February 11, 2012|
I miss you so much my lovely Svante. The hole you left in my life is so huge. If I only knew why you died. But I will never know it. You were lying under the hedge, just outside the garden. Dead. You were not hurt and you were not ill. Why? Would it feel better if I knew what happened? I hope you are happy at the Rainbow Bridge with all the other dear pets. I love you. Your sad mum
February 13, 2012
My dear Svante. It's so beautiful today, with snow, blue sky and sunshine. I look out into the garden and I try to imagine the tracks of your paws in the snow. You used to make a small path then. I miss you so much, my little boy. I miss holding you in my arms and hearing you purr. I miss your mild eyes when you looked at me. You meant a lot to me. I want you to know that you are deeply loved, for ever. Lots of kisses from your mum.
February 16, 2012
I'm looking to your pictures. You are so beautiful, my sweet Svante. I still can't realize that you are gone. I miss you so much! Mum
February 18, 2012
I love you so much my sweet boy. I miss you every moment. If I only could see you in my dreams. Please come to my dreams and tell me you are all right. For ever in my heart, your mum
February 27, 2012. Meeting the deer
My sweet Svante. Yesterday I took a walk in the woods near home and I thought of you. I was thinking how much you liked being out in the woods. How many times you must have been there, who knows? I looked at some trees and imagined how many times you saw them too. While I was thinking about these things, I heard a rustle and a bit further away there was a deer. A male, with horns. He stood and watched at me, completely still. I stop walking, I said hello and looked at him. Then I started talking to him about you. I took a few cautious steps. The deer didn't move, always watching at me. He didn't show any fear. At that moment I felt your presence, my dear Svante. Who knows, maybe you had sent that deer for me? It was a very intense, beautiful experience. I cried a lot. My beautiful Svante, you are always with me, in my heart and in my thoughts. For ever. I miss you so much. Mum
March 7, 2012
Four months without you, my lovely Svante. I think of you all the time and I miss you so much. I have lighted the candle in front of your picture. I do it every day. Your little adopted sister Lily is helping me a lot coping with my loss of you. I like to think it was you who sent her to me. I love you my sweet angel kitty, I miss holding you and petting your thick and soft fur so deeply. Forever in my heart, your Mum
March 11, 2012
I wish I could see you once more, I wish I could hold you now. I miss your sweet face. You were so special to me and you'll always be. You have a place in my heart for ever. I can't never stop thinking of you, of the life we had together, of all the joy and smiles you gave me. We shared so much during the nine years you were with me. Much joy and the most difficult moments of my life. You understood when I was sad and were there for me. Thank you my fur angel for your love. I love you and I miss you so much. Tears in my eyes. I know you are happy on the Bridge but I miss you so. Until we meet again for ever. Mum
March 19, 2012
My beautiful, sweet furbaby. I miss you every moment. You are with me, in my thoughts and in my heart, always. I miss you so much. Mum
May 9, 2012
Six months without you, my beloved Svante. Two days ago I was remembering that awful, sad day when I found you dead. I cried all day. I still have your things around me, your blanket, your bowl with some dry food you left. I can't throw it away. I still can't realize you are gone and you don't come back. Every night I hope to dream of you but it never happens. Can't you send me a sign from the Rainbow Bridge? Or maybe you did? Two days ago, when I was out in the garden, I saw some beautiful "forget-me not" that have sprung there on the ground, on this side of the fence, facing the place where I had found you that sad day six months ago. It's a dark place, under the hedge and it has never grown any plants there, not even some grass. A sign from you? I want to believe that. I love you so much and you'll be in my heart for ever. I miss you so. Your mum
July 8, 2012
My beloved Svante. It's your birthday today. You should have been 10 years. At the same time it's eight months since you left me to fly to the Rainbow Bridge. Why can't you still be with me? You left too early, I miss you every day, every moment. You are so unique, you are so loved and always in my heart. Your sweet adopted little sister is fine. She is my sunshine and my big comfort. I believe that you sent her to me! I couldnt make it without her. Anyway no one can take your place, you were and will always be so special to me. Lots of love from your mum who miss you and love you so deeply!
July 27, 2012
I miss you so much! I'm thinking of you, I still can see you jumping on the window sill when you wanted to come in. My beloved Svante, I miss you so much! Lots of love from your mum
November 7, 2012
My beloved Svante. This awful day has come. November 7. One year since the day you left me for ever. It has been a hard year of deep sorrow and lots of tears, more than I knew I could have. I miss you so much! You are always in my mind, you are with me every day, every moment. The loss of you still hurts. Sometimes I would like to write a poem about you, but I don't dare. I am afraid, afraid of all the strong feelings I still have inside of me. I thought I had cried all my tears, but I know there are more. Your little sister Lily is lovely and she is my comfort and my sunshine. I love her so much! I know you sent her to me and I am so thankful. I remember one year ago, when I was waiting for you to come back home. I waited until two o'clock in the morning, I had some strange feelings. I want to try not to remember that sad moment when I found you, but it's not easy. My lovely Svante, you know I love you so much and I will always do it. You have a special place in my heart and no one can take it. I love you for ever! Your Mum
November 7, 2013
Tears are running on my face thinking of you, my beloved Svante. Exactly two years ago, in this moment, at 11 a.m. I found you under the hedge outside my little garden. Two years have gone, I still miss you so much and I cry since it still hurts a lot in my heart. I love you so much, I miss you so much. You were so beautiful and special to me!! I still wonder why you died, what happened that day (or night, I'll never know). Why, why did I have to go on that work trip and left you those two days? Would you still be with me if I hadn't? There are still so many tears in my eyes, in my heart. I can't tell anybody about this, no one understands my grief, especially not after two years. So I am so happy that I have created this place for you, I am happy and thankful for all the wonderful people who still write to me to remember you and to give me their support. I'm crying whilst I write this. Your little sister Lily is fine, she is a blessing and I am sure you sent her to me. I love her so much and she loves me deeply. I think you are happy to know that. Well, work is waiting and I have to wipe my tears. Please, come to my dreams sometimes, I need to see you and feel you. But I know you are happy there on the Bridge. Miss you so much, Svante! With lots of love, your mum on earth.
January 12, 2014
I am here to visit your page, my sweet Svante and lots of tears are running. I miss you so. Happy New Year at the Rainbow Bridge. Love you for ever!
November 7, 2014
This is a very sad day. Three years have gone now since you left me for the Rainbow Bridge. I felt your presence today, you sent me some signs and I know you were there with me. I miss you a lot, I love you so much. For ever in my mind and in my heart. My beloved Svante, my beautiful, beautiful special baby!
January 25, 2015
I miss you so much!!!!! Love you so, my beloved Svante. For ever in my heart.
July 8, 2015
It's your birthday today!! You should have turned 13. You are always in my heart and in my thoughts and I miss you so much, every day. Happy birthday with lots of love, my sweet Svante!
November 12, 2015
Four years have gone since that awful day you passed onto the Rainbow Bridge. I have still tears in my heart and in my eyes, but I can even smile thinking of you. I can still see you meeting me when I came home, playing with the carpet or begging for more food. So many special, amazing moments we shared during our nine years together. I miss you and love you so much! My beloved, beautiful Svante. ❤️ You're forever in my heart! Your mum on earth.
November 8, 2016
Five years have gone without you, my beloved Svante. I think of you, I miss you always. You are and will always been in my mind and in my heart. I love you so much my sweet Svante! Your mum on earth