well, it's over. He gave us a last little pee waiting in the doctors office (so like him to have the last word). |
And then he stood on his hind feet and was hugging me. It was very bizarre, as he had never done that before....for like 15 minutes. It was almost like he was saying 'Dad, it's ok. I'll be fine."
........he went so peacefully that I didn't know he was gone.......
We sat with him after for awhile.
He had the softest fur and the sweetest face. I rescued him from the streets of Detroit, later flew him to California when I moved. He was happy, grumpy, curious, aloof.....and one of the best friends I have ever had.
Until we meet again, my friend. And yes, I'll bring the dental floss.
June 16, two days since you left us. We miss you so much Sweedles, and never stop thinking about you.
June 21, one week since you left us. We miss you so much. Last night I felt you jump on the bed at about 12AM, and then jump off at 6AM. We see your shadows, we hear your meows. You are always in our thoughts......
June 28, 2006......you've been gone two weeks. I miss you so much. I just want to hold you once more. I think the Human League said it best:
June 14, 2012, 6 years since you left us. I just can't believe it's been 6 years.
I only knew you for a while
Sometimes its hard to recognise
We`ll always be together
Because the friendship that you gave
Well always be together
August 1, 2006 six weeks since you left us. This was the first trip we came home from where you were not there. It was very sad, and so silent. You are so missed my little friend.
Aug 18, 2006 I still see you now and then. I swear you ran down the hall last night. It is so quiet without you. You are so loved.
Aug 20, 2006 Hi Sweedles, I was blessed today. I cleaned my office and found about 25 pictures of you I had forgotten I had, so I can make a little album now. We miss you so much. When I vacumned today, I found some of your fur, and I lost it totally. I hope you've made some good new friends. I love you, baby.
Dec 10- Our first Christmas without you. It's been tough, but we welcomed a new member into the family today, Fenwyck, a beautiful 2yr old grey-black tabby.
June 13- Tomorrow it is a year since you left us. I can't believe it's been a year, and you are still as missed and loved as ever. I know you are finally happy, and not afraid anymore, but it is still painful without you. rest in peace my little Old Man. We love you.
August 7- Not sure why, but I felt you around me today. For a moment, I forgot you were gone.
June 14, 2008- It's been two years, and I still cry when I see this page. We miss you so much. You were such a joy to me. We love you.
May 18, 2009- I can't believe it's almost 3 years since you left us. In the past year I've lost both my mom and dad, and I hope you've run into them. My dad would really appreciate your craziness. They may have a tiny little dog with them, mean as hell, but you show him who's boss.
June 24, 2009- Three years you've been gone my friend, and not a day goes by that we don't think of you. Just wanted to say we love you, miss you, and feel you around us always.
June 14, 2010- Four years, hard to believe it's been that long since I held you. You are still missed so very much, but now you have my mom and dad to care for you. I hope all is well, and you are happily welcoming others to the Bridge. I just can't believe it's been four years....
July 29, 2010- Been thinking about you recently. Just wanted you to know.
June 3, 2011- Missing you, my friend. I especially miss the way you'd just fall over on your side, announcing to the world that you were ready to play. Have you seen my parents up there? My dad would have loved you...and I'm sure you could have won Mom over. Fenwyck says hi...I think you would have liked him, although he would have led you down the "let's tick them off" road.
June 14, 2012- It's been 6 years. So hard to believe it's been that long, and so much has happened. The world is just not the same without you. But I know you are in a better place, not in pain, and less confusion. We plod on. You will always be our Sweetpea.
June 13, 2013- Hard to believe it's been 7 years tomorrow. There are times when I can feel you near. We think of you often, love you and miss you.
June 14, 2014- 8 years ago we said goodbye to you, my little Sweetpea. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done. Miss you, love you.
June 2, 2015- Almost 9 years ago you left us. I still get emotional thinking about you. You made my life better.
June 14, 2016- 10 years since you left us. I was remembering how you used to scratch and bite, and I missed it. You are still loved my little Pea.
June 14, 2017- 11 years have passed. I remember how you would jump on the bed and plop down next to my leg when I was sleeping, and not leave no matter what. Fenwyck now has diabetes, 2 shots a day. Steve and I laugh how you would have been a terror to give those shots to. Miss you my friend.
June 14, 2018- 12 years little man...and still I feel the pain of losing you. You were a terror, and you were a sweetheart. Miss you, my friend.
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