Mommy loves you so much Peter. I'm so so sorry I wasn't here to save you or help you. I'll|
Never forgive myself for this. I just want you back. I don't know if I can go on without you. I love you so so much my boy.
Morning my love. Missing you terribly today. Look for you all the time. Want to hold you my sweet boy. I hope your no longer in pain. I still am so upset with myself. Please forgive mommy. I wish I could've been there to save you.