Worst of all - angry
Worst of all - depressed
Worst of all - worse off than I ever was
Worst of all - struggling
Worst of all - guilty
Worst of all - alone
Worst of all - helpless
Worst of all - ununderstood
Worst of all - sad
Worst of all - dull and listless
Worst of all - repetitive
Worst of all - already dead
Worst of all - unjustly punished
Worst of all - wasted
Worst of all - a waste
Worst of all - denied the light of sunshine
Worst of all - violated
Worst of all - questioning
Worst of all - reorganizing EVERYTHING I used to "know"
Worst of all - falling into the cliche of "wishing I could go back"
Worst of all - forced to move on
Worst of all - forced to think "It could be worse"
Worst of all - forced to think "be grateful for what you get"
Worst of all - forced to open and reopen old wounds
Worst of all - having people give me the useless consolation "God works in mysterious ways"
Worst of all - nevermind