by Amanda Sharp
Licky!
Its been almost three years and still I sit here and think about you. Your pictures are still in the house and your presence is missed greatly. A lot of times late at night just like tonight I will sit here and think about you and remember all the times that we shared. You were always there for me through everything. Breakups, brolen hearts, fights with mom or Eryn. You were there through everything. You were the only one that I could tell everything to and know that you understood and that you wouldnt tell. You were there for me when I started kindergarten and just missed my high school graduation. Everyday between then you were there for me. That day in Septemeber was the worst day of my life so far. I had to watch as we put my best friend to sleep. I know there was nothing else we could have done and that you were in pain but I didnt want to let you go. I didnt want you to leave me. That night as we said goodbye I lost my best friend. A few weeks after you died we got a new puppy. Not having a dog in the house was horrible. We got a all black puppy just like you. Me and mom believe that you were born inside of her and we got her for a reason. She does alot of the same things as you do. When we turn the tv off she knows that it is time for bed and will run upstairs just like you used to. We know that you are inside her and that makes us happy. We have a piece of you still with us. Jasper, Buffy and Sarabi miss you. When we got the new puppy hew name is Haylee that didnt get along. They were waiting for you to come back. Now they get a long a little better but not as good as you guys, you were the nanny. I just wanted to write you this today to let you know that you are not forgotten nor will you ever. Right now as I write this to you I am just picturing your face as mom held you that night in September. You were in heavan. You looked so peaceful and calm and out of pain. We just did what was best for you. I hope you know that. Well I hope you will always remember us and never forget how much we loved you. I am sorry if I ever said anyting mean to you or was mean to you. I love you Licky!!!