Spend all your time waiting|
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason
I need some distraction
And maybe empty
In the arms of the angel
So tired of the straight line
The storm keeps on twisting
It don't make no difference
In the arms of the angel
You're in the arms of the angel
2/6/16-the day you left my side and went to run with the angels. My heart is broken...I hope you are at peace. I didn't want to let you go, but I knew you'd be in pain and suffer if you stayed with me longer. I let you go be with the angels so you can be young again and run like you were a pup.. No legs that don't work..no heart that will give out...just the arms of the angels comforting you until we meet once again beside the Rainbow Bridge.
2/8/2016-Mike and I and poco too miss you sooo much. Poco isn't the same. He's a parrot but knows you're gone. I can't seem to shake this. I'm lost without you! TY for coming to me in my dream last night. If love could have saved you, you never would have died!!!
2/11/2016-the past few days I felt some peace with your death, but today out of nowhere the tears come rolling down. I miss you so much. We are going up north today and you won't be sitting in the middle looking ahead while driving. I don't want to feel the pains of not having you with us. But here it comes. I keep a picture of you with me at all times. The vet said your ashes are ready to be picked up. I will go Monday. I hope I will feel some closure then. I just wailed a giant river for you my Rubes...I love you sooo much. I want to believe it was you trying to send your love/comfort to me a few nights ago (thought I heard you cough as you always did and at 3:45 waking me up like you did in life). I'm not crazy. Thanks for coming to me when I need you most. I hope you continue to visit me. That makes me feel at peace. I have to go now. Fly high my sweet girl. You will never EVER be forgotten I promise. Goodnight for now my sweet angel.
2/16/2016-hello to my sweet Ruby. I am so blessed to have you home with me finally...I will bury your ashes by a tree I am caring for at present. I will do this in the Spring when the snow has gone and the ground isn't frozen. I may sprinkle a few outside where you used to go out.. also a few up in Pittsburg where you loved to be with us! This past weekend was so difficult not having you there. I finally feel some peace that you have died and can no longer be with us in this life...
3/15/2016-I can't believe it's been over a month since you died. My heart is empty without you my sweet girl. I have good days for the most part but the days I realize I still am grieving sneak up on me. I hope you are having a good time playing with the others at the bridge.
4/1/16-Hi Rubes. It's mom. I am missing you. It hit me all of a sudden. I can't believe you have been gone almost 2 months. I hope you know how much Mike and I and poco too love you. It's not the same :( without you. I think you visited me last night in my dream. You barked and I looked and I saw you and held you. You were running like when you were a pup. I'd give anything to have you back with us. I hope you are having a good time with all the others at Rainbow bridge. We are gonna plant your tree soon. I can't wait! I hope you visit me again in spirit and in my dreams.
They say memories are golden
A million times I needed you,
In life I loved you dearly,
If tears could build a stairway
Our family chain is broken,