I hope that you are well and feeling no pain. I'm sad writing this to you because you're not here in the physical anymore. I see you in the flowers and the butterflies that land in front of me. That eases some of the pain but 16 years was so long together. I'm doing well and life is moving on. Slowly
I'm sure you're playing on the bridge with Col and now Skippy. It has been hard for all of us missing all you.
Abner is here and keeping me company. He loves me but he's not you. No one will ever replace you my Pompis. Life is still lonely without you. Please visit me in my dreams. You gave me such comfort. I need that comfort now more then ever. Life is hard here on earth. I hope you are having fun everyday and looking down on me. I think of you often. You are and will be always be my first love.
Pain is hard. Losing you was the worst pain. At times it still feels so raw. I miss you soooo much.
April is the most painful month of the year. Sometimes I wish I would wake up and it would be May. Please know every year I will remember your birth and your passing. You are my best friend, my child, my heart. Please give me a sign that you are ok.
I will miss you until the day I see you again as you wait for me on the bridge. I love you Ninny