04/23/2012 Zianna left to join her beloved Zander today, with her a massive piece of my heart.|
04/24/2012 Zianna today was such a hard day I woke up without you there, drove to work and I felt your presence, than I had this feeling, I looked at the time it was 24 hours at that moment that you left for paradise. I love you so much you always let Zander be first place the truth is that you were always equal. Zack your little Maltease boy is missing you so much; will be back later sweet girl. mommy
04/25/2012 Zianna today was hard, when I woke up you were not there to give me my morning kiss; tonight when I came home from work again you were not there, just little Zack he is missing you like crazy just like papa and I. Make Zander behave I miss you so much, I was never ready for that Love You mommy
04/26/2012 Hi Z anther day goes buy, I am so missing you I am waiting for your ashes to come back I will place them with Zander's and you my babies will move to Florida just not how I envision. will be back later. Love you girl.
04/27/2012 Zianna I miss you so, my heart feel such a void
04/28/2012 I was so lonely today, Saturday was always our family day miss you so.
04/30/2012 Zianna your ashes came home today, I placed them with Zander's now memories are all I have left of my beautiful Doberman's, until we are all together again. We will be leaving for Florida to check out the area that we are thinking of moving to. I will make a nice memorial for you, Zander, Zar & Zia; in our hearts you are all very much still with us. I remember in the last few monthes I was always telling you to remember how much I love you, I miss you my sweet girl so very very much. Love You mommy.
05/27/2012 Zianna It is not getting easier when I lost Zander 1/2 of my heart was gone, but I still had you! now I feel like an empty shell some days. In Florida there were so many sign's of you & Zander, but the most amazing was when the man stoped me on A1A to look at the rainbow OMG it was so beautiful & you & Zander were always there in the form of (2) of nature beauties. Thank you for the Mother Day vision that I received my beautiful Dobe's so clear. I will always love you I told you that so many times to remember always. Mommy love you!
06/21/2012 Happy Birthday my beautiful sweet girl, I love you so much and miss you & Zander something awful. I feel that my heart will never be the same there is such a hole in it. I will leave you a cake have a big piece & share I love you so much my Z mommy xo
12/17/2012 Hi my girl, well it almost Christmas I am missing you & Zander something awful there is a new little girl we named her Ziva she is a handful reminds me of Zander in a lot of ways. she not a Doberman will most likely be about 6 pounds, but she is a little mighty might. A lot of children from CT. went to Heaven friday if by chance you meet any of them love them & cuddle them with lots of Dobie kisses. I will never not think of you my Z & love you to the moon & back: kiss my mommy & Davie for me. amour mon coeur, mommy
Hi my beautiful girl, we are now living in Florida; I wanted so much for you to be here with Dad, Zack and me but God called you home. There is not a day that I do not stop and think of you & Zander, you are both the reason I am the person I am today (loving & caring without question.) I have set up the memorial for you Zander, Zar & Zia. I saw two beautiful butterflies the firt time I went out in the backyard knowing it was a sign. Take care of our boy and give my Mom the biggest kiss for me. I love you so my Z (Zianna). mommy
Hi my girl, we have moved again we now live on A1A view of the ocean, South Patrick Shores Florida; you would so love it here there is not a day that I do not feel your presence with me, I was so blessed to have you & Zander in my life. I cry happy tears when I think of you both. will love you until I am no more on earth, with happiness knowing that the next time we are together will be forever. love you my Zianna, mommy
Hi my beautiful girl! hope you are having fun, please go find our Davy and give him the biggest hug that you can give! today is his 13th anniversary in heaven & I know he looks after all his auntie babies, be good for him. Life is getting back to normal after so many month's I am catching up on all my Rainbow Bridge work; you were the best girl that anyone could ever have and I was not ready for you to leave me, but Jesus needed you. I love you my Zianna!! always will mommy XO
Hi my beautiful girl! you have been on my mind so much today; it is almost 2 years since you passed and I just never stopped missing you. I know it seam like Zander was my favorite, truth is he was a boy & required more attention and you let him have it because you loved him also. Each of you left your footprints in my heart & soul; I thank you & Zander also because I know you both still watch over me, without a doubt in my mind. I always will love you my Z until we meet again mommy.
Hi Z I cannot believe that it has been 2 years; you are in my heart always and I am always thinking about you & Zander. Please know that I love you so very much, and I just know that we will all be together again someday. Also thank you for the many signs that you send I feel that you are always near, much love my sweet, beautiful girl. mommy XO
09/16/2014 Hi Zianna I just stoped by to tell you how much I love and miss you; I cannot believe that your gone my sweet sweet girl Love You Mom.
I love you forever my Z (girl)
04/23/2015 Well my beautiful Z it been 3 years, and it still seams so unreal, you became sick so fast and within a couple of weeks no more could be done; your little Zack was just diagnosis with diabetes, exactly 3 years to the time when you became sick. I have to give him 2 injections a day and well he screeches, I even have to muzzle him; it very hard and I am scared I do not want to lose another baby he only 5. I love you girl there will never be another you! "my Zianna". Love mommy
My sweet girl I so miss you, some days the feelings of lost are so strong I love you my Z
Excerpt from an adaptation of Eugene O'Neill's "The Last Will and Testament of Silverdane Emblem O'Neill" .......
"...I ask my Mistress to remember me, always, but not to grieve for me too long. In my life I have tried to be a comfort to her in time of sorrow and an added joy in her life's happiness. It is painful for me to think that even in death I shall cause her pain. Let her remember that, while no dog ever had a happier life, I have now grown ill and pained. I should not want my pride to sink to bewildered humiliation. It is time for me to say 'Good-bye.' It will be a sorrow to leave her, but not a sorrow to die. Dogs do not fear death, as men do. We accept it as a part of life, not as something alien and terrible that destroys life. What will become of me after death? I would like to believe I will be in a place where one is always young. Where I will someday be joined by companions I've known in life. Where I will romp in lovely fields with those who have gone before me. Where every hour is mealtime. Where in long evenings there are fireplaces with logs forever burning and one curls oneself up and remembers the brave old days on earth and the love of one's Mistress. This is much to expect, but peace, at least, is certain...and a long rest for these weakened limbs...and eternal sleep which is, perhaps, the best......"
Big Boy Kitty Mommy (Annette) shared this with me and it touch my heart in so many ways that I just want to share.
2 Corinthians 4:18
" While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not Seen.
For the things which are seen are temporary. But the things which are not seen, are Eternal"
I am thinking that this may mean, this Earth/this world we live on, is temporary.
And all the joys and grief and good times, and bad times- that affect us and touch us, both good and bad- it is temporary.
But Heaven is permanent
And the Heavenly Joys and Love of GOD, and our Beloved lost Pets and Lost family and friends- they all await us and is Eternal and forever!
The Broken Chain:
We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went wih you, the day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide and though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; but as God calls us one by one, the Chain will link again.
(Zianna I found this poem you were a true gift to me from God. Love Mommy xo)
I will lend to you for a while, a Doberman pup, God said
For you to love her while she lives and mourn her when she's dead.
Maybe for twelve or fourteen years, or maybe two or three.
But will you, 'till I call her back, take care of her for me?
she'll bring her charms to gladden you, and should her stay be brief,
You'll always have her memories as solace for your grief.
I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught below I want this pup to learn.
I've looked the whole world over in search of teachers true,
And from the folk that crowds life's land, I have chosen you.
Now will you give her all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to take my Dobie back again.
I fancied that I heard them say "Dear Lord Thy Will Be Done",
For all the joys this Dobe will bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter her with tenderness, we'll love her while we may,
And for the happiness we have known, forever grateful stay.
But should you call her back much sooner than we've planned
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand.
If, by our love, we've managed, your wishes to achieve,
The memory of her and her love, will help us while we grieve.
When our faithful bundle departs this world of strife
We'll have yet another Doberman and love her all her life.
Hello my sweet girl; there is a new fur baby at the bridge he is a gray & white kittie his name is Edgar please watch over him and become good friends he will miss his mommy Laura so much. I want to share this poem that his mommy posted on his memorial site and also I just wanted to tell you I know the words are true I feel you with me so often! love you my sweet beautiful angel Zianna.
I Haven't Left At All
i saw you gently weeping as you looked through photographs
you paused for just a moment at one that made you laugh;
but as you turned more pages the tears began to flow
you whispered that you missed me but I want you to know;
i softly licked those stinging tears that down your cheeks did fall
i want to help you understand I haven't left at all.
on those days that you are overcome with sorrow, pain and grief
i rest my head upon your leg to offer some relief.
when you take our walking path I've seen you turn around
because I know you surely heard my paws upon the ground.
At night while you are sleeping I snuggle at your side
you stroke my fur as you touch that place where I used to lie.
you said it's just your heart playing tricks upon your mind
but rest assured I'm really there, my spirit's left behind.
I know your heart is hurting; it's like an open sore
you think my life has ended and you won't see me anymore.
But for those of us bound tight by love, death is not the curtain call;
it's really the eternal beginning that waits for us all
so, dear Master as you live your life I patiently await
for us to be together when you pass through Heaven's gate
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