2 months after Mollie died i still cry myself to sleep, i miss her more each and everyday. I kept her brush and now her smell has gone of it, when i found that out it felt like someone had stabbed me in the heart, because i knew i was forgetting her already.

The one thing i will always remember about the day she died is-when i was stroking her, (she was in my white shoe box which i used to keep all my favourite stuff in) she used to have a warm spot on her neck with i would always tickle and i knew she liked it but when i touched that spot i would get a happy feeling as i knew she was safe, so when i was stroking her on that day i went to tickle her neck and her spot was freezing, and at that point i broke down into tears as i knew she had left me.

It is true what they say nobody knows the pain of losing a loved one until they experience it.