Memories of Casey 11/26/10 - 3/23/13
by Cindy
11-26-2010 Hi boy, another Thanksgiving has passed without you and this without Boo and Ryan, so I decided not to cook and I went to the prison instead so Ryan wouldn't be alone. I sure wish you were at home waiting for me, I miss you and love you Casey boy. You had to be the best boy in the world God broke the mold after you, and now there will never be another great dog like you.Heaven has you now and I know God loves you like I do. Until we are together again; remember boy, I will always love you... Mommy 11-27-2010 My darling Casey, I love and miss you so much. Please send a sign, I need to know you and Boo are together, happy and healthy. Please Casey, I will listen for the wind chimes and watch for a deer. Please come to me in a dream. I love you now and always. Until we are together again, remember; I will always love you... Mommy
12-04-2010 My boy Casey how I still miss and love you so much. Its winter time now so I sent a blanket to keep you warm, is it warm in heave, do the seasons change? I need to know about heaven show me heaven in a dream. I need to know where you are. I love you Mr. Casey,Until we are together again, remember I will always love you... Mommy
12-5-2010 Hi Casey I just wanted to tell you I love you! Mommy
12-11-2010 Casey I love you. It's been so long since you left. I miss you and think of you everyday. Until we are together again; remember I will always love you.. Mommy
12-24-2010 Merry Christmas Casey. This is our 2nd Christmas apart, I miss you and love you so much. I sent you a present. Casey take care of Boo this Christmas it is her 1st Christmas without me. Casey I believe God hears you please ask him to make Kelly well and to stop drinking. She is dying and won't live long if she doesn't quit,the send me a sign so I know God is helping. I love you until we are together again remember; I will always love you... Mommy
12-25-2010 MERRY CHRISTMAS CASEY, REMEMBER; I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU,... MOMMY
12-31-2010 Happy New Year boy. I miss you so much. Please cuddle with Boo tonight and the two of you can welcome the new year, find Sam she might still be scared. I bet you already found her haven't you? You are one of a kind Casey there will never be another like you, You were special, insightful, and you seemed to understand what most dogs don't understand. Something in you eyes was deep and the love you gave was amazing. I know you forgave your abusers and I was so luck to have found you. You are the best Casey, the very best. Remember; I will always love you... Mommy
01-09-2011 Good morning Casey. As you know Kelly tried to kill herself again. What is wrong with my children? Casey I know you and Boo asked God to save her and the doctor said she will be ok. Thank God but her alcoholism is the real problem will it ever stop Casey? Will she ever realize her kids love and need her and we love and need her. The pain and sadness is more than I can stand. Please talk to God and ask him to make her stop drinking. I love you so much and God how I still miss you. Until we are together again; remember boy; I will forever love you.... Mommy
11-14-2011 My Casey boy, how I love and miss you. I wish I had just one more chance to hold you and tell you how you were are are loved. I love you Mr. Casey now and forever. Remember boy until we are together again; I will always, love you...Mommy
01-22-2011 How I love and miss you Mr. Casey. Things on earth are bad right now real bad and I need you. I love you Casey and I miss you. Until we are together again, Remember; I, will always love you...Mommy
02-05-2011 I wanted to tell you how much I love, need, and miss you Mr. Casey. I think God made dogs so people could have happier lives. My life was happier with you in it. It is so hard to keep going without you and Boo. I love you buddy. Until we are together again; remember; I will always love you... Mommy
02-18-2011 I just want you to know how much I love you. Until we are together again; Remember Casey, I will always love you... Mommy
02-20-11 I love you Mr. Casey and I miss you oh so much. Until we are together again; Remember; I will always love you... Mommy
02-22-2011 Casey I need you, please send me a deer. I am so scared. Life is lonely without you, please send the deer so I know everything will be OK. Until we are together again; Remember, I will always love you... Mommy
03-04-2011 Casey my big boy, my Mr. Casey how I love and miss you. Until we are together again; Remember; I; will always love you... Mommy
03-12-2011 I love you Casey and I miss you everyday. As the seasons go by so do the years and soon we will be together. Thank you for sending the deer you know how much that means to me because deer are a sign everything will be ok. I miss you Mr Casey. Until we are together again Remember; I; will always love you... Mommy
03-19-2011 Good morning my Casey boy, I love you and miss you, I can't let go of the pain of losing you. Sometimes I hate life. I miss you so much. Until we are together again, remember; I will always love you... Mommy
03-27-2011 Hey Mr. Casey, thank you for all those deer yesterday when I was driving to the prison. I
know it was you and as you know the deer is my sign that everything will be OK and they give me hope when I feel so hopeless. I love you and miss you. Until we are together again Remember; I; will always love you... Mommy--
04-01-2011 It is April the best season ever. Remember how you rolled in the dirt and dead grass and you'd run in the house and shake all over the carpet? God Casey I miss these little things. Sometimes I could catch you before you mad it in and I'd hid the brush behind my back to get get all the grass off you, you hated it. You had such beautiful fur so soft and shinny. I miss you buddy more than I can say in words. Please send me a deer. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you... Mommy
04-10-11 Casey I love you buddy and the pain I still feel nearly 2 years latter feels like yesterday. Time has not changed the pain in my heart. Until we are together again; remember I will always love you.. Mommy
04-16-2011 I love you Casey and I miss you so very much. Casey can you send me a sign that you and Boo are together? I need to know for certain. I will watch for the deer. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you... Mommy
04-08-2011 thank you for the deer. I know it was you an Boo. Maggie is not acting right. Please tell God not to take her, I couldn't stand the pain. I love you Casey. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you... Mommy
04-24-2011 Happy Easter Angle dog, I love you. There will be no ham today, I am going to drink coffee read a book and think of you. I hope the Bunny brought you tons of goodies. I love and miss you. Until we are together again; remember I; will always love you... Mommy
05-07-2011 Casey my boy, how I love you. Thank you for talking to god. I still have Mags, she is not ready to go to the bridge yet. I still need her. I miss you so much. Its been nearly 2 years since you left. Until we are together again, remember; I will always love you... Mommy
05-14-2011 My Casey how I love and miss you. I don't know why but I am remembering how you suffered and how sorry I am. I love you and miss you. I cry a lot these days. I can't seem to find much to live for except Mags and I am so thankful she is here. I was so scared when she was sick 2 weeks ago and you and Boo told God not to take her yet. Thank you Casey, she is all I have left. Until we are together again, remember I, will always love you... Mommy
05-21-2011 I love you Casey and I think about you all of the time. I miss you so much. Please send me a sign. I need to know you are somewhere waiting for me. Until we are together again remember, I; will always love you... Mommy
05-27-2011 Thank you Casey, I know it was you who talked to God because Maggie is better and Ryan will be getting out of prison and going to community living!!! I love you and I miss you. Its been almost 2 years and I still cry for you every day. Until we are together again; remember I; will always love you... Mommy
06-12-2011 I am sad today after 6 months in a mental hospital an 28 days in treatment Kelly is drinking and this time she will either die or live her life like she has no brain in a nursing home. she does not care about us or her kids and that's the hardest thing to face. I'd ask you to talk to God but the truth Casey God can't help someone who refuses to help themselves. I don't know what to do anymore. I love you big boy. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you...Mommy
06-18-2011 Oh Casey I love you so much and I need you. Kelly was in the mental hospital and in treatment for 6 months and god knows she is home drinking again. I don't know what to do or say, she will die and my life will be over. I love you boy. Until we are together again... Mommy
07-03-2011 My big boy how I love and miss you so much. Tomorrow is the 4th and remember how you loved all the food? You didn't like the fireworks so the vet gave you medicine so you would sleep.
You were very afraid of loud noises and especially thunder. I always felt so sad for you. Your not afraid anymore are you boy? Can you see the fireworks from heaven? Until we are together again remember; I; will always love you... Mommy
07*10-2011 Casey my boy I love and miss you so much. Life is so wrong without you. It will be 2 years next since the vet lost you and you died. I can't ever forgive him even though I know you have. I am sorry buddy but he lost you and ruined our family and he did't care that is the worse part. One day he will have to face God with what he did. I am so sorry. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you...Mommy
07-16-2011 My Big Boy How I love you and miss you. I can't believe it will be 2 years since you went away. So much has happened Casey and I need you. Please send me a sign to let me know you are there somewhere. My faith is weak and I am scared. Until we are together again; remember I; will always; love you...Mommy 07-17-2011 I love you forever! Mommy and Mags
07-24-2011 Hi Casey do you know how much I love and miss you? Can you please send a sign. I need to know you are somewhere
08-20-2011 Casey my boy I had to take some of your memories off so I can talk to you. I saved them in my computer and always in my heart. I love you and I can not believe you have been gone two years. The years have been slow without you each day is full of pain and anguish I miss you so much.Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you.. Mommy
09-03-2011 Casey I love you and miss you I can't believe you have been gone 2 years. Yet as the years go by fast the days are long without you. Oh God Casey I wish I could turn back the clock of time I would never have taken you to that vet that lost you and then I could have held you in the end. I am so sorry Casey, please send a sign that you forgive me. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you... Mommy
09-11-2011 Today is a sad day remember Casey how we all cuddled and cried for weeks, I was so lucky to have you to get me through what happened 10 years ago. I love you Boy and until we are together again remember I; will always love you..Mommy
09-19-2011 My Casey I am getting ready to watch the Bronco's another season without you, I can't believe ho long you've been gone. I miss you. Until we are together again Remember; I will always love you..Mommy 09-25-2011 Hi Casey I love you and miss you. Another Bronco game without you. I am really sad today. Please send a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy 10-01-2011 My Angle boy God how I love you. I am so sad because I know Kelly will be going to the bridge soon and I can not save her. I don't know what to do or where to turn so since you are with God please ask him to send me the wisdom I need.Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you.. Mommy 11-25-2011 Happy Thanksgiving my big boy. I hope you get all the things you love to eat. Me, I am staying alone and reading a book. I can't go through another Thanksgiving without you. I love you my angle dog and I miss you so much. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
12-4-2011 The year is almost over and I miss you as much as I did that 1st horrible day. I love you Casey now and forever. Until we are together again; remember I; will always; love you...Mommy
12-18-2011 I love you my big boy I pray I will see you again. I miss you so much. Please send me a sign. Until we are together again remember, I; will always love you..Mommy 12-31-2011 The end of a year a year closer to you. I love and miss you so much. Send me a sign so I know you are waiting for me.Happy New Year Casey, I love you, Until we are together again; remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
02-04-2012 Casey I have never stopped loving you and I miss you so much. The lady who talks to dogs is coming over on the17th and then I'll know where you are please send a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you...mommy
02-25-2012 My angle boy how I love and miss you. I am asking you to look over Maddie who came to the bridge a few days ago. Her Mommy loves her and misses her so much. Tell Maddie to send her Mommy a sign. I love you Casey, Until we are together again remember; I will always love you..Mommy
03-10-2012 Casey you are loved and missed everyday. I love you my angle boy. Please send me a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you...Mommy
03-24-2012 My Casey boy, I love and miss you. I tell everyone what a GREAT boy you were. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you... Mommy
04-07-2012 My angle boy. How I love and miss you. Everyday I feel so sorry for what you went through, I still can't move through the pain. You were special Casey you knew what others didn't know you have a depth that showed in your eyes of the life you once knew. I am so glad I saved you from that life. I will never stop loving you. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you..Mommy 04-21-2012 My Boy, how I love you and miss you. You have been gone nearly 3 years and I think of you every day. I miss you and love you so much my heart hurts everyday. Until we are together again, remember I; will always; love you. Mommy
04-29-2012 Casey, was that yo-u who sent Walter into my life? I miss you more today than yesterday. I wish you were here for just a moment; but that will never be and there are days I feel so bitter about that Vet who I know you have long forgiven. I can't. I am so sorry. Until we are together again; remember I; will always love you. Mommy
5-17-2012 My big boy how I love and miss you. I find it so impossible to get past this horrible grief I feel in my heart. I miss you so much. please send me a sign. until we are together again, remember I; will always; love you..mommy 5-26-12 I love you yesterday, today, and tomorrow, I will always love you Casey. I still can't move past the pain of the way you went to the bridge. Until we are together again, remember I; will always; live you..Mommy 6/2/12 Casey I love you, Today I have turned Kelly over to God, I can't save her, I have tried for 13 years. Please send me a sign that God will save her. Until we are together again remember, I; will always love you..Mommy
6-9-12 I love you to the moon and back a zillion times. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy 6-17-12 Ryan is home Casey 23 months, sure wish you were coming home I love and miss you so much. Until we are together again, I; will always; love you..Mommy 6-24-12 I love and miss you God Casey the pain never stops. I need a sign please. Until we are together again I; will always love you Mommy 7-1-12 a new month has come I miss you more than ever. Until we are together again, I; will always love you..Mommy 7-4-12 Happy 4th of July, I hope heaven has fireworks and lots of food to eat! I love you. I will be home all day, I don't like holidays anymore. Please ask God to protect all of the people in Colorado whose homes have been destroyed and ask God to keep the fire fighters safe. You remember The hay-man fire when we had to evacuate for a week and we all stayed at Judy's house. Until we are together again, I will always love you..Mommy 7-28-12 I love you to the moon and back and I miss you so much. Until we are together again I; will always; love you..mommy 08-05-2012 This is a sad day of remembering you. It's been 3 years Casey since that terrible day that you left me. I miss you like it was yesterday. I love you Casey and I hope you feel my love in the words I write. I will love you forever and miss you until eternity. Until we are together again I; will always love you..Mommy 8-11-12 I love you forever, I miss you so much. I sent you a football for the games. Until we are together, I will always love you..mommy 8-19-12 I Love you Casey now and forever. Until we are together again; I will always love you..Mommy 8-25-12 I love you more than life and I miss you so much. Until we are together I; will always; love you..mommy.9-1-12 I love you Casey Please send me a sign. I need you, I miss you. Until we are together, I will always love you.. Mommy 9-8-12 I love you forever to the moon and back. Until we are together, I will always; love you..Mommy 9-15-12 September is not the same with out you. I love and miss you. Until we are together, I will always love you..Mommy 9-21-12 My Darling Casey how I love and miss you. I don't think this kind of pain ever goes away. I miss you. Please ask God to help my children. Until we are together again I will always love you. Mommy
Good Bye September.1 month closer to being with you. I love you and miss you so much. I am glad September and August are over for those are the months I had to say goodbye forever to you and Boo.I love you forever my boy. Until we are together again I; will always; love you..Mommy
10-6-12 I just want you to know I love you and miss you so much. Until we are together, I will always love you..Mommy 10-27-12 Casey I love you and miss you more than you know. I pray you know how special you are and for some reason the pain I feel continues. Until we are together again I; will always love you. Mommy
11-22-2012 My Loving Casey how I love you so. Happy Thanksgiving. I think of you everyday you are always on my mind. I wish you were here big boy! How I miss touching you. If only we had more time; but one day we will all be together. I love and miss you. Until we are together again, remember I will always love you..Mommy 12-2-12 Another month gone by without you. Casey I love and miss you everyday. If only I could touch you. I love you buddy. I miss you so much. Until we are together again, I will always; love you Mommy 12-23-12 Merry Christmas Mr. Casey. I love and miss you so much that words cannot describe the love I have for you. I hope there is a Santa in Heaven. I think of you every day and I will always think of you until we are together again. Remember I will always; love you. Mommy 1-1-13 Happy new years, I love you forever..I will always love you.. Mommy 3-23-13 I am so sorry I have been away so long. Too much pain to bear. I love you Casey more than you will ever know. I promise I will never go away for this long. I love and miss you so much. You were the light of my life now there is only darkness. I want to come to the bridge Casey but I can't leave until Maggie goes. Then we will all be together again. Remember I will always love you...Mommy
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