12/25/2021Merry Christmas my little boy. Mommy misses you so much. Every Christmas morning I would watch you play with your new toys. Rolling them around, kicking at them, throwing them in the air, and chasing after them. You are my child, and Christmas is empty without you. No happy play time, no special dinner. I hope where you are you are happy, and that you have all the toys, turkey, and love that you can possibly have. May you be showered with peace, love, and joy. I will see you soon my love. With all my heart and soul I love you and miss you. Merry Christmas! Mommy

04/05/2022 Happy Anniversary over the Rainbow Bridge. I hope it is so beautiful where you are and that you are running around with your friends Robbie, Sydney and Cordelia, as JJ Bird flies above. May you all be happy where you are forever young and pain and sorrow free. My sweet boy, I miss you so much and can't wait until we are together again. To hold you to my heart and feel your purr, and see the love in your eyes again is what I look forward to every day. My best friend, I miss you so. Mommy

08/12/2022 Happy Birthday my sweet Shadow. I hope you are having the best birthday. I only wish that I could be there to share it with you. I miss you so much. I will spend the day with you in my heart and in my soul, where you always reside with me. I know you still visit me. I have seen the rainbows you send at the times that I need them most. I know you sent me hawks as well. Something I have never seen like that in this neighborhood. So beautiful! I still feel you jump on the bed sometimes. So does Go Go. He jumps off the bed almost knowing that even though he is allowed to visit, it will always be your spot. I love you my beautiful boy. My life will never be whole until we are together again over the Rainbow Bridge. I love you and wish you love and friends, and happiness in your present life. Happy Birthday! See you soon my love. Always in my heart and a part of my soul.

12/22/2022 I know it is not Christmas Day yet, but I couldn't wait to send you my love and some gifts. I miss you so much my baby. I think of you all the time. Sometimes I still see you in the corner of my eye. I know you are still with me. I get your messages in rainbows, hawks flying by that were never here before, and in the dreams that are just too real to be only dreams. I hope you have a very Happy Christmas my love. I look forward to the time when we will share out Christmases together again. You are always in my heart and will always be my little boy, my Bug, my Shadow. Mommy loves you!