I tried my best to stop crying,but I can't.Everytime I think of you,I breakdown and cry.Where are you?Cypress,I know we'll see each other one day,but I'm scared to die.I want to you again,you lovely pup.But I'm scared.Scared to die.
I could've sworn I saw you walking around the house and I could've sworn I heard you following me.Is it a dream or is it you?
Dreams can be crucial.But life is worse.I constantly see you in my dreams and I constantly hear you in my life.
But if your there,why can't I see you?Why are you hiding?Please Cypress,I can't live without you.I feel lonely without you by my side.
But my only memories of you are my dreams.Is that your spirit that is following me?
Please,if it is,show yourself.I feel sad without you.Everytime I see or hear your ghost,I cry.I cry till my eyes are dry.But even after that,I'm still crying on the inside.
Cypress,I need you.Life is so diffrent without you.I feel guilty because I didn't get to say good-bye to you.I didn't even get to give you one last hug.Now my heart is shattered and it will never mend.
Please,come back.
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