by Jennifer Miele
Its been exactly 1 week today buddy that you left me. I miss you sooo much my little guy. I still cry myself to sleep every night holding your picture in my hands. I miss laying on the kitchen floor next to your bed rubbing your belly and talking to you. You knew all my thoughts and always kissed me goodnite after sitting so patiently and listening to me. Even though Diamond is still here with us she could never ever replace my baby. You were special Cheech I always knew that in my heart I know now how blessed I was to have you if even just for a little while to love. I will always love you buddy and I will always keep a piece of our special friendship in my heart. Hey you know I still put down the leftovers from dinner on the floor forgetting your not here to eat them. I miss you Chee-Chi Mommy misses you and loves you every day. Be a good boy