by *AnOmOmOuS*<3
wow Maxyboy..it will be a year this saturday since u passed away.. who woulda thought after all this time, just thinking about you would bring soo many painful tears to my eyes. Im crying now.. as i was the day god took you away. I miss my dog soo much its unbelieveable, sumtimes the pain starts to go away, but then i start thinking about him and all the wonderful years we shared together, and it gets as strong as it ever was. You were around even before me! thru the first 14 years of my life.. i didnt know life without my maxyboy. I just know hes in heaven now..happy as ever, watchin over me. I wonder if he knows when i cry, i wonder if he sits at the gates of heaven looking down on me, with a sad look on his precious face knowing im upset.. i think he may get upset at times too.. He might stop and think every once in awhile about his family,like how much he misses us.. being with us, laughing with us, playing with us,gettin them tummy rubs, does he feel like i do? does he feel the pain of knowing he really misses us, but cant be with us right now? i honestly think he does, because to me, max was soo much more than just a dog.. he was one of my best friends.. a friend i knew would be with me till his dieing day.. and of coarse, he was. He loved us sooo much.. and we loved him. He was always the one to listen when i needed sum1 to talk to, and as crazy as it sounds, it seemd like he actually understood what i would say. He was sumone that was always there for me, when no1 else cared, my maxy cared. So when i lost him, i really felt like i lost apart of me.. my childhood, everything. I knew loosing him would be hard, but i never would have guessed in a million years it would be this hard.. A YEAR later.. and i still miss him more than ever, I really dont want this anniversary to come, because to me, the longer hes been gone.. the farther away hes getting,as time passes, even though i will never forget him.. the memory of him is slowing fading.. he becomes more and more blury each passing day, as if he never even existed.. but even if memroy does slowly fade..ill always remember that there once was a dog named maxy. that showed more love and affection, than thot possible, he was more than a dog..he was a part of the family.. a very dear part.. one that can never be fogotten nomatter what... I Love you sooo much Boy!!! I cant wait for the day ull be waitin for my at that bridge and well be together once again.. playin and laughin like the good old days... everyone will be together.. It'll be great!!! sooo be waitin for me when i get up there old buddy! ill be lookin for ya!<3