Wow my sweetie here it is May 31, 2016, I see they have updated and erased every single word I have written over the last year and a half. I guess I felt like if all my memories were here then you had never left. I miss you as much today as I did the night you left us. Laying next to me as I type this is Muffy (where you should be). I do thank God for letting her be born the day before you left us. As if HE already knew we would need you so much. It has been a crazy spring for sure. Kristi was in the hospital for 3 days after her fertility meds over stimulated her and she became very sick almost to the point of death. I realized that we are all going to die. every single one of us. and then will come our forever. it is so sad to think about but I know we are all gonna go sometime. Im glad God spared Kristi and I pray she and Tony have a very happy healthy baby for all of us to enjoy and maybe they will be special for HIS purpose. I love you my sweet little black DACHSY. I miss you more than any word could ever say.|
Guess what? I saw two rainbows this evening in the sky. One was very bright and one was dimmer. I thought of you my honey and the promise I have that someday when my time here on earth is through I shall come running over the meadow and calling your name and you will run to my open arms and we will never ever be parted again.
Until that time-have fun, run free and know that I am thinking of you always. I still feel you every time I see a Cardinal and I feel your little kisses on the winds.
Love you Zachy.
1/22/17: my sweet little Zachie two years have passed and I miss you just as much today as I did then. I do believe you are at the Rainbow Bridge waiting on me! I love you so much my little precious boy. We have a new dog park here in town-you would love it! You will always be in my heart and I will continue to think of you often. I pray you are having fun and staying warm with lots of treats and fresh water! Be good my little sweetie! Your sister was two yesterday and I still believe that she was born because God knew we would need someone to help us get over your loss. I think of you each time I look at her. Rest In Peace precious Zachie and I'll see you again someday soon!
1/13/18: My sweet little boy! Mom continues to miss you so very much! I'm sure I always will. There is a Zachy sized hole in my heart that no one can fill. I pray you continue to have fun and play with all your friends. I cannot BELIEVE it's been three years almost since you were called to the Rainbow Bridge. That was the saddest day of my life. Aunt Kristi has a precious foster boy named Kaysen and we pray so hard that they'll be able to adopt him forever. You never liked kids but I think you'd like him, cuz he doesn't pull tails or ears! I still would give just about anything to have you back. To hold you and snuggle into your soft fur. You would love the new house we have, it is by Chalmers School and only a block from Kristi, Tony and Kaysen. We take a lot of walks you would love too. Muffy is so precious she loves the "baby grands" who aren't babies anymore. I can't call them that anymore, their Mom won't let me! They are 11, 9 and 5 now!! Sure wish I could blink and you'd come running to me. Well little boy I will say see you later for now, I cannot wait to see you again someday FOREVER, and ever! Continue to have fun, running free and keep on eating and staying warm and keep visiting me in the wings of the cardinals! I love you sweet little Zachy FOREVER!