Dear Cassey and Blackie mommie misses you so much and wish you where here with me. To help me through this rough time in my life. I have always depended on you 2 to help me through my rough times and I am still depending on you. Your brother Whiskers is doing fine. He misses you Cassey a lot. Even though he never met you Blackie he misses you to we all miss you. My Blackie was taken away from me for no reason I woke up one morning and he was gone from his cage and I never saw him again. The mystery of how you died still haunts me. I will never forgive myself for not coming to save you when I heard the dogs outside. My little NaNa mommy loved you and those kisses you gave me where unforgettable I miss them to this day I knew we were meant to be together. Because from the first moment we laid eyes on each other you have always given me kisses which shows you love me and loved you back. My baby Cassey was taken away from me also my baby had to be put to sleep and I had to make that decision. I was reading a book the other day that was titled "The Loss of a Pet" one of the chapters were putting an animal to sleep and what the animal thinks. I couldn't stop crying knowing that for a second that you felt that hurts me and that I couldn't be there to be with you when you were going to sleep kills me inside. I will never forgive myself. I just wish I could have been there. There is not a day that goes by that I don't cry for you 2. I know you were sent to me for a reason to help me. I would give anything to see you guys again and play with you that is all I want is to see you again. I know you guys are watching over me and I am very thankful for that. Nobody understand here how much I love you. I will never forgive myself for not being there when you were sick. I just had to leave and now I am paying for it because you are gone. I know you have passed on your kisses Cassey to your brother whiskers and I am honored because I can't go without kisses. I got a Trillion kisses everyday from you and when you went to be with all your friends in heaven I really missed those kisses. Every time I see a rabbit in the yard I think of you. I have a photo album full of pictures of you, Blackie, and whiskers I look at them and some of them make me laugh and some of them make me cry. I also miss your thumping it is quit around the house and hasn't been the same without you. Every time you would thump when I would walk down the steps I wouldn't even say a word and you start thumping you wouldn't even see me but yet you would thump. You could smell and knew it was me. And how you would get so protective of me when Pap Pap was around. He was no harm but I no deep down inside you a part of you liked him. Even though you growled like dog and you're a rabbit. You would always bite him to. I also miss the way you would hop on my back and make my back feel so much better. We really were to peas in a pod. Blackie I also miss you a lot I wanted to say goodbye even if I didn't get to say it I say it now. Well I have to go I will talk to you later.

My NaNa's