by chas mauch
Dear Toby, Today I went and sprinkled some of your cremains. It was so sad. Wiley,Zeus and I took our normal walk and took the cremains. We sprinkled some by your favorite places like Scooby's house. While I was standing there doing that I started crying,I remember how excited you used to get a block before his house. You pulled and pulled just to get to see him and play for a few minutes. I couldn't help but cry thinking you will never go for a walk with a us or play with Scooby. I also sprinkled some of the cremains by Amy and Paul's house. You were given to us by them because they couldn't keep you even though they loved you. You used to love to visit them especially your former daddy Paul. He loved you so much he cried when he had to give you to us. You were the greatest gift. Mommy thanked them after you died for giving us the pleasure of living with you even if it was too short a time. Mommy,Samantha,and Nicholas sprinkled some in the backyard in your favorite spots. Like under the steps and by the sand box. Toby I miss you so much it hurts worse then I ever thought possible. You were my dream dog,you were the combination of the two breeds I'd always wanted Lab and Rott. I have been telling Mommy that even though it was terrible to lose you she shouldn't give up on owning animals. You would want her to be happy and love another dog just like she did with you, right? You would want another dog to have that oppertunity at that kind of life, right? I wish you could tell me. I love you Toby and even if we got another dog there is only one Toby and rest assured you can't be replaced, ever!