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Memories of Ruby
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay

There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard, at the end of the day

I need some distraction
Oh, beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins

And maybe empty
Oh, and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting
Keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference
Escape one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh, this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

2/6/16-the day you left my side and went to run with the angels. My heart is broken...I hope you are at peace. I didn't want to let you go, but I knew you'd be in pain and suffer if you stayed with me longer. I let you go be with the angels so you can be young again and run like you were a pup.. No legs that don't work..no heart that will give out...just the arms of the angels comforting you until we meet once again beside the Rainbow Bridge.

2/7/16- To my sweetest Ruby (furry thing) It's so hard not being with you...I think I heard your collar gingle at dinner tonight. I hope that was a sign you are ok and finally pain-free and at peace. I love my girl. Always! I just saw RUBY on one of the football players shirts while watching the super bowl making your memorial. Thank you for your way of telling me you are free...and that you are looking over me while I am missing you! I love my girl. Always! FLY FREE lil one.

2/8/2016-Mike and I and poco too miss you sooo much. Poco isn't the same. He's a parrot but knows you're gone. I can't seem to shake this. I'm lost without you! TY for coming to me in my dream last night. If love could have saved you, you never would have died!!!
I know I have to try to go on without you... it's the hardest thing for me to do. But, I know you'd want me to. I will try. I will never forget you my sweet girl. I love my Ruby forever. Hope you are having fun with the angels. Wish we could be together, but I know one day we will.

2/11/2016-the past few days I felt some peace with your death, but today out of nowhere the tears come rolling down. I miss you so much. We are going up north today and you won't be sitting in the middle looking ahead while driving. I don't want to feel the pains of not having you with us. But here it comes. I keep a picture of you with me at all times. The vet said your ashes are ready to be picked up. I will go Monday. I hope I will feel some closure then. I just wailed a giant river for you my Rubes...I love you sooo much. I want to believe it was you trying to send your love/comfort to me a few nights ago (thought I heard you cough as you always did and at 3:45 waking me up like you did in life). I'm not crazy. Thanks for coming to me when I need you most. I hope you continue to visit me. That makes me feel at peace. I have to go now. Fly high my sweet girl. You will never EVER be forgotten I promise. Goodnight for now my sweet angel.

2/16/2016-hello to my sweet Ruby. I am so blessed to have you home with me finally...I will bury your ashes by a tree I am caring for at present. I will do this in the Spring when the snow has gone and the ground isn't frozen. I may sprinkle a few outside where you used to go out.. also a few up in Pittsburg where you loved to be with us! This past weekend was so difficult not having you there. I finally feel some peace that you have died and can no longer be with us in this life...
but I will NEVER forget how much I loved you all these 14 years and how much happiness you brought to my life. I feel so honored you were mine!! If it appears I am moving on with my life since you died doesn't mean I don't care and love you...I have to go on without you and have to find my way somehow.
I love you forever...it's ok if you go to the Rainbow bridge and play with the others if you haven't already. Wait for me and one day I will join you my precious Ruby..look for me in the distance; for I will be there looking for you.. I hope to 'see' you from time to time if you can come visit me. I love my girl...until we meet again.

3/15/2016-I can't believe it's been over a month since you died. My heart is empty without you my sweet girl. I have good days for the most part but the days I realize I still am grieving sneak up on me. I hope you are having a good time playing with the others at the bridge.

4/1/16-Hi Rubes. It's mom. I am missing you. It hit me all of a sudden. I can't believe you have been gone almost 2 months. I hope you know how much Mike and I and poco too love you. It's not the same :( without you. I think you visited me last night in my dream. You barked and I looked and I saw you and held you. You were running like when you were a pup. I'd give anything to have you back with us. I hope you are having a good time with all the others at Rainbow bridge. We are gonna plant your tree soon. I can't wait! I hope you visit me again in spirit and in my dreams.
YOU MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. I'm SO SAD YOU'RE NOT HERE. HERE IS A POEM I FOUND FOR YOU MY SWEET RUBES:

They say memories are golden
well maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

A million times I needed you,
a million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died.

In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place
no one could ever fill.

If tears could build a stairway
and heartache make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heaven
and bring you back again.

Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.
I love you so much!!!

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