I am going to start at the beginning....
I went to work last night at about 1am and got my stuff together and started to head out to deliver luggage, for some reason i got this gut feeling that i shouldn't have went to Bridgeport (a city about an hour away from Dallas) and i kept calling David to ask him if his parents needed their car this morning cause i took it to work and he said that he didn't think they were going anywhere so i started to head out to my last drop and it just didn't feel right. i made my last drop and i started to head back home, i was in ft worth (which is far from my home) and i get a phone call from David and he was hysterical i could barely understand him, i new something was seriously wrong. he wouldn't tell me what hap pend all he said was get to our vet as fast as i can...i new it was serious because David wouldn't tell me what was wrong, i had all these different thoughts running through my head...i prayed for him to be okay. i got this uncontrollable urge to start shaking my head and i couldn't stop i just kept saying to myself no i know dee-bo's going to be okay you cant take him away from me. about an hour later i got to our vet.'s office...David was standing outside with angel, crying. i didn't see dee-bo. he said to me dee-bo was already dead, i started screaming NO this cannot be happening not to me this isn't fair, he didn't even get to see his 2nd birthday. i new this day would come but i always thought it would be because of old age, not this way. i calmed down eventually and he started to tell me what happened. David usually goes to work at 9am and he decided that he would go in at 10 instead. so he went to take dee-bo outside to go to the bathroom, it was his morning ritual. dee-bo was always trying to protect us, from whatever he could. he seen a guy walking across the street and he started running towards him, barking. their was a car speeding, David says about 40 mph, and he barely nicked him in the head, his neck snapped and David ran to get him picked him up in hiss arms and dee-bo started shaking and his eyes started to roll back, he died in Davids arms soon after. i just keep asking god why my puppy he never did anything wrong, am i that bad of a person for this to happen to me?? y'all might be thinking that its just a dog but for anyone that new dee-bo and how much love we had for him, how much love he had for us, know how much he meant to us. he wasn't just a dog he was our baby our child, he slept with us every night, woke us up by giving us kisses in the morning or whenever he wanted to play. no one will ever understand how much i am dying inside i never had anyone close to me die, Ive never had to deal with death before, i am more confused than i ever have been. dee-bo was my baby. for all of you that dont know, David bought dee-bo for me for my 21st b-day. i was really depressed and i had been taking depression pills to help but i wanted a puppy to make me feel better to be their for me when no one was or could. when i was a little girl i always had dogs in the house and i asked and beg my mom to get me a little puppy that i could cuddle and sleep with. most little girls dream about their wedding day, not me i dreamed of one day having a little puppy to call my own. i will never forget the day i seen dee-bo. i went to the breeders house to look at one of their girl puppies and then they showed me dee-bo, i fell in love instantly i said i have to have him, he was so precious. he was actually supposed to be sold already and i told myself that if he was still their on friday morning that it was meant to be and he would be ours to take home. so i went and picked him up, put him in my car in a box in the front so i could watch him, no one will ever understand how happy i was to be taking him home, he was just a little fur-ball of energy, i brought him home and put him in Davids arms and i will never forget that moment, or the look on Davids face, it was like he fell in love with him instantly. we were hooked, for everyone that is close to us knows how much he meant to us and how much he is loved and will never be forgotten. nor will any dog ever compare to dee-bo or take his place in our hearts. i have so much love for him, i cant understand why god did this to us, to dee-bo, he was a good puppy the sweetest thing you ever seen. everybody just feel in love with him when they would see him. i just cant believe that he's gone and I'm never going to see him again that he wont be here shaking his tail waiting for me to open the door and just in my arms and give me kisses, i just want him back. i want to say thank you for all of you that know how much he means to us and thank you for coming over to be with us. i keep saying what if, what if i would have shut the gate like David always tells me when i left for work, why didn't i come home when i got that gut feeling, why didn't i take him to work with me, and most important why did this person have to be speeding in a residential area. why why why, i just want some answers. i just want to hold my puppy in my arms and kiss him and tell him how much i love him, how much we loved him, and cared for him, how we did everything to make sure he was happy, everyone knows we spoiled him and he was worth it. he always tried to protect us, he always thought he was a big dog in a lil body, and i feel like i disappointed him, i failed him by not protecting him by not being here when he needed me. i just hope that he didn't suffer any pain and that hes happy in heaven, no puppy on this earth will ever compare to dee-bo. i wish that people would learn to do the speed limit in residential areas cause this could have happened to anyone, the car didn't even stop not even brake. i am just so lost i dont know what to do with myself i just want god to give me back my puppy, i miss him, i miss him like nothing else in this world. this is by far the worst day of my life i don't ever remember feeling like this, i cant even describe what i feel like right now. i just want dee-bo back why did god have to take him away from us? its not fair
i will always love you puppy and i will never forget you you were my life, a part of my soul, i miss you with all my heart. we will pray for you always and forever.
i love you puppy