My dearest baby,
Oh I miss you still... I feel that I am making progress but the holidays were especially difficult. BunnyBoo, Lady is sick... I don't know if she will be around for a whole lot longer. The lump on her side may be posing a few problems. She began wetting on the carpet sparatically since finals day, throwing up her food and mosing about the house as if she were starving. These are things that I know are not common towards her nature. I understand that she is old, but I can't go on without her...once you left me I didn't know if I could actually make it, but because of her I have. To lose her might mean the end of my love. I don't think I could ever love again... Everytime I dish out my love I always get hurt...a pain that lingers for so long.
I don't know what I can do to make things better. I promised you I would never let anything happen to you and I have done the same for Lady, BunnyBoo. Surgery may be too costly...I am still paying for your $500 bill, and I can't afford any more. I feel torn up beyond belief without any hope of ever being able to do anything. I feel helpless!
Please guide me and Lady through these times, Oreo... I can't do it alone. I need you now more than ever! Please be here for me...I need you!
Love you always and until we meet again!
Mommy