You were such a good boy. The numerous kisses you gave your Dad and I we miss it so much. The way you danced on you back legs playing with us. So full of life and love. There was never enough time in the day for you to catch those squirrels that drove you absolutely nuts. You loved everyone you met. Pinky is taking this hard she keeps looking for you. I remember when she came along you let her play with your toys, eat your food and adjusted to her and her ways when no one came for her. What a heart. I keep thinking if I could go back 24 hours I would have never let you out go when you came to give me one last kiss on the back porch as you went to start your day roaming the farm. You loved it here. We are heartbroken. The house is different.|
2/28/17: 1 week today our lives were changed furever. But I will chose to remember the the day I rescued you from the shelter and the years following that you rescued momma and daddy over and over again with your Love. Always there for us Jax with a kiss and dance of happiness. There is no doubt in my mind that you questioned if we loved you. You went everywhere with us. Your daddy taking you to work so he could love you and discipline your con artist ways lol!!! I miss you being in my legs when trying to prepare dinner and giving me that beady eye look and a huff letting me know u were down there and ready to accept any morsel you could get. And after dinner you would give me about an hour then walk up to me in my chair and just stare at me saying okay you get up and go clean the kitchen I'll help with the pots so you don't have to scrub so hard. Thank you my Baby for all the memories. I always told you what a handsome loving lil boy you were and if you were a man I would have fell head over heels for you just like I did with your doggy form. You will be furever missed and thought of daily. Even the squirrels aren't playing anymore almost like they know there friend who chased them relentlessly and never caught them is gone. I hope you are happy at rainbow bridge where there are no rules or boundaries just plain safe fun. I love you buddy until we meet again. Love always momma, daddy and Pinky.
3/9/17: mommy sitting on back porch with Pinky thinking about you everyday but today I go back to work for 6 days and I know how much my babies hate that and you would shower me with kisses like you knew I had to go and provide for our good and you guys as well and was thanking me for it. Daddy had his moment last night as he was cutting the grass and a critter scurried out from the barn he yelled your name and I looked. He broke down but I reminded him that you heard him and was not far. Sunny day today Pinky is out Sunnying her fat belly which you always stared at her like she was crazy. Miss you Baby hope all is good on your side of the bridge.
3/21/17: mommy is thinking about you buddy. I'm on the back porch it's a beautiful day out. Painting on furniture and missing my lil kisses from you and you being nosy seeing what I'm up to. You would be running up and down the back yard right now I just put fresh corn out for the squirrels and bird feed so it's a busy yard. Pinky laying on her bed and I can only imagine what she is thinking where is he, why is he allowing them to run all over like that. We just miss you buddy. Daddy still not right says he has been having lots of dreams about you. I hope you are having fun. My sweet boy.
8/22/17: it's been awhile my boy. We still miss you tremendously. We still have those breakdown moments but instead of sadness we celebrate you with laughter and tears remembering everything about you. Pinky is doing better but daddy is driving her nuts picking on her since she is our only child at the moment. But good news daddy got a new job and we will be moving to a new home in a quiet neighborhood with very few zooming cars and the yard is fenced. Daddy was talking to uncle perry the other night and he was talking about you and he said we would be adding additional fur babies to our lives and that he wanted rat terriers mommy was so excited because for awhile he would not even think about it. But the nature of your kind touched us so much, you were so much fun and loving. There will not be another you but we know their little character will fill our lives with happiness just like you did. Have fun my boy until I meet you and all my other babies who are playing with you there. Give Bartman,Lily,Lacy and Baboo a kiss for us. And thank you for blessing our lives. I Love You sweet Jaxyboy! Now go have fun