I don't know how I will survive. I recently lost my very best friend and I miss her so much. She was a lovely, wonderful, loving 12 year old Yorkie....only 3lbs but thought she was soooo much larger. I miss her so much my heart aches. I'm totally lost without her in my life. I don't know what to do....Holly, I hope you are okay. Please let me know you are. I love you so much and I'm so sorry if you were scared at the end....I wanted to be there for you. I hope you know that. Love Mommy.