Oh my sweet, sweet Zoah girl, I don't have the words right now. I'm still trying to comprehend how life can be so cruel. It wasn't your time to go. Shouldn't have been your time. You should still be here with Mommy and Katmai. We had so many more years ahead of us to look forward to. You were just a baby. I wish I knew what took you from me, but I know I never will. Please know how hard I tried to save you, baby. Oh God I tried and I'm so sorry that I failed you. My heart is shattered and the world is so dark without you in it. Please know how much Mommy loves and misses you. I hope you've found your big sisters Nub and Zimba. I know they'll love you and take care of you. I love and miss you to the moon and back, sweet Zoah. |
7.12.17- Hey baby girl. I hope and pray with all of my heart and soul that my precious Katmai has found you, Zimba, and Nub. Please tell her how much mommy loves and misses her. Please tell her that I'm so very sorry from the depths of my heart. Katmai, if you can hear mommy, please know and believe me when I tell you that I am so sorry, baby. I pray that you can feel my love and that you're finally at peace. Your death will forever haunt me. I love and miss you so very very much, sweet Katmai. To the moon and back.