Begging for food and your love of greenies. Running through the house. Just being the most wonderful thing . I hope we gave you enough, My heart is broken not seeing you. Be safe until I see you again. My heart tells that will happen. Oct 12,2020 It is 9 weeks since that terrible night Sadie girl. The days and nights are so long without you. I have a candle next to your urn that never goes out so you will always have light. I sleep with your picture next to my heart. It is fall now and cooler. How much you liked the cooler weather, And it is Columbus Day. Be happy Sweet Sadie Girl. I can envision you running with all of your friends, If you can stop every once in awhile to send me a sign so I know you are ok. I love you and miss you so very much, I know when I cross that bridge it will be the happiest day. Wait for me.|
November 11, 2020 It is 3 months today since that terrible night. The days are long, the nights are longer without you. I try to think of happy memories only but that night always creeps back in. We are in the fall now with many leaves coming down. It is cool. You would like that. I miss everything about you and keep wondering if we gave as much to you as you gave to us. I know in my heart we did not. I know you are happy and medicine free and that makes me very happy. I know you are running free now with God. Please stop once in awhile to send me a sign. I love you so much. Wait for me. I await with much anticipation and joy for that day. I love you Sadie
November 26, 2020 Hi Sadie It is Thanksgiving and the first one without you in 15 years. I am so missing you so much. I understand why you had to leave to go back to God but the ache for you is so hard. I hope you are happy and running free with all of the friends I am sure you have made. I pray for signs from you. I hope to have a dream seeing you happy and free. Wait for me Pretty Girl. I can hardly wait for that day when we are reunited. I pray for that to happen everyday. Tell the other puppies how much I miss them. I love and miss you so much Sadie.
December 11, 2020 Hi Sadie It is 4 months since I lost you. These 4 months have been a blur. I don't think I believe you are really gone. I look for you everywhere. How I wish I could go back in time. God gave you to me as a gift for 15yr4mo. I was so Blessed to be your Mom. I pray God will allow us to have a glorious reunion when it is my time. You gave so much and I know I took that for granted because even though you were sick I always thought you would be here I love you and miss you so very much. 'Run Like The Wind' my sweet girl. I just ache to hold you. Wait for me. I love you Sadie.
December 25, 2020 Merry Christmas Sadie. This is the first time in 15 years without you Pretty Girl and I am missing you so very much. I bought you a Santa Claus squeaker toy. It sits up on the mantel by your pictures. I so missed watching you rip open your toys. It has been a quiet day. How I wish you were here. I hope you had a happy Christmas in Heaven celebrating Jesus's birthday. I hope you were able to be with your brothers and sisters Schatzie Hans Lily Greta Bertha and Fritz. I pray everyday we will have a glorious reunion. Sadie my arms ache to hold you. I love you so very much and miss you so very much. Merry Christmas My Sweet Sadie Girl.
January 1, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy New Year Sweet Sadie Girl. I know this is supposed to be a happy day but not having you here to start the year is so very hard. I hope you have been able to celebrate with your friends in Heaven. I want so much for you to be happy and pain free. I miss you so much. I look for signs from you. Please when you can send one, I know we will be together again when my time comes. Wait for me. I pray everyday for that wonderful reunion. Run free Sadie, I love and miss you so very much. Happy New Year Sadie.
January 11, 2021 My Sweet Sadie It will be 5 months tonight since you went Home. I miss you so very much. It is so hard to not hear you bark and beg and just everything. There are times when I wonder how can this be, I guess your little body just gave out. I was so blessed to be given this gift of you by God and Jesus. I hope and pray you know how very much I love you. I knew you would have to go Home someday but I guess it is so hard to accept. I hope you are pain-free and playing. I pray for a wonderful and glorious reunion. Wait for me. I love you Sadie.
February 14, 2021 My Sweet Sadie Happy Valentines Day in Heaven. I am sending you all kinds of kisses not just today but everyday. I hope you are having fun with your friends. This is the first Valentines Day without you in 15 years. I miss you so much my Sweet Girl and so want to hold you and give you a kiss. As the days go by. I keep thinking each day that goes by brings me closer to you. I love you so very much and miss you so very much Sadie. Please wait for me Pretty Girl.
March 11, 2021 Hi Sadie Girl. It is seven months today since that horrible night when you had to leave. I know you went Home and a beautiful place of love and into the arms of Jesus. I pray everyday to God and Jesus to be able to have a reunion when I come Home. I talk to you and hope you hear me as I miss you so very much. I think about another month gone by and I think it is one month closer to you. I try not to cry so much as I want to honor the time that was gifted to us. Sometimes it is so very hard. I hope you are playing and are with your brothers and sisters. I love you so very much Sadie. Wait for me Pretty Girl.
April 4,2021 Hi Sadie, Happy Easter in Heaven Pretty Girl. This is our first one without you in 15 years. I miss you so very much. There is so much joy today as we celebrate the resurrection of Jesus. How much I wish you were here to celebrate with me, however Heaven must be such a glorious place. I love you so very much Sadie. I hope you are with your friends and brothers and sisters. I pray everyday to come Home and have a joyous reunion. Wait for me. Happy Easter my Sweet Girl. I love you.
April 11, 2021 Hi Sadie Today is 8 months since you went Home to Heaven. How I wish I could turn back time and have you with me but not in pain. I miss you so much Sadie. Everyday that goes by I cross off in my mind as it brings me one day closer to you. I wake up every morning and look for you as I guess I can't believe you are not here. I talk to you and tell you to "Run Like The Wind" and be happy and have lots of friends. I know you are with God and Jesus now. I pray everyday for our reunion. I await that day with so much joy. I love you so much Sadie. Wait for me Sweet Girl.
April 28, 2021 Hi Sadie Happy Birthday My Sweet Girl. You are 16 today. I hope you are having a good birthday in Heaven surrounded by all of your friends. I hope you are playing and running free. I wish so much I could be celebrating with you in your new Home. I miss you so much Sadie. Today is a day to honor you and tell what a wonderful baby you are. I pray we will have a reunion when it is my turn to come Home. You have my heart Sadie Girl. I love you so much My Pretty Girl.
May 11, 2021 Hi Sadie It is nine months today since God and Jesus called you Home. I miss you so very much Sadie. Everyday that goes by brings me closer to you. I have this ache for you that is so strong. I want so much to see and hold you. I know I must wait to be called Home and then we will have our joyous reunion. I thank God and Jesus for the time I had with you but if I could go back I would do so many things differently. Please forgive me Sadie for what I did and didn't do. I hope you have met your brothers and sisters and are getting acquainted and playing. You are my light Sadie. I look for you everywhere. If you can please send me signs. I hope you hear me talking to you. I love you so very much Sadie, "Run Like The Wind" Sweet Girl. Wait for me.
June 11, 2021 Hi Sadie I hope you are having a great day playing with your sisters and brothers and all of your friends. It is 10 months or 304 days since you were called Home to Heaven to be with God and Jesus. Oh Sadie I miss you so much. My arms ache to feel you again. It is 10 months but feels like yesterday you were here. Time does not heal all wounds as some may say. Every time I hear "You Are My Sunshine" on the TV I know it is you. I saw a cardinal just sitting at the bird feeder today just watching and I knew it was you. Thank you Pretty Girl. I pray everyday for us to have a reunion. How I await that day. I know you are healed now and "Running Like The Wind" as we always told you to do mainly when you were after those squirrels. I see you everywhere in your home here which is a very good thing. Your candle burns for you. Come and visit Sadie. I love you so very much My Pretty Sadie Girl.