One of Sam's favorite places was what I called her "hole". Anytime I was reading in bed or had a blanket with me on the sofa, she would come up hoping/demanding that I put the blanket over my raised legs so that there would be space underneath for her. She knew exactly what the word hole was and would come running when I offered her one.|
Today has been so much harder than I imagined it would be, the guilt over did I wait too long, not long enough...Sammy Cat I miss you.
022123 - Day two of the new normal and I am slowly accepting that this was the best decision for you, no matter how selfish I wanted to be. Please send down of few purrs and grooming licks for your brother, Quinn, as he is realizing his new normal without you. He keeps looking for you and I'm sure you miss him too, but for my sake, I hope he doesn't join you anytime soon. It sounds like you are meeting all kinds of new friends in the meadows by the Rainbow Bridge.
030123 - Just over a week now that you have been absent from our lives. It's still hard to not see your little face over the back of the sofa, greeting me when I get home, but recently you visited me in my dreams and let me know that you are ok and no longer in pain.
082123 - Six months now and I still cry more days than not. Quinn still seems lonely and I try to spend as much of my time with him as I can. I crave snuggling with him as much as he seems to crave me snuggling him.