by JENNIFER MIELE
Cheech, How can mommy tell you all that is inside her heart tonite. My little buddy I miss you soooo much my heart actually hurts as I write this. I am so sorry that it had to be this way but you haad to go and this was the most peaceful way mommy could do it. I held you in my arms and told you I loved you and rubbed your belly just like I did every nite but did you hear me--I guess I will never know. I want to believe that I did the right thing but right now I feel soo guilty. Forgive me my love your mommy loves you and will always keep you in her heart I will always love my buddy. Each night before I go to bed I will go to our spot in the kitchen where we would sit and chat as I rubbed your belly and you gave me kisses, and I will miss you meet me there angel boy and we will talk just like always. I love you Cheech-Chi always!!!!!!!!!
Love your mommy