by Arthur
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To My Most Beloved Sister, Mui Mui
Mui Mui, do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I miss you?
Ever since you left me, life is never the same again for me. Xiao Huang can never
replace you. No other cat can ever replace you. How can they replace you? You are
the most beautiful cat in the world.
I always tell people how tame, how cute, how obedient you are, that white Persian cat
with long fur, tail and large beautiful blue eyes.
I miss your meows and I miss your warm fur, mui mui.
Arthurs heart cries out in pain. No one can understand how sorrowful I am and have
become. My tears flow down my cheeks as I write this love letter to you.
Mui Mui, my family and I was completely devastated by your sudden departure.
Things arent supposed to happen in this way, dear.
If I knew you had kidney disease, I would have sent you to the vet 2 months ago,
instead of waiting till April the 1st 2004.
Fate was very cruel to all of us. That night, I brought you to the vet, hoping for a
gradual recovery. But that was not to be so. The next day, you passed away, just like
that.
Till now, I still cannot accept the fact that youve left us, for good, forever. I simply
cannot accept this cruel fact. You know I really love you very much, Mui Mui.
I will never forgive myself for not bringing you to the vet earlier. Im sorry, Mui Mui.
Im so very sorry. Forgive me for my ignorance. I should have known something
was wrong when your fur went spiky. I should have brought you to the vet for
inspection when you kept drinking water out of thirst. Your death was a very heavy
blow
to me and I can never forgive myself for it. Only merciful God can heal me.
On the 2nd of April 2004, when my mom visited you at 11am, you still managed to
struggle to meow at her. Im sure you were very happy to see her. You recognized
mamas face. We all know youve got human personality inside you. My mom even
stroked your chin and head. She was delighted to see you. But..
Almost 2 hours later, at 12.45pm, Dr. Grace Heng called me on my mobile while I was
still asleep, telling me, Im sorry to tell you that your cat passed away. At that
moment, I felt I was being hit by the worst lightning on earth. How can that be, Mui
Mui?
I broke the news to my mom and my dad. My mom loved you so much. She broke
down completely and cried. She could not believe what she had heard. 11am, you
were still alive and well, and meowing to her. 12.45pm, you were dead. My mom
couldnt take it. Yes, she couldnt take it. And she broke down.
My father was shocked. He was cleaning a house and rushed to see your body in the
evening. Mui Mui, do you know that he was a completely devastated soul when he
saw your cold lifeless body? Do you know that papa kept stroking your dead body for
more than an hour, staying at the animal clinic for more than an hour, sitting beside
your body?
Do you know how much he love you? You are very very precious to him, Mui Mui.
Papa came back as a devastated man. When he spoke about you, I could see his eyes
turned red and he could not speak anymore. Coz he had broken down in tears. All
of us love you so much, Mui Mui.
I still remember the times when you would lead papa to bed when the appropriate time
come. And you would cling warmly to his leg and sleep with him. You exhibit a
most humane personality with unconditional love for all of us.
I still remember the times when you would sit near the window and near the door,
waiting for us to return, greeting us with your lovely meows, and running quickly and
happily when you heard mom and dads footsteps. You are really very very cute and
adorable. How can someone so innocent and pure like you pass away?
I still remember the times when you would sit beside me, asking me for a piece of your
favorite food whenever I was eating some chicken or fish. And I would feed you
some.
I really miss those good old times, Mui Mui. I really do.
When you were laying on the floor with your eyes wide open in the afternoon of April
the 1st,2004, I thought you were just exhausted. I never realized your seriousness.
I am to be blamed, Mui Mui. You must have felt pain inside you, and yet, you are not
able to tell me.
Why? Why? Why dont you tell Arthur, Im in pain, pls send me to the vet.
It doesnt matter even if I have to borrow 10,000 dollars to heal you, Mui Mui, coz I
love you so. Everything I do, I do it for you, my love.
Do you know that I prayed to God to take away 5 years of my life and give it to you
when you were hospitalized? I dont mind living shorter, if it meant an extension of
your lifespan. God love me, and so I love you, Mui Mui.
You are not just a cat. You are an angel sent from God. To cheer my family and I up.
To bring joy to us. But your departure was too sudden. I did not even get to see
your last moments.
This was a thunderous blow to me, to my family. We will never forget you, Mui Mui.
Never.
When I was 19, I was still in National Service. In that year, when I stared out of the
window one silent night, I saw you sitting on the 2nd storey. I called out to you and
you stared at me with your beautiful blue eyes. You and I were young then.
The next night, I saw a white furball waiting outside my door. It was you. You had
climbed up the stairs and found your way to my house. You once belonged to the one
downstairs. But that night, you belonged to us.
And since then, we treated you like one of our own. You were like our first born, and
my very own sweet little sister.
It has been 10 years. Im now 29. We had spent so much fun together, Mui Mui. And
yet, you left us so suddenly. I could not take it.
I still remembered the time you suffered a heavy wound on your back. Someone or
something had pierced your back. And I spent 20 days at home nursing you. We
saved you then.
I still remembered the good times when my mom and I would put a rope round your
neck and lead you downstairs at Woodlands. You would admire the scenery, smell
the flowers, smell the grass and stroll around gracefully. We were happy to see you
happy.
We really miss you, Mui Mui.
When you were alive, you would often be at the door when I wanted to get out. And I
would gently push you away. Now that you are gone, everything is so empty. Not
even your shadow remained. Whenever I went out, I would have a feeling of sadness
coz you are no longer at the door. When I returned back, you are not there for me
too. And I cry inside my heart.
Whenever I eat my meal, you are no longer sitting near me. A sense of emptiness
engulfed me. I feel that something is missing in my life. My life is never the same
anymore. Without you, Mui Mui, my life is an incomplete jigsaw puzzle. And now, I no
longer have the chance to call Mui Mui. I can no longer expect a meow back
from you. And I miss you terribly.
For 10 years, we have spent our lives together. And now you are gone, forever. Mom
and Dad missed you very badly too. We are all very sad and depressed to have
you leave us all alone on this earth.
May your soul find peace and joy in heaven. If you have no soul, I pray that merciful
God will recreate you and let us meet again in heaven, one day. Till death do us
part, Mui Mui
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