often and we took a walk and took your leash to symbolize you are with us the other day.
Tonight is a week you have been gone from us and we are doing the Candle lighting for you.
I hope you have Found Bea and your Distant Sister Mekko!
I know you don't like being alone and so I am hopeful they were there when you crossed over. You went so fast I figured they must have lead you to the other side of the bridge.
I did a show Saturday night and did a tribute to you. We did of course your favorite song to sing Hey Joe!!! I stared up at heaven and played such a long solo for your memory!!! Everyone applauded for it in your memory!!!
You left so fast, One minute swimming your heart out, then hiking and keeping up with everyone , then to the Vets.
It was so quick!! I feel like I had so much i wanted to say before you left but maybe this was best! This is just so long for now, I am sure we will be together again!
I am having trouble writing this so i will log back in tonight for the candle lighting for you!!!
I miss you so much Bea!!!
Dear my Bea,
Christmas is here and I miss you so much! I knew last year it was going to be our last but didn't believe it !
I wish you were here with us!
Did you down load yourself into Penny!
She is so different since you left us! She acts looks and reacts just like you! It is scary sometimes I think you are still here with us!
I hope you and Bea are having a nice Christmas! I really miss you and I owe you so much!
You have helped me so much over the past 12 years!
I love you Bea!!
Wow do I miss you.
Funny though I really feel like you hve downloaded yourself into Penny.
I see you so much in her with Bwho.
Do you remember this Day 5 years ago. We got that phone call that BWHO was gone and all of a sudden Me and You and a Dog Named Bwho came on the stereo.
We danced till the song was over and then we cried in the kitchen as we felt her spirit pass away.
You took such good care of me after she passed. thank you for all of everything.
I wish you both were still here.
Hope you are okay there and BWHO and MEKKO are looking after you!
I love you Bea
My Sweet Bea,
A year you have been gone, I miss you dearly!
I am lost for words, I miss you so much but I am so sure somehow you downloaded yourself into Penny.
She is so much like you and so much like Bwho.
Tough mix sometimes.
Yesterday we visited our last day together at Lake Mohegan where you swan like a fish.
Penny who sometimes will sort of swim , actually looked just like you yesterday!
She swam nonstop in the lake. At one point i thought i was back in time.
Mary Lou and her are getting along well, I know it was tough on you when I brought her in to the house but she really is a great girl.
You did wonders training her.
Funny at the park people still talk about the smile and your dispositiion for such a large dog! Everyone misses you.
Thank you Bea, it was hard saying good bye but as i know now it was time. You needed to move on.
I love you Bea and will never forget you Bwho and Mekko
We think of you all daily.
Doug, Mary Lou and Penny
Wanted to stop and say hello, I wrote to BWHO a few minutes a go.
You guys both left me within a fwew weeks apart.
Such a sad time for me.
I will write in a couple of weeks to you on the 13th.
I miss you BEA!!!!
My Darling Bea,
It has been two years.
My God, I still think of you daily and we still talk about you at the park a lot.
I wish you were still with me. I know it was time and you are in a better place and no pain and no hurt anymore.
Hard to let you go. Penny is doing well but so Defiant, A lot like BWHO was when young.
When she is acting normal she is a lot like you. Never will have the love you used to show, but doing well.
I thank you for telling her all before you passed that day.
Well I am engaged. I think you would like Nadine, Not a real animal person but she is learning.
We will bring her around.
Well I hope all is well where you are and you BWHO and MEKKO are playing well together.
I Will Always Have This Place In My Heart For You BEA!!!!!!
My Darling Sweet Bea,
You have no idea how much I miss you.
3 years gone and we all talk about you and BWHO.
Well a lot has happened and forget about NADINE
What a terrible person and what she did to her dog was dreadful.
Penny and Mary Lou are doing well, We just had to do surgery on Mary Lou for those Cysts but all is well.
Please tell BWHO and MEKKO I miss them and we still talk about both of them.
I miss you Bea,
My Darling Bea,
Wow I just wrote to BWHO, today is the day we lost her and I wanted to say hello.
I miss you so much, thank you for helping me with Penny.
I cant believe how fast you went that day.
Mary lou, Penny and I are doing well and we do talk about you a lot.
Wish Penny would share a couch with me like you used to.
I love you Bea
My Sweet Loving Bea,
Words can't describe how much I miss you....
I wish I had the time back with you, Bwho and Mary lou...
I sometimes am lost without you.
Well in any event Penny is coming around, She has your inane hate fro squirrels,,,, She makes me laugh so much at times. I see you so much in her.
Thank you for raising her, She won't listen at times but I seem to remember you didn't either when young.
Life has changed and I have made mistakes and have also done well too.
I would loved to have shared it with you, BWHO and Mekko.
I miss you Bea, I love you and will never forget you.
Daily after 4 years I still think of you.