All I wanted that year was a puppy. I was 11, and we hadn't had a dog for quite a while. So, a few days before Christmas, my dad took my mom, and I to go pick one out. It seemed like we drove forever, and when we finally got there, I was so excited. I barrelled down to the house, to look at all the pups. I was so disappointed that they were ALL black. We had always had black dogs, and I wanted something DIFFERENT. Then, all of the sudden, when all the puppies were near me, I saw her. She was orange like the sunset on a clear day with a funny black spot right near her front leg. She looked so fat, and happy. I knew right away she was the one I would be taking home.

We grew up together. We went on trips together. I remember when I got my first boyfriend, and I told you ALL about him. I knew you would keep my secrets. You were good at that. I remember once when we went on a trip, and you threw up in my lap, and I was SO mad at you! It seems funny now that you're not here.

When I moved away from home, the highlight of my trips back was getting to see you again. You were so spoiled... We would give you steaks, and treats galore! I knew you were in pain in the later years, as you would struggle to get up... I moved to San Francisco, and it was a chore for me to come visit you... I wish I would have more often now.

The last time I saw you, you looked so weak, and miserable. Where was my baby love? Where was my puppy? She was old, and grey now. The last time I saw you, I lay there by your side, and you kissed my face. You knew I was there to say good bye. I hugged you, and I said "Good bye, Old Friend. I'll see you again, someday." I've never cried so much in my life. I'm sorry I couldn't stay in the room when we put you down... I just couldn't take it. I felt like I was betraying you.

I grew up with you. You're the best friend I ever had. Other kids would make fun of me, and I would come home, and cry, and you would always be there. You would always let me hug you, and cry into your beautiful red coat- like the sunset.

I love, and miss you so much. I wish I could have you back. I wish you knew how much you affected my life. Thank you so much for everything. My Brandy Wine.