MY DARLING ZOE. IT IS JULY 4TH, 2017, and I have moved my notes to another place on the computer. I pray to God I got all of them, because they tell the story of my grief and loss of one of the greatest gifts in my life. You. It has been six years and two months and the pain is still so strong. I can't smile without you. I hope and pray you are with Clyde-Bailey and are well and happy. Don't ever forget how much I love you. Daddy, Grandma and I talk about the two of you all the time. I miss you so deeply. Send me a sign today. I will be looking for it. I love you so, my Zo girl. I love you.|
MyAngel Zoe girl. It is August 4, 2017 and I am struggling with the loss of you still. I always will. You were such a light in my life and still are, after being gone over six years. I love you so, Zoe. You were such a treasure. I hope you are with Clyde-Bailey and that you see Grandpa often. I hope you met the rabbi's dog, Pretty Girl and showed her around. Grandma, Daddy and I always talk about you and Delilah is here with me, filling my heart with joy, as only a dog can.Has Remy ever come up there. She is the dog that has been lost for years that I write to each day. Let me know. She is a black chow with a black tongue and is so missed, as are you and Clydie. Please send a sign today that you are ok. I MISS YOU DESPERATELY. I love you so much. Thank you for everything. Always your Mommy.
November 4, 2017 My darling Zoe. I am crying for you. I miss you so much, my Zoe girl. I talk about you all the time. You made my life so rich. I will never be the same without you and Clyde-Bailey. Thank God you sent me Delilah. I love her so.I have never been the same since I lost Grandpa, you and Clydie. Now Daddy's brother, David has cancer and we need your doggie prayers. It's pretty bad. We are doing ok. Gram is good and Daddy is
fine. I am too and don't want you to worry if I cry over you. It's tears of love and the joy of having you in myRest easy Zo, and remember how much I love and miss you. I will forever and ever. Your loving Mommy.
It's December 4, 2017. Hi, bud dog, my angel child. Zoe, I am crying as I miss you so. We talk about you a lot, especially with Grandma. She remembered that anytime Gramps walked in, you and Clydie ran to the back door because you knew he was going to let you out. And remember the little bagels Aunt Kathi would bring you and Clydie. You loved them. The pain of your loss is never going away, and I have to live with that, praying that some day we will be together again. Please God. Promise me that and i can go on. I love you so, girl, forever and ever, Mommy.
I can't believe it's February. How could I have missed writing to you. My heart is broken over it. I am so sorry, my Bud dog. You know you are always on my mind. I love you so and miss you so much. It will never, ever be the same without you and Clydie. Please forgive me. I hope you are fine. We are all hanging in, getting older with aches and pains. Grandma isn't too well, but she's doing the best she can. She and Daddy and Delilah send their love as well. Love you forever and ever. Mommy
3/6/18 Darling I am late because we had no power or internet due to a big snow storm. Another coming tonight, but Daddy took care of me and Gram just fine, so don't worry. I miss you so much. It's not gotten easier. I love you so and talk about you much of the time. You are Clydie. What a pair. Remember how you two used to sleep on the leather couch in the bedroom. I picture you there. Delilah likes it, too. I pray that you are fine and I adore you so. Miss you forever and ever. Your Mommy.
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