How each day it just gets harder to try not to cry,

3 long years, 3 so long years.

Oh my love.

Everything that i was, that i ever had, i cannot have back.

Everybody assumes that when they speak her name,

I am strong enough to take the pain.

I miss her so much. I ache to feel her lying next to me.

The crying doesnt help. It just makes me break more and more.

I would do anything to see her again,

To raise my hands from over my eyes,

And see hers.

My other half, the one i will never forget, staring back at me.

She was so beautiful.

And now, i love him so, and im so scared i will lose him just like her.

And i will be left another empty shell, to battle this hell.

I'm just a hollow tree, on the outside i seem so alive,

But on the inside, i have died.

Every night i cry in fear of losing him,

The loss of her has left me so insecure.

I need help. Oh god how i need help.

But there is no one, i cannot tell a soul.

Because it hurts too much.

And they will tell me to move on, when i can never move on.

I am glued to the memory, that i cant recall.