Every day with Misa was special. She was family from the day we brought her home. She was only three months old at the time the breeder let us take her. She has been with us ever since. 12 years wasn't enough time with this special little girl. She wasn't just a dog, she was my best friend. She knew me better than anyone on this earth. She always knew exactly what I needed, when I needed it, and I knew the same for her. If people could hear the conversations we had with one another, they probably would have thought I was nuts. I rarely went anywhere that Misa couldn't go. She was 5 pounds of feistiness too! Fiercely loyal and protective of me. She loved attention, but she didn't want anyone getting too close to me! I didn't physically give birth to Misa, but she was definitely my child. I'm not sure how I'm going to get along without her. I'm just not sure.|
It's been two days since God took Misa away from me. It isn't getting any easier. I can't eat. I can't sleep. All I do is cry. I want her back so badly. Please.
Misa was cremated today. It wasn't a good day for me. I did, however, go to my first grief support group at the Vet Hospital. The counselor said getting out of the house was a start. I still just want Misa back.
I brought Misa home today. Her Urn is beautiful, just like she was.
It's been one week since Misa died. I miss her terribly. Things just aren't the same without her. She was such a big part of my life. I catch myself looking for her, only to realize that she isn't there.....
I smelled Misa last night. It was the strangest thing. It was brief. I was laying in bed, and I could smell her. Then her scent was gone. I tried to smell her again, but I couldn't. I don't know if I imagined it or not...
Happy Valentine's Day to the love of my life!!!
I heard Misa crying for me to pick her up and put her on the bed like she usually does when I'm in bed and she isn't with me. I was sleeping, and it woke me up, only when I reached for her, she wasn't there...
Misa, I miss you everyday! I think about you everyday! I love you everyday!
It's been a month since you had to go. I miss you terribly. My 50th birthday came, and I wish that you were here to celebrate it with me. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.
I miss you...
Happy 13th birthday baby! I love and miss you!
I brought Mia Home today. She's beautiful. I feel like you sent her to me. Her birthday is 8/27/2017. One day before yours! I miss you everyday! Love always!
Happy Thanksgiving Misa! I love you always!!
Mia is adorable. She reminds me so much of you, Misa. I catch myself calling her Misa. Then I remember that she isn't you. I miss you.
Merry Christmas Misa! This is my first Christmas without you. I love and miss you.
Today is the first anniversary of the worst day of my life. The day that you left me, Misa. Nothing has been the same. I don't think it ever will be. I love you so much.
8/28/2018 Happy 14th Birthday, my special girl! I love you, and I miss you so much!!