by brian carr
where to begin.
crazy things happen in your life that you cannot control. i was having that kind of week. a kitten came into my life. My mom would not let me have him ,because we already had two cats. he wore me down and i let him. into my heart. He was the biggest cat i had ever seen long and big . all black with white markings. i use to play hide and go seek,also when i would or go home he would greet me by jumping on my car. i use to be able to lay on the couch andhe would come and aly in my arms and fall asleep. I spoiled him rotten. he was baby boy. I could hold him in my arms and he would not care. I could tell him i loved him and he would look at me and meow. i spent many wonderful days with this cat. even though it only lasted for 2yrs. I remember that day better than any day . i lost my best friend in the whole world. i know this,He touched my heart. this day it was a wed. dec,3 2003. i had him in and i was talking to him . crazy it sounds. i told him i didn't know what i would do if i would ever lose him. to me it was just word. later that night.i let him outside and i had a funny feeling. so i went and picked him up from drinking water . iheld him in my arms and told him i loved. then i put him on the ground petted him on top of his head and told him to be good.
i never saw him aain alive. he had run of before. so i did not look or call him as maybe i should. 2days went by and i had prayed to saint francis of asisi. the animal saint to bring back my cat.
that saturday i got up and i was going to our local pound to check to see if he was there. so i left my driveway inmy car and went up the street. i called his named and noticed a cat laying on a driveway. i turned my car around and parked it.
i walked up to the driveway and i knew it was him. because of his fur and how big he was. He had been hit by car. but it did not look like it had left a mark. He died doing what he loved hunting.
i on the other hand have been not the same .A big part of me is gone. My heart feels so heavy even though the months have past since this cat. taught me again to love unselfishly and unconditionally.But my heart wishes that i could have you back.
all i can say is i am the lucky one. He found me
yes he found me and i found him..
thank you pepper.
i love you.....meow.