by Isabel Moore
NICKY,this christmas will not be the same without you,as I finished the tree I put your picture under it,because you loved to lay under it just looking at the bright lights and all the shiney decorations,and listen to the music.Its a beautiful tree Nick.I know you would love it,but I will miss seeing you open your gift and watching you wag your little tail,all excited and wearing a new sweater and playing with your new toys.My eyes are filled with tears as I think of you and my heart is heavy because you are not here with me.I miss you so much.Daddy and Ashley and Rachell misses you also.We speak of you often.This year was so hard for me since you went away.I know that you are now playing with all the other little fur babies and having fun,which you deserve.Nick,Mommie misses you, and you will always be in my heart,I love you.You were so special,such a playful little guy,always teasing me and I know that you will be watching over me,as you were my protector.I remember the cute things about you and I can smile.I close my eyes and I can see you running across the room teasing everyone.When I had to go somewhere that you couldn't go,you sure let me know that you were upset about it.But I knew you weren't upset with me.You always met me at the door when I came home,I miss that.I miss you sleeping on my bed beside me,sunggling close.You always went thru the house checking that everything was ok before you retired for the night.My precious little guy,I send you my love and I feel your presence all the time.You are always with me.Never forget Mommie and give Chang and Samiri my love,as I know you are playing with them to.Samiri thought you were her baby when we got you.MERRY CHRISTMAS NICKY---I promise to try not to cry to much.I LOVE YOU SON, Love MOMMIE