In Memory of you, As I sit and think of you a tear comes to my eye.
wishing you were still here, I remember friday, was the worst day i have ever experienced. friday at 12, I left work to go to the vets a place you used to dread, As I sat with you in the car, you looked up at Me, with those eyes that were taken over by catarax, you looked up at Me with those black eyes and my heart melted. As Me and Mom were waiting in the car,for the doctor to get us, I cried not just Me but Mom cried to. we finally walked in to the vets and the doctor told us what was going to happen. Me and Mom never experienced anything like this, The doctor took you to the back room to give you medicine. and came back. I had to leave the room I got choked up. I came back and looked at those eyes and realized I couldnt get back. I never wanted to say goodbye, I still dont want to. A few minutes later the doctor came in for the second shot. A minute later the doctor said shes gone. And that's when I broke down.
Like I said Before, I never wanted to say goodbye, I still dont. I know you cant comeback, but I need you to, cause without theres' a big hole missing in my life. I used to think I would die before you. I guess I was wrong, you are my best friend, My reason for living. i dont know what iam going to do without you.