I got Mommaskitty when she was only 2 weeks old. She weighed 14 ounces. I hand fed her with bottles of kitten milk and food. She bonded with my puppy "Bug" and adopted her as her mom. They loved each other and slept together and played together. I lost Mommaskitty the other day tragically. I am grieving so much and miss her so much. My life is not the same without her. I will never forget her or get over her loss.|
I kept her indoors and I then wanted to let her outdoors but have coyotes and cars and could not let her outdoors. So I hired a handyman to build me a little fence so I could let her outside, chase bugs and get fresh air. She loved it. I always kept my eye on her and felt she was safe. Last Tuesday, I was on the phone and her an awful noise outside. Mommaskitty had somehow gotten her head caught in the door rung of the fence gate. She was so twisted and so caught on all of the rungs. I could not free her. I ran in my basement to find my wire cutters and finally found them. I was frantic, screaming, crying, praying to God to save her. I was trying to cut the fence wires but I could not in time. She died, I knew she was dead and I was still frantically trying to save her. I finally got her out of the fence but she was dead. I gave her mouth to mouth, tried CPR. I could not revive her. I will never forgive myself, ever. I am angry at God for not giving me the strength to cut the wires and for not helping Mommakitty. She was barely 3 years old. I will never get over this and I cannot get the images of her dying out of my mind. I loved Mommaskitty and miss her.