In memory of Stella my best friend lost way to soon. Stella was born on 12/12/13 and just passed on 10/30/17. Stella's loss is so hard right now, it's been only days. I want to put this short story up about one of the biggest joys in my life. The pain is horrible because of the sudden departure and to come home and not see her is awful. The hardest part is to go to bed without her by my side. I don't have the mental strength yet to remove her toys and favorite blanket(s) or the many memories of her through out the house. To see her monogrammed dog bowl empty is the icing of grief. I plan to change this to a positive story about Stella the most incredible, loyal and best buddy ever. God Bless You Stella, R.I.P.|
STELLA-BELLA, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ~
Hello, Stella my little Love Bug! It's been just over 4 months since I last held you. I think about you always and the Joy we shared with each other. It's been a Tough Road not having you here with me.
My heart ached so much after the day we last saw each other.
I have to tell you that your the one that finally pulled me out of my sadness. I talk to you out loud every night before I go to sleep with my thoughts of you and a prayer. I woke up this past Sunday morning after a horrible wind and rain storm the night prior. There was a bright ray of Sunshine warming my face has I awoke. I had calm, peaceful feeling through my entire body. When I thought of you has I walked to the kitchen and saw one of your favorite blankets folded up I started to smile.
I know God and You wanted to tell me not to be sad any more, because you are in a wonderful place having fun and you want me to be doing the same. Now when I have thoughts of you I can now laugh and smile because I think of the funny things you would do like playing hide and seek and you yodeling to music and especially when I would put you on the bed for night-night you would be passed out upside down on all our pillows when I came back to the room.
Thanks for always being with me Stella! I LOVE YOU STELL-BELL !!!
Your Dad Donny ~