3/28/22: Oh my sweet Linky,,,,tonight you left for the bridge,,,and there was no explanation for it, just like what happened with your buddy Jazzy last month. Oh how my heart breaks,,,, you were only 2 years old, and what a sweet, sweet girl you were. But in less than a week, you went from completely healthy and happy, to a complete crash, just like Jazzy. Did someone poison you guys? Your vet could not figure it out either. As I try to write this, I can barely see through my tears, as it is just so unfair,,,, this morning was the hardest thing to handle, not having you to feed and play with along with the others. I already so miss you rubbing on my legs and your sweet little meow. I can only hope Jazzy met you at the bridge,,,,,I know how much you've been missing him, and the only slightly happy thought in all of this is that you are now with him again. |
You came to me 2 years ago as a crazy feral :) I couldn't get near you for several months. When you would run, you did this hopping, funny run, like a lynx, so that's how you got your name Linky. Then you would watch me with Jazzy, Rambo, DT, and Cloudy, and finally let me touch you. Within a week, you were almost as tame as a housecat. Your funniest habit was when you would eat--you would use your paw to pick up the food from your dish and eat it from your paw,,,,so funny. And at times you would also do it with your water,,,,such a silly girl. Oh how I miss watching you do that,,,,
You also fell madly in love with Jazzy :) He would tolerate you rubbing up on him, like he knew just how much you needed that.
After he passed, you were so depressed and lonely, even though you had the other boys out there. So I tried to acclimate you to the sunroom with Squiggy, but at first you were so afraid. As soon as I would close the door, you would freak out. But then, within 2 weeks, you would waltz in every morning and let me close the door for longer and longer periods of time. In hindsight, this ended up being more of a good thing than it seemed, because as you became sick, I could not leave you outside, especially in the cold weather, and I brought you in so you could be medicated and stay warm. I guess another saving grace is that you didn't die outside alone and cold. Thank you for staying around so that I could see you were not well and I could try to help you. I'm so sorry our efforts failed,,,, whatever was wrong took you so quickly,,,just like Jazzy. And although I'm not normally a nasty person, I just can't take anymore, and if both your lives were taken due to poisoning, I hope the person out there doing this burns in hell.
As I've written on the others' pages, I am limiting writing all my emotions on these memorial pages, but I know you heard me during our time together, and I hope you can still hear me now. I love you so much Linky, and missing you feels like I'm dying as well. You will always be in my heart, and I will love you always.
Would you hold my hand, if I saw you in Heaven.
Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Beyond the door, there's peace I'm sure
Would you know my name, if I saw you in Heaven
'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven,,,,,,
1/1/23: Happy New Year my sweetie,,,,I'm so sorry I couldn't visit your page for Christmas,,,,it was just so painful, as all of you are gone now and it was my first Christmas alone without any of you, and I just couldn't handle it. I did put up lights and your stockings in the sunroom and house, and hope you visited and saw them. I miss you so, so much, and always will. In my heart, forever,,,,,Love and Light my girl,,,XOXOXOXOXOXOXXX