by Diane
Two weeks ago today Friday Feb. 22, 2002, my beloved cat Heidi left me and it left a big hole in my heart. I still look for her, I still miss her so much. There is this awful ache in my heart, like a piece of it was ripped out. I look at her picture and start crying and sobbing, the sorrow still painful. I really should take down her pictures til I can bear seeing her likeness, but for some reason I just can't remove the pictures from the wall. I try not to look at them, knowing it will start the tears but I can't help myself, I have to look at her beautiful face and remember her sweet ways. My arms ache to hold her, to stroke her silky soft fur, to admire her long whiskers and her beautiful eyes. Even my forehead misses the head nudges she would give me, oh those loving head nudges. When I hold her , she would raise her head up to rub against my chin and face. How I miss that.... Dear sweet Heidi, I miss you so...love always in my heart and memories..Mommy