Oh maxi - I remember the day I picked you out at the pet store. You & your brother looked identical, but you had that fiesty little glare in your eyes, along with very sharp teeth. From the moment I got you home I carried you around on my shoulder .. you were only a couple of pounds then, and when you grew to be almost 20 pounds - we still carried you around on our shoulders. You were always such a little baby, and you loved to hear your name. Maxi! I still say it - even though you are gone, and cannot hear me - I still talk to you! |
We will miss your quirky ways - like how you would talk late at night to your sparkly ball, and how you loved to pull the hairs out of that ball. You ran to the kitchen every morning when it was time to eat, and your tail, straight & tall, twitched with excitement whenever we came home from work. Your little blue collar with the diamonds that looked like something Liberache would wear, was just so you. You had that spark that lit up a room when you walked into it.
Oh how we miss you here!! I can't even begin to tell you how I miss you trying to jump high to get into bed at night. I even miss cleaning your dirty bummy. You were the best little guy I could have ever chosen, and to watch you pass away just broke my heart. I feel totally incomplete without you walking around this house! I keep looking at your picture just to see those sweet eyes that will never look up at me again. There is no other cat that can take the place you made in my heart. You will live forever in my heart, and memories of you will always be with us - though you, in body, will not. Words cannot express the love and companionship that you gave to me. I just hope in your last breath - you were at peace knowing how much love we have for you.
Until we meet again - I will always kiss you goodnight in my dreams, and love you with every molecule in my being. Sweet Maxi - I miss you!!!!
All our love,
Today your plaque came with your name, birth date and date of death. I also got you a cat with angels wings. I am going to put it on your grave this weekend. I think of you under that cold earth - and it completely makes me ill. I just still cannot get a handle on the fact that you are gone forever - I will never get to hold you again - at least not on this earth.
P.S. We heard your song the other day, and your other mommy couldn't help but cry. That was the song that you & her would dance to. xoxoxox
Dear Maxi - I have been thinking about you all week. It seems so long since I saw your face - I am still in denial that you are gone. I have pictures of you on my phone, at work and at home... just so I can still feel you near me. I just wish you were here with us - I don't know what else I can say - I just miss you so very much that it hurts! I love you. mommy
Maxi - I've been thinking so much about you. I still feel so sad, and miss you terribly. I know Baylee misses you too. I can't stop thinkiing about the day you took your last breath! How much you trusted me, and then you were gone. I am so sorry - I hope you are at peace now, and are playing with all the other cats in Heaven. I miss you so much - I have no words to explain how much! I love you little man! xoxoxoxoxoxox mommy
Hi sweet boy, I just wanted to write, and let you know I am thinking of you, and missing you. Everyday you cross my mind. Time may go by, but you are still with me, and I think you always will be! I love you Maxi. SMOOCH!! mommy
Hi baby boy .. I have been thinking of you a lot more lately. I miss you more than ever. It seems so much longer than 5 months without you! The other day I kept replaying the last time I held you, and your last breaths. I still feel so much guilt that I could not do more to help you!! I never expected that you would be so sick - so fast. I miss you Maxi .. more than last month. I wish I could hold you right now & kiss your freckled lip. xoxoxoxox Just know how much you continue to be loved!! mommy
Hi Maxi, I missed writing to you last month, but it doesn't ever mean I have forgotten you. I am getting used to the idea of you not being around, but some days I cannot help but cry over you. February is going on a year, and it still feels like yesterday that you died. I miss you so much it hurts Maxi. Baylee lays right where you & him used to lay together. I think Baylee still misses you. Him & Maceo keep picking on Ruby .. so they are taking up where you left off. All my love baby!! xoxoxoxoxox mommy
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
Maxi .. it is coming up on a year since you passed. I still love & miss you .. I hope you are running & playing with your sparkly ball in heaven. We miss you Maxi ... xoxoxox love always mommy
all our love Maxi .. miss always & forever.
I love & miss you!!
July 31, 2017
We love you boy! We miss you. It is like yesterday to me - You better, both, be waiting for me at the bridge when it is my time.
December 20, 2017
Hey big man .. hope you & Budweiser are celebrating together. I miss you. I remember how soft your fur was. I never felt anything like it since. Merry Christmas .. 5 Christmas's without you. XOXOXO