Jor, I miss you so much. I miss seeing you run down the hall to greet me when I would come home. I miss you sleeping on my legs all night, waking me up in the middle of the night to eat and jumping on my bed at 6am to wake me up. In the last year, you even crawled under the covers with me and snuggled your cute face next to mine. I miss petting your nose and hearing you purr so loud and drooling when you were so happy. I miss you trying to lick my dinner and milk and butter, and my face. You were the princess of our house and made me laugh so much at how cute you were and always tried to find any spot of sun to bask in.

I miss falling asleep with you at night and waking up with you in the morning. I miss trying to sneak out of bed while you got another hour of sleep and I would keep the drapes closed and TV on low and fan on so you wouldn't wake up. You needed that extra hour or 2 since you roamed the house at night. So precious.

Thank you for letting me kiss your head and neck, hold your paw and love on you. You were so precious and I loved you so much, I hope you knew that. I know you loved me too, I could feel it. Thank you for standing by me and being here for me all these years and trusting me to take care of you and love you always.

You were always the light at the end of a tunnel. The sunshine spot on your chest truly made you the most dedicated sun seeker kitty and I never stopped watching you seem so happy in the sun. You were the sunshine of my life. I am sorry that you were suffering and mommy didn't know how much until the past month. Can you please forgive me? I hope that you are now in peace with your brother Weston, basking in the sun and sitting outside in the grass, in no pain. I would give anything to have more time with you, but I didn't want you to suffer anymore.

My baby Jordan was truly the sunshine and joy of my life. I was so blessed to have her by my side, and she was so peaceful when she was finally able to rest and say goodbye to momma. Hardest day of my life, my heart is broken :(

I love you my sweet baby girl and thank you for the joy you brought me. I will look forward to the day that we can see each other again and I will pet and kiss you forever. I love you honey.