To My Beloved Trojan|
TEN YEARS TODAY
Ten years ago, I lost my special friend.
SEVEN YEARS TODAY
I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.
SIX years today and I still miss you so much.
All my love Mummy. xxxxx
FIVE years this year, and it's hard to describe
I still miss you so much, you were my friend,
Is it time for another, a Crested like you,
I scroll through the internet, hoping I'll see
I thought I saw one, I showed Dad,
For a moment, I get carried away "shall I buy
Then a pain shoots through me, how can I forget.
With all my love Mummy. xxxxxxx
It's been FOUR years that you left us my Tro, how hard it has been for us all.
They say memories are golden, well, maybe that is true.
My Darling Trojan,
THREE year's gone, and it's sad to say, I miss you more with each passing day. My heart was broken when I lost you and is now held together by bits of glue. Perhaps another of your kind would gently try to ease my mind. A hairless boy with a mane that flows, a memorial to you my beloved Tro. I'm not sure yet though, it's too painful you see to have another Crested on my knee. I will always love you my little Man, please please visit me when you can! With all my love Mummy xxx
MY DEAREST TROJAN,
ONE year,now TWO, since you were near, we had so many good times when you were here,
I try to dream of you at play, sleeping, eating and filing your day
We have a Nicnak at home now. He has joined our family to be my pal.
Claire and I remember and laugh, the day we all went to Stonham Barns.
We tried to take you wherever we went. Cycling, shoping even camping in a Tent.
When I think back, how lucky I was to the end to have had you Trojan as my special friend.
To my Wonderful Tro,
A YEAR ago, I lost my special friend.
A YEAR of pain, of pouring rain,
A YEAR of struggling and of tears, a time of feeling low.
A YEAR of turmoil, of right or wrong, great sense of loss, of days so long.
A YEAR not greeting me at the door.
A YEAR of thinking of your face.
A YEAR of looking, hoping to see
A YEAR of hoping, praying for,
It's been a year mum, it's gone so quick, I can see you but we just can't kiss. I sit on your lap from time to time, but you just can't feel me, it's such a crime.
Here up in heaven we have biscuit trees, they fall to the ground with a gentle breeze. All piled high, Digestives and Custard Creams, these are the treats that I've always dreamed. But up here treats do me no harm but I would sooner be eating them cuddled up in your arms. Making crumbs on the bed, you scratching my head. This is something we would still be doing, I bet. Then snuggle up and fall asleep by your feet, if only this could be, wouldn't that be neat.
For all good things in heaven, I'd surely give up, for one of your kisses, your cuddles and hugs.
One day we'll be together, our hearts beating close, with my Mummy the one I miss the most. But don't be sad be happy, be glad, of all the good times we had, and also look forward of what's yet to be, TROJAN AND MUMMY IN ENTERNITY.
"Goodbye Trojan" my dad said, then gently patted me on the head.
Where are you Mum, I was looking, only strangers near. It was funny but I felt so calm because
I heard a voice, I knew it well, it was Nanny Ciss. "Trojan" she called, and there she was with
The Munchbunch are here, what a crew. Buck barks cheekily, followed close by Wanda and Tilly.
This year's been quite a rush, but visits to you have been a must. Playing and biscuit eating, but not a lot of time for sleeping.
A year in heaven is like a blink of an eye, in Eternity time flies by.
But I'm sending you Love, Hugs and a KISS and until we are together again,
Trojan you were so important to me. I loved you so much and I know you loved me too. You were there for me in times of trouble and would always comfort me and bring a smile to my face. I loved to cuddle you and you would stretch all your paws out to me to cuddle me too. You would run everywhere especially when it was time for bed, you would keep waiting for me to go upstairs and kept running backwards and forwards to let me know that it was time to sleep. You slept with me for nearly 14 years under the covers, until you got too hot then ontop of the duvet. You would sleep on my pillow and sometimes I would wake up and see your beautiful face looking at me. What am I going to do without you. Love you so much Troggie, my little man. Love Mummy xxxxxxxxx
14th November 2007 - My Beautiful Trojan, It is 4 weeks today since I last held you in my arms. Where does the time go. Four weeks of crying and feeling so depressed and trying to come to terms with life without you. I love and miss you so. Love Mummy xxxx
23rd November 2007 - Happy Birthday to my beautiful, loving Trojan, my little man. Today you would have been 14 years old. You missed it by 5 weeks and 2 days. I am so sorry I couldn't get you there, I tried so very hard. I love and miss you so much. All my love Mummy xxxxxxxxxx
28th November 2007 - My wonderful Trojan, my little man. Six weeks today since I last held you. Miss you so much Love Mummy xxxxxx
17th December 2007 - My darling Trojan, It has been exactly two months since I last kissed you and held you in my arms. I never stop loving you and missing you. The house feels so empty without you and my bed so cold. Christmas will be upon us soon and it will be difficult without you. I will think about you and know that you will be with me in my heart. Merry Christmas my darling little man. I hope you have a Stocking to enjoy. Lots of Love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxx
17th January 2008 - My beautiful Trojan, my Little Man. It is now three months since I last held you in my arms. Never a day goes by that I do not think of you and miss you. I want to wake up from this nightmare now - the pain is never ending and I feel so low. I want to see your face and kiss you and hug you. I love you so much. Love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxx
22nd January 2008 - Trojan today's my birthday and the only present I want more in the world is to have you back. I miss you so much. All my love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxx
17th February 2008 - Dear Trojan, it has been four months now since I last held you and kissed you. Every single day I think about you and love you. You are always in my thoughts and my heart. The first weekend of the caravan is soon. Didn't you just love going down there. Sitting out in the sun, eating biscuits, even swinging on the swing! Going into Denise's caravan and asking for sausages and giving everyone lots of kisses. In fact you went into everyone's caravan that we did, they all loved you and they will all be so upset when they learn that you are not going to be there this year. It will be hard for me too. I know last year wasn't too good for you. You had some bad days down there when we would have to rush you to the vets, but you always tried to be happy. It wont be the same without you Troggie but I know wherever I am you will be so I try to think that we will be sitting on the sun lounger together as we always used to. Love you lots. Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
17th March 2008 - My beautiful Trojan I have now lost you for 5 months. I am always thinking of you and love you very much. I miss you my little man. Happy Easter. All my Love Mummy xxxxxxx
17th April 2008 - Dear Trojan, Six whole months have passed since I last held you and kissed you. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart. I miss you so much my little man. All my Love Mummy xxxxxxxx
17th May 2008 - My Beautiful, Loving Trojan, We have now been apart for seven months and I miss you so much. The house and caravan are very lonely places without you. You would have enjoyed the sunshine last week, sitting on the lounger eating biscuits and greeting everyone who stoped to say hello. You are always in our thoughts and in our hearts. Gemma is now at the Bridge and is at last reunited with her daughter Sophie. They are both galloping somewhere in a lush meadow, tormenting the rest of the Munchbunch no doubt like they and Luke used to when they were chasing apples!! Gemma was a sweet little mare and loved by all who looked after her.
We love you so much little man. Take Care. Love Mummy xxxxxxxx
17th June 2008 - Dear Trojan, My Little Man, Eight months have passed since I last held you in my arms. I love you and miss you so much. I am always thinking of you. All my love, Mummy xxxxxxxx
17th July 2008 - My Beautiful Trojan, Here we are again. Yet another month has passed since I last held you and told you I loved you. Nine months without you in our lives. I love and miss you very much. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart my little man. All my love, Mummy xxxxxxxxxx
17th August 2008 - My beloved Trojan. My little man. We have now been apart for ten months. I love and miss you so very much. Never a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. I remember all the times we had together and it makes me cry to think there will be no more. All my love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxx
17th September 2008 - My wonderful Trojan, My special little man. Today we have been apart for 11 months. I cant tell you how much I miss you. I miss our cuddles and kisses and hugs. I miss your loving little ways. I love you so much Troggie. With all my love, Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxx
Zucci Joins the Munchbunch - Trojan
We went to the studio to pick you up our very own Zucci pup.
Trojan came to me from heaven. God an Angel lent.
Love from Daddy x