I am so sorry this happened to you. You deserved an Eternity of love and safety and I only had a year to give you. I love you so much that being awake hurts me, that I wish I could sleep forever. They say you didn't burn. I hear suffocating feels like falling asleep. I hope you're sleeping well, dreaming about me like I did about you last night. I hope my birds are with you, all six of then cuddling you and feeding you treats. I hope Thumper is taking care of you. He was my first kitten just like you were my first cat. Tell him for me to share his lunch meat with you, tell him how you loved me as much as he did. Tell him you slept on my bed like he did, you peed on things to tell me when you were unhappy like he did, tell him you talked to me all the time, how you move the sound of my car and would greet me at the front door every day. Tell him how much I love you, how much it hurts to be so far away from you. If there is ananimal heaven save me a place in it because anywhere away from you, no matter how beautiful, is hell right now.
Thank you thank you for your love, thank you for saving me everyday you wake me up at 2 p.m. for food when literally nothing else would have gotten me out of bed. Thank you for cuddling me in bed on cold nights what I needed to feel loved. Thank you for being my ride or die. I just wish the ride could have been a lot longer.
I love you my Olliebear, my Bellycat, my Little Creeper. I would have died without you in my life. Sleep well my love, you deserve it.