When you had no more stairs that you could climb, I knew. How I miss you wrapped in my arms as we fell asleep at night, how you would scratched my back and lick my wounds. The day we had our last cup of coffee together and we said goodbye I had such a feeling that I had never experienced before and kept telling myself it will pass, yet it hasn't and every day I stop by your picture and bless you, tell you how much I miss you and how much I love you. |
I remember how I used to sneak down stairs to get something to eat ever so quietly so I wouldn't wake you and when I turned around you were right there, you were a much better sneaker than I and how many times I turn around now and wish you were there. Somehow I know you are, just can't see you, but I will someday see you again....
I hope God heard our prayers every night we laid together before going to sleep and asked for him to always watch over you and I. I still say my prayers every night but it is just not the same as when we prayed together.
Watching you pounce was one of the most beautiful sights I had ever seen and I still can see you doing that when I think of you.
My baby, my Trooper, my Boops, I love you so much and miss you even more. You were my little helpless boy who needed so much and I hope and pray I was always there for you. The pain in my heart over losing you never stopped, but knowing now that our Max is with you once again, it eases my mind believing that you two are taking care of each other in Heaven. I remember so many great times with you, and a lot of fighting with Max over bones cause you guys loved your boneses. But my baby, my final memory is the sadest and hardest, the day we lost you. I really hope you can hear me baby, because I tell you, and now Max too, how much I really love you and how I will miss you always. You will always be my little Boops.