by Amy Turner
Kissy my Kissy. I lost you over a year ago...I was so devestated. And now I have lost another, and I know she is with you, even though you did not get along in life. But Kissy, I know you visit me in my dreams. I see you, feel you, touch you...and always, you are gazing with me with those intense green eyes...you are so real. I know it is more than a dream. It is always lucid when I see you. I know I am dreaming, and that our visit must be brief, but I hold you, hug you, pet you, gaze into your eyes, and you return my gaze with such love. I have even cleaned your eyes during one of our visits, just like I did when you were on earth. You come to me when I need you, when life is stressful, and things are overwhelming. You are still there for me. I love you, Kissy Kissy, and please take care of Cleo...I miss her so much, she was too young to die, FIP took her. Please watch her for me, until Siris and I can join you. I love you my babies, Cleo and Kissy, wait for me, I will be with you again.