by Justin Brown
> Ceaser ran off from home 11/30 like usual.. nothin new... Except to never
> return.
>
> Ever have something of you removed?? Torn away?? I did.. My buddie....
>
> You go... find out hes dead... Find him on the DOA list... Then ask for
his
> body... I've always had plans to creamate Ceaser... No body.. Unless I go
> play at the Canyon County Land Fill.......
>
> That's right, they threw away my baby like he didn't belong to anyone..
>
> I have not cried like this, since the day my grandfather died.
>
> DOA... Found: 12/1 Terrier Mix. Long curley hair. Male. Fixed. Long tail.
> Color: Black and white.
>
> It hurts... Hurts a lot....
>
> I'm glad he didn't suffer..
>
> I now, will do what I haven't done yet.. I will finish his tattoo on my
leg.
> His profile picture.. With Ceaser 11/1/98 above.. and R.I.P Mommy's Baby
> 12/1/03 Below....
>
> I miss him.. There will always be a part of me missing. Always will.. He
is
> irreplaceable..
>
> He wont be sick anymore.. Wont hurt anymore.. No more seizures..
>
> Lots of Bones and Car rides where he is now I hope...
>
> Riding in the car will never be the same to me. I drive past where he was
> found, every day. No more of him cuddling at my feet.. sleping next to
me..
> nibbling at my finger when he wants to play.. Or walking at my side...
>
> My mother always wondered why I picked up dogs runnin around on the side
of
> the road... I could get hurt.. bit.. Those are never things I ever think
> about.. Just that those puppies are lost and cant find home.. And will get
> hurt...
>
> I want my baby back...
>
> Ceaser: Born 11/01/98. Died 12/01/03