by Melinda D. Ice
Shalisha
I laid my loyal friend to rest today
She live her life as only mine, such was her way
A sweeter more loyal friend Ive never had
I can only hope shes at peace in her final resting place, so very sad
She was but three weeks old when she picked me out
Climbed out of that pile of pups, figured I was hers, no doubt
I visited for three weeks, loved her and let her love
For her time in my life, Ill always be grateful to God above
Picked her up and snuggled her to my heart as I drove her home
From then I knew I had her heart and soul unconditionally and then some
She had a face and big brown eyes that could melt my soul
For the loyalty and love that poured forth from that look could make me whole
She put all her faith in my love
She knew Id never let her down, no matter how rough
Now I wonder if I betrayed that faith in me
Did I give her enough time to heal, will I ever see
Were those loving brown eyes imploring me to lean on HER faith
Or were they begging me to end this pain and suffering so great
I can only live with my decision made so hard
For now Ill never know if living was an option in the cards
She was an absolutely unselfish friend
One who would never desert me, stand by me to the end
As I cradled her as a pup, I so cradled her in death
Did she know how loved she was, and rested her fate in my hands as she drew her last breath?
I held her gently in my arms as the medicine granted her eternal rest
She cried out at the last moment, then exhaled, ripped my heart right out of my chest
Ill never know as she lays in the cold, hard ground
Hopefully at peace next to her guardian, her beloved Senator, eternally sleeping so sound
MDN
Started August 9, 1996, Finished August 10, 1996
9 1/2 Years Old