To my Darling little girl Jamie,|
We found you on the streets of Beijing, and ever since the first time I laid my eyes on you, I fell in love! Your fuzzy long white hair, your darling little blue eyes! Soon we discovered that you needed special care, for lots of white cats with blue eyes are deaf, like you. We thought it was best to bring you back to the US, since Grandma had other kitties to take care of. Grandma and Grandpa always said that you were the only Chinese cat from our family to become an US citizen! You had lots of brothers and sisters in China, and it must of been hard to come to new surroundings in New Jersey. Here you met new brothers and sisters to play with. You had lots of favorite spots to sleep in, one of them being in the middle of the stairs! You were so smart and learned to cope with your deafness, you usually slept by the door so when Mommy came home, the vibration from walking would wake you, and you would know I was home. Daddy misses you so much too peewee, whenever you didn't feel well and came home from the vet, you always cuddled with him for comfort. My sweet sweet girl, I love you so much, I am sorry I couldn't have been a better Mom to you. I should of taken better care of you. I wished more than anything to be able to have a second chance with you! I want to spend so much more time with you baby! Now you are at Rainbow Bridge with Patches, Fluffy, Burger, Feral and others, but I know part of you is still with me. Thank you for coming in my dreams baby, to let me know you are ok and happy. Thank you for giving me signs to know you are still with me. I talk to you still, even though on this Earth i knew you were deaf and couldn't hear, what I say to you is from my heart to yours, so I know you can hear me! We are connected forever by our love, I can't wait to see you at Rainbow Bridge, so we could have our second chance! Thank you Jamie, for being in my life, for giving me unconditional love! I love you completely, heart and soul, my darling little girl, our PeeWee, our beautiful baby!
Thank you for showing Mommy and Daddy a sign baby! Thank you for letting us hear that beautiful song Over the Rainbow. We both love you little one!
Memories of Jamie, my sweet beautiful girl
December 2004. On the plane ride from Beijing to Newark, the plane was full, but the flight attendants cooed all over you Jamie, and they somehow managed to find 2 empty seats and moved Mommy so you can have your own seat. The plane trip was loooong, and you were very agitated. Mommy fell asleep with your carrier slightly open, so i could hold your paw because you were scared. I woke up suddenly when the person two seats down tapped me, you got out while I was sleeping and was now on top of him! LOL silly little one!
Every time Grandma comes to visit the States, you jumped all over her suitcase, and smelled everything so intently, its like you remembered Beijing. You can go there to visit now whenever you want, my darling angel.
All your special spots to sleep in, they are still here for you. The couch, under the ottoman, behind the two corner tables, in the purple kitty tent, behind the TV, in the corner cat bed on the top floor, and the guest bed room. And of course, right inside the second floor door, near the carpet. I look for you at those spots all the time baby! Mommy is sleeping with your blanket at night, it smells like you and makes me feel like you are near by.
Your deafness did not make you any less alert, it made your other senses so much sharper. That is why I know you understand me and everything I tried to do for you. You can sense and feel things that people who can hear cannot.
Every time Daddy or Mommy took you to the vet, sometimes to get haircuts, you were so vulnerable after. When you have long full hair, it used to get matted and we got you either the lion cut, or a full cut. Either way you felt naked afterwards I'm sure! You always came home and wanted to sleep inside blankets for comfort, or buried your head inside Daddy's arms. Sometimes you wrapped yourself entirely inside the blankets, and slept for hours! Nothing disturbed you!
Talking of sleeping, you were the only cat that has never "heard" of a cat nap! whenever you slept it was lights out! Since you were deaf, if you didn't want to be disturbed, you would find a spot where no other cat would bother you, and sleep for hours and hours. We used to joke that you were like a parrot, cover up the cage and it was sleepy time. Course in your case you just completely covered yourself in a blanket LOL.
Remember the song we made up and used to dance to...
Remember the little messes you used to make on the carpet. You absolutely refused to eat in the kitchen, and always had bits of food all over the carpet. I used to get mad at cleaning t everyday. How I wish I can clean it now, if only to see you one more time.
Miss you my sweet girl. I love you with all my heart! Please visit me often and keep me company. Please curl up next to me and Daddy sometimes.
3/17/12 Dear Jamie, today while me and Daddy were talking about yo and your memories, I also showed Daddy Patches' Album, that I made as a teenager. Patches was Mommy's first cat. You never met Patches in your time here, but I am sure you are playing with her at Rainbow Bridge now. Daddy never met her either. While looking thru the album, we saw the date that I adopted Patches. 3/16/1992. 1 day from exactly 20 years later, you passed. I don't know what this means, but it is certainly very strange. From that day 20 years ago, till now, Patches has opened up my heart to love her, and so many of you after. I learned the meaning of unconditional love. There is so much more joy in my life because of you guys, but with that so much more hurt when you leave. Thank you Patches, for opening my heart to love, and giving me unconditional love back. Because of her, I was able to open my home and heart to love so many others. You, Jamie, and Fluffy, Burger, Feral, Henna, Star and my ferals Mojo, Morgan, Lucky,Precious, Kitty, Morris, Manny and others. I carry all of you in my heart. I can feel you near by still. Love, Mommy
3/19/12 Dear Jamie, tonight Mommy and Daddy will be doing the Monday Candle Ceremony for you. The first one without you. Let our voices be heard all the way to Rainbow Bridge and back, and the warm glow of the candles will symbolize the love we have for you, and the love you gave back. We miss you little girl! Love, Mommy
3/19/12 Dearest little girl, tonight Mommy and Daddy did the Monday Candle Ceremony. It was very heartwarming to pay this loving tribute to you. We also read all the messages that we received to you out loud. Some of the messages were written out for you especially, I'm sure you enjoyed them. It is almost Spring, Mommy saw the first signs of life today. There were a lot of Forsythias along the highway in full blossom, and our forsythia plant in the backyard too. Spring is the beginning of new life, and everywhere I looked there is new life, new beginnings. It makes me think this symbolizes the beginning of your new life as well my baby. Play at Rainbow Bridge with Patches, Fluffy, Burger and Feral, but please come and visit Mommy often. I miss you so much Jamie, I love you! -Mommy
3/22/12 Dearest Jamie, its been exactly 1 week since you passed. I miss you terribly. I love you my little peewee! You will always stay in our hearts, you are forever loved! Daddy wants me to tell you, he misses you very much, he misses you cuddling next to him, curled up in a little ball. You were always such a sweet loving girl to him. He also says that you always added comfort and joy in his life. We both love you so much little one! Please watch over us, and your Matty, Ralphy, Bibi and Jeffy. Please visit us often, to let us know you are near by still. Matty keeps wanting to go into the guest bedroom where you stayed while sick, i think he is looking for you. Let him know that you are fine, happy and healthy, playing at Rainbow Bridge. Love, Mommy
3/22/12 Dearest Jamie, tonight your ashes returned to us, in a beautiful urn. It makes me happy you are finally home with us baby. Daddy is going to help me make a nice frame on top of the box to place your picture in. Daddy wants me to tell you that he loves and misses you, his Jame-Jame! I will always have you near baby, I love you with all my heart and soul my little girl! Its good to feel you so close by. Love, Mommy
3/24/12 Dear Jamie, today is Daddy's birthday. How we wish you were here with us to celebrate this day little one. We both miss and love you so much. You are in our hearts baby! You are here spiritually. Love you, Mommy
3/26/12 Dear Jamie, today Mommy and Daddy did the Candle Ceremony for you for the second week. Mommy read my letter to you, and Daddy read all the messages we got this past week for you. It was very nice and a loving tribute to you. Last night I had the lazor pointer out, I remembered you used to love that, chasing it up and down the stairs, and running in little circles. My cute little fluffy white ball! I miss you so much my little one! WE both love you with all our heart and soul! Please come and visit Mommy sometimes baby, you're always on my mind and will always be in my heart! Love, Mommy
3/29/12 Dear Jamie, today is exactly 2 weeks since you went to Rainbow Bridge. I can't believe its been that long already, it feels like you are right here with me. But sometimes it seems very slow, almost like I'm stuck in the same night, 2 weeks ago. I miss you so much, I love you with all my heart and soul baby! There are these trees that are blossoming all over right now, they have white flowers on them. Every time I see one I think of you, they are white and fluffy looking. Every time I pass one, or a bunch, its like you are greeting me baby. I love you! -Mommy
3/31/12 Dear Jamie, today is Mommy's birthday. How I wish that you're here to celebrate it with us. I didn't do a big celebration with friends this year, I really didn't want to since you passed only a little over 2 weeks ago. Instead Daddy and I had a nice quiet dinner. We went to my favorite restaurant and the party before us was Jamie! Its a sign from you my baby. Daddy bought me a really beautiful bunch of spring tulips, and I have changed to a tulip bouquet for you on your memorial as well. I love you Jamie, forever and ever! I miss you terribly little one! Play plenty baby! and come visit us often. You're on my mind..Always! Love, Mommy
4/3/12 Dear Jamie, yesterday was the third week that Mommy and Daddy did the Monday Candle Ceremony for you. Daddy also read the messages people wrote for you, and the poems " The Last Battle" and " I'm Still Here". It was sad and heartwarming at the same time. Tonight I went and bought 2 photo collages for you, and we put a lot of pictures of you in them. You look so beautiful in all of them my darling! Daddy will help me hang them tomorrow. I also put about 6 individual photos of you all over the house. We both miss and love you so much Jamie! Please know that you are always on my mind, and forever in my heart! Love, Mommy
4/5/12 Dearest Jamie, today is exactly 3 weeks since you passed. Looking back on that night 3 weeks ago, how terribly alone and empty I felt. Little by little, slowly I began to feel like maybe I didn't lose you completely. You are still here in my heart! Every time I see something beautiful in nature, like the planetary alignment of Venus and Jupiter, or the beautiful spring flowers, I feel you near by. I feel like I'm even closer to you now. I love you so much my baby, I miss you terribly! Please come visit me sometimes baby, and play plenty at Rainbow Bridge! Love, Mommy
4/8/12 Dear Jamie, Happy Easter my little fluffy white bunny! I love you very much and miss you terribly! Today was very nice, MOmmy didn't want to celebrate my birthday last week, because of what happened to you, but my friends and Daddy planned a surprise party and gave me a lot of gifts and a cake. It was very special and heartwarming. I'm sure you were watching over us. I heard a version of " Over the Rainbow" right before we got to the restaurant. I love you so much my precious girl, thanks for visiting me in my dreams last night! Miss you lots! Love, Mommy
4/12/12 Dear Jamie, today is 4 weeks exactly since you went to Rainbow Bridge. In three days on 4/15/12 it will be your one month anniversary. WE did your Monday Candle Ceremony a couple of days ago, and it was very nice. Daddy read the poem " I'm Still Here" and I still can't get thru it without crying. I miss you terribly! Today Daddy bought you a bouquet of flowers, they looks very similar to the ones that are placed on your Tribute. We have it next to your Urn and your pictures. It looks beautiful, just like you baby! Thank you for watching over us, and being our Guardian Angel! Please continue to send us your love from Rainbow Bridge, and visit us often. I love you and miss you PeeWee! Love, Mommy
4/15/12 My Darling little Jamie, today is your one month anniversary. I can't believe its been a month already. Sometimes it seems to me like its been so long since you've gone, other times like it was just yesterday. Me and Daddy both miss you so much, you will always be in our hearts! Later Mommy will write you a special letter, and I'll read it during the Candle Ceremony. My Peewee, no matter how long its been, I will never forget you, you will always live in my heart, and I will always be reminded of you when I see something beautiful. I love you Jamie, always and forever! Play plenty at Rainbow Bridge baby! Until we meet again...Love, Mommy
4/19/12 Dear Jamie, its been exactly 5 weeks since you passed. I miss you so much and it hurts. I love you with all my heart my darling! Monday we did our usual Candle Ceremony for you, and I wrote another letter for you, which I read during the ceremony. I also wrote Burger a letter too, and told him to take good care of you at Rainbow Bridge. Your brother Matty has not been eating so well lately, he's been picky about his food. we are taking him to the vet next Tuesday, please watch over him and send him love and healing from Rainbow Bridge. I think part of it is because he misses you, he often looks around the house, and tries to go into your room all the time. Yesterday I let him in your room and he was definitely looking to see if you were there. Please let him know that you are happy and healthy, and playing at Rainbow Bridge, and for him not to worry so much. I love you my little girl, with all my heart and soul! Thanks for your love and healing! Love, Mommy
4/26/12 Dear Jamie, its been 6 weeks since you passed. I miss you terribly my darling. Tuesday we went and bought you a very special urn, and Daddy will put your name on it, with your picture and we will paint it gold, just like Patches and Fluffy's. It will be beautiful, just like you PeeWee. Matty has not been eating too well, we took him to the vet tonight and we will get results tomorrow. Please send him your healing and love from Rainbow Bridge, and watch over him so that he can recover. Hopefully it won't be too big of a problem for him. I love you Jamie, I miss you everyday and night, please come visit me often. Love always and forever for you, Mommy
4/30/12 Dear Jamie, tonight we did the Candle Ceremony for you for the 7th week. I miss you more than anything. I had a pretty bad week, Matty wasn't eating too well and he went to the vet. He has an enlarged Pancreas. He is doing better now and on antibiotics. He started to show some improvement and is showing more of an appetite too. With him being sick and you passing not so long ago, I've just been so miserable. I thank you for watching out for him from Rainbow Bridge and being our Guardian Angel! Hope he will continue to improve his health. I miss you so much little girl! I love you with all my heart and soul! Love, Mommy
5/3/12 Dear Jamie, another week has passed. Its been 7 weeks since you went to the beautiful meadow at Rainbow Bridge. Matty is doing much better, he is eating more and has a lot of energy. I hope he will continue to recover. Thanks for being our Guardian Angel baby. I know you are watching over all of us, and waiting for me to join you one day. I love you Jamie, with all my heart! I miss you terribly!I am sending you a big hug and kiss on the nosy from here to Rainbow Bridge! Play plenty little girl! Love Always, Mommy
5/10/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 8 week anniversary. In 5 days it will be your 2 month anniversary. I miss you so much baby! I love you with all my heart! I hope you like your new Urn, it is so beautifully carved, and it has your picture and it plays music. It is a very nice tribute to you and I will always have you near me. The other night while watching TV with Daddy, I thought I saw you walking down the stairs. Mother's Day is almost here, usually Daddy gets me a gift and says its from you Jamie, and Matty, Ralphy, Bibi ad Jeffy. It won't be the same this year without you. I hope you can have a good Mother's Day celebration at Rainbow Bridge, and look down on me and send me a kiss. miss you so much baby! Please play plenty at Rainbow Bridge, but also come and visit us often. Big hug and kisses to you! Love Always, Mommy
5/15/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 2 month anniversary. On Weds it will be 9 weeks since you passed. We also did the Monday Candle Light Ceremony for you. I miss you so much my darling baby girl!I love you with all my heart and soul! Yesterday was Mother's Day, our first one without you in 8 years. I wish you were here with us to celebrate it, but I know you were watching from Rainbow Bridge and smiling down at us. Thank you for being our Guardian Angel and watching out for me, Matty and Bibi. We also got you the special Urn that plays music and has a beautiful picture of you. I hope you like it. I love you baby, I think about you all the time PeeWee. Love, Mommy
5/16/12 Dear Jamie, its been exactly 9 weeks since you passed. Time passes so fast. I miss you more each day, and I love you with all my heart! Thanks for watching out for Matty, he is doing better. Lets continue to pray that he will recover. Thanks my Guardian Angel, play plenty little one! See you in my dreams. Hugs and kisses, Mommy
5/24/12 Dearest Jamie, today is exactly 10 weeks since you passed. I miss you so much, and I love you with all my heart! I hope you are having fun at Rainbow Bridge with Patches, Fluffy, Berger and Feral. Today I received sad news from Grandma, Da Bai Bai, our first cat from Beijing, passed away. Please welcome her to Rainbow Bridge and show her around. You remember her from Beijing, she was an older long haired white cat. Please tell her that Grandma is so sad, and misses her so much, just like I miss you and her too. Let her know that she doesn't have to worry, we love you guys, and you will always be on our hearts, we will join all of you one day, and we shall then be together for eternity! I love you little one! Play plenty! Love, Mommy
5/31/12 Dearest Jamie, its been 11 weeks since you went to Rainbow Bridge. Mommy and Daddy did the usual candle ceremony for you on Monday. We miss you so much little one! WE love you completely, heart and soul! Matty has just gotten off his medicine, he's been improving. I just hope it continues after the course of doses are over. Please continue to watch over him, and send him healing Jamie! You have been helping him so far, I know. Thank you for being our Guardian Angel, and being in our lives baby! I love you and miss you! Love, Mommy
6/7/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 12 week anniversary. Its been a long time, but still feels the same as your first week anniversary. WE did the Monday candle ceremony for you two days ago. I thank you again for being our Guardian Angel, watching over Matty and Bibi, sending them your love and healing from Rainbow Bridge. I love you with all my heart and soul! I miss you terribly Jamie, please play plenty at Rainbow Bridge, but also come visit us here also. I LOVE YOU! - Mommy
6/14/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 13 week anniversary. tomorrow the 15th will be your 3 month anniversary. I miss and love you so much baby, so does Daddy. We are going away for Father's Day weekend. The first time we're going anywhere since you went to Rainbow Bridge. Matty's doing very well now, he even surprised me by eating 2 whole cans of food at night time. Yet I still worry about him, we are not going to be home for 2 days, I will keep him in the big bedroom so the pet sitter can monitor his eating. Please watch over him, and tell him its ok and for him not to be worried or anxious. Please also watch over Bibi's health, she is getting very old and I hope she still has some years with us. We are going to take her to the vet when we come back, just to get her a check up and make sure she is ok. She is losing some hair, and often has hairballs. Please send her love and healing. I am very sad that we will not spend your 3 month anniversary at home, but you will be with us, because I carry you in my heart Jamie! I love and miss you my little girl! Love, Mommy
6/15/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 3 month anniversary. I can't believe it baby, 3 months already. I love and miss you more each day my darling! I think about you each day, and I will never forget you baby. You will be in my heart forever, and I carry you with me, always! Please watch over Matty and Bibi from Rainbow Bridge, and make sure they are healthy. I love you! Mommy
6/21/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 14th week anniversary. I miss you very much, and I love you with all my heart and soul! Sunday was Father's Day, how me and Daddy wished you were here to celebrate with us, but we know you are watching over us at Rainbow Bridge, and sent us your love. I got Daddy a card from all the cats, and signed everyones name including yours. Matty is doing much better, thank you for watching out for him. Bibi went to the vet today, and she didn't enjoy it at all. She's been in a bad mood ever since she came back, and didn't eat much. I think its because she had a accident on the way home, and she's been pissed off since. Please pray that she will be better soon and start eating. We got her bloodwork done today, so lets hope that she isn't sick in any way and has many years left with us. The vet said that her fur change is nothing to worry about, some older cats get it, so at least that's a relief. Thank you Jamie for being our Guardian Angel, and please continue to send her love and healing. Play plenty at Rainbow Bridge my darling girl, I miss you every day! Love Always, Mommy
6/28/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 15th week anniversary. I love you with all my heart, and I miss you each day. I am always thinking of you my darling. Thank you for being our Guardian Angel, Bibi is doing much better now, she is eating pretty normal. Her blood work came back, and she is mostly fine, especially for a cat that is her age. She does have some type of infection, or inflammation in her bowel, we got her some medicine and she hates it! I think she actually is worse than you in taking medicine! Matty was doing very very good, for about 2 months, and I stopped being worried about him. But last night he didn't eat any of his food, and didn't want to eat again this morning. It was almost the exact same thing that he had 2 months ago, I am so upset! He did eat a good portion later on tho, so I hope he's going to be OK, and didn't get his pancreatitis back again. I'll see how he does later, or else Daddy will go to the vet to get him some antibiotics. Hopefully its just some minor thing that was in his system and it passed already. I'm trying to be optimistic because he's eating now. Ever since you have gone, I have been so worried about our other babies. So soon after you left, Matty became sick, and he was unwell for a couple of weeks, then Bibi....Its all too much for me, to constantly be worried if you guys are feeling well, if you're eating enough or not. I love you all so much, and want to do everything I possibly can. Please send Matty and Bibi your love and healing from Rainbow Bridge Jamie. Please watch over them and make sure they can recover. I saw a Rainbow on Monday, the first one I have seen since you went there, I know it was you giving me a sign baby! I love you and miss you! Love, Mommy
7/12/12 Dearest Jamie, today is your 17th week Anniversary. In 3 days it will be your 4 month anniversary. I think about you every day and night, and I love you more than anything in the world! I know you are having fun at Rainbow Bridge, playing and frolicking with our other babies, watching down on us here on earth. And watching over Bibi and Matty, sending them your love and healing. Matty has been doing much better, today is the last day he will be on the antibiotics. Hope he will be eating well still. Bibi hasn't been eating well for the past day or so, maybe we will put her back on her meds, I will observe her for a few more days to see. And then we will call the doctor. I should of kept to the schdule of the meds for her before, but it tasted so horrible and made her foam at the mouth every time she had it. Daddy fed them tuna before i came home, so Bibi could of filled up on that, I wish he didn't do that so I can get a more clear idea of how she's eating. All i know is, she does not like the healthy expensive food I've been buying her. In fact, only Ralphy is even willing to eat it, but you know Ralph, he'll eat anything lol. So please pray that Bibi will be fine and eating well again, i really do not want to take her back to the vet, she had such a bad experience last time. Thank you Jamie for being our Guardian Angel! I love you with all my heart! I miss you terribly! Love, Mommy
7/15/12 Dear Jamie, Today is your 4 month anniversary. 4 months without you, but you are still in my heart and will remain there forever, until we meet again at Rainbow Bridge. I know you are watching over us, especially Matty and Bibi, and sending them love and healing. I am running out of room to write to you, I will have to be careful. I will have to post monthly here instead of weekly. It doesn't mean that I forgot about you baby, I just don't want to run out of space to post. I love you with all my heart and soul, and I miss you more each day. Love you always, Mommy
8/15/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 5 month anniversary. AIso, its your 22 week anniversary. I miss you so much my darling, I love you completely, heart and soul. I know you are having fun at Rainbow Bridge, and I know you are watching over us. Thank you for being our Guardian Angel, and sending love and healing to both Matty and Bibi. They are BOTH doing well now, Matty is on medication, and doing very well, Bibi is eating very well too. Thank you Jamie. I am sending you a big kiss on the nose and huge hug, from here to Rainbow Bridge! I love you! Mommy
9/15/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 6 month anniversary. Half a year already, time goes by so fast. It seems like only yesterday when you went to Rainbow Bridge. I love you baby, with all my heart and soul! I think about you everyday, and I miss you day and night. You will remain forever in my heart my darling! Thank you for sending Matty and Bibi your love and healing. Matty went back to the vet, and it doesn't really seem like there's much wrong with him, except for the bloody diahrrea. He is again o meds for that, we'll see how he does in a week. All the cats are also getting dewormed, I'm not sure but I think that is causing them to eat less. Matty did good eating yesterday, but tonight when I came home he didn't want to have much food, maybe because he ate some dry food. I really hope he eats well againsoon. Please Jamie, pray that Matty will be healed and healthy all around soon, with no problems with eating and no blood in his poop. Thank you Jamie, I love you forever and I miss you! -Mommy
10/15/12 Dear Jamie, today is your 7 month anniversary. I just did the Monday Candle Ceremony for you. I also placed a pumpkin on your tribute area because its Fall now. I love you so much Jamie, I miss you so terribly! I think about you everyday. Thank you for being in my life baby, and giving me unconditional love. Thank you for watching over us and sending Matty your love and healing. He was doing better, not much diarrhea and blood for the past week, but yesterday he had a little blood again. I hope he will just get rid of it for good soon. Please continue to send him healing baby, thank you Jamie, I love you! You will always be in my heart! Love, Mommy
11/15/12Dearest Jamie, today is your 8 month anniversary. Yesterday was your 36th week anniversary. I miss you my darling angel, I love you so much! I know yo are at Rainbow Bridge, happily playing with our other beloved family, and watching down on us. You are our Guardian Angel, thank you for watching out for Matty, he is doing well, eating fine, but sometimes still has blood in his stool. I am going back to Beijing in a few weeks for 14 days, I am very anxious about the trip, I hope it all goes well and no worries at all. I am also anxious because when I come back it will only be a few days before Christmas, I hope I get all the presents for everyone ready. I will have presents for you too Jamie. I don't think there will be enough time for a Tree this year, I know you loved our Christmas trees. It will be Thanksgiving next Thursday, I want to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving! I know you will have a big feast up at Rainbow Bridge, with all of our family there. My little butterball, I miss you so. I put the basket of leaves up for you by your tribute, for Fall, and Thanksgiving. I love you baby! -Mommy
12/21/12 Dear Jamie, Mommy just came back from China! I'm sorry I missed writing to you on your 9 month anniversary, and also your 40th week anniversary that just passed on Weds. Its almost Christmas! I put up the Christmas tree by you,I remember how much you loved sitting by the tree, your little tail wagging as you look and play with the ornaments. This year since Mommy just came back from Beijing, I will not have time to put one up. It is too bad because I do love the Christmas tree at home. I will run to Petsmart and buy some presents for you guys. my little Beijinger, the visit was wonderful! Better than I had ever dreamed, I had such a great time. I shouldn't have worried at all about the trip. My Mom (Grandma) has a lot of rescue cats in the house, and she and my aunt also feed ferals, and make them cat houses to live in. The situation in Beijing about cats is much better than it was when we were there 8 years ago. There are lots of little organizations dedicated to helping street/feral cats. And of course Bobby the cat is still there with my Mom, he is very fat, but in every other aspect just like you. He looks like a giant version of you. He even moves like you and has the same mannerisms. He also has the same health problems as you as far as his teeth, and when he doesn't feel well he sleeps all day like you.My Mom is going to take him to the vet soon, I suspect he has diabetes too. Thank god you are healthy now and playing at Rainbow Bridge. Matty is doing better, he is eating very well, Daddy has been taking good care of him while I was away. However he still has bloody poop. Please continue to watch over him Jamie, and make sure he becomes healthy. Thank you Jamie. I miss you so much my darling baby girl! I love you with all my heart and soul, always! I'll write to you again on Christmas! Love, Mommy
12/25/12Dear Jamie, Merry Christmas! I love you my darling little girl! I hope you like the red mouse present I got you. I miss you so much, but I know you are at Rainbow Bridge with Patches, Fluffy, Burger, Feral and the others, having fun and a big feast for Christmas. Watching down on us, and sending us love. Please tell everyone Merry Christmas, and I will send you guys a big hug and kisses on the noses. I love you! Mommy
1/15/13 Dear Jamie, today is your 10 month anniversary. and Happy New Year my baby! I love you more than anything in the world!I miss you terribly, everyday and every night. You will always been in my heart! I can't believe that soon, it will be your 1 year anniversary. I know you are happy at Rainbow Bridge, playing with Patches, Fluffy, Burger and Feral, and looking down on us. Please continue to send Matty your love and healing, he still needs your help. The results from his check up came back, everything is normal, but somehow he doesn't eat well sometimes, and still has the blood in the poop. Please pray that he will recover soon. I love you Jamie! I miss you terribly! Tomorrow will be your 44th week anniversary. Love Always, Mommy
2/13/13 Dear Jamie, Today is your 48th week anniversary. and Happy Valentine's Day my baby! I will leave you Valentine's Day Chocolates when I sign the guest book. In 2 days it will be your 11 month anniversary. I can't believe it has been so long already, very soon it will be your 1 year anniversary. I love you so much my darling, I miss you terribly! I know you are at Rainbow Bridge, happy and healthy, playing with our other cats. Please continue to send Matty your love and healing. He still has trouble with the blood in the poop, I hope he gets healthy soon and never have the problem again. Thank you Jamie for helping him. I love and miss you! You are forever in my heart! Please say a special Hello to Burger, on 2/16 it will be his 3 year Anniversary. He knows I love and miss him too, and Patches, Fluffy and Feral. I love you all my darlings! I can't wait until we meet again, never to be separated. Love, Mommy
3/15/13 Dearest Jamie, Today is your 1 year anniversary. I love you so much baby, I miss you terribly! I think about you everyday since you have gone on to Rainbow Bridge, my heart is missing a piece that is filled with you. You will forever be in my heart, and residing at Rainbow Bridge. Happy and healthy once again, playing with our other cats, all waiting for me. One day I will join you, never to be separated again. We will forever be together, in the beautiful spring meadow. I am still so sorry about your illness and suffering, I will always feel guilty. I hope you understand me my baby, thank you for giving me signs to let me know you are ok, and at Rainbow Bridge, when you first went there. I miss you so much, my heart aches. A lot of times a memory triggers me, and I start crying. Remember when we went to Petsmart to take photos of you? something on TV triggered that memory, the photographer was making noises so that the dog would look at the camera. I remembered when the photographer used a bell to try to capture your attention, he was confused when you didn't look up, I had to explain that you are deaf. We used a feather stick to tease you instead. That's why all the photos have you looking slightly off camera. Still beautiful though, the most gorgeous kitty in the world! And such a good girl. You almost didn't want to come out of that mailbox prop. Thinking about this time last year, I was so sad and angry and didn't have the strength to go on, it was the most terrible time. Now I know you are healthy and happy again, it makes me feel better, and we will one day be together again. Daddy wants to say to you, that he loves you and misses you very very much. He misses his little PeeWee cuddling up next to him. You are a good girl Jamie, we were so blessed to share our lives with you, and we will do so once again. I burnt a lot of chinese paper money tonight for you, according to the chinese custom. I did that last year too. There's plenty of money for you in the afterlife, and I did it for our other cats too. Its all got your names and addresses on it. And the Beijing cats too.Thank you for all the love and joy you've given us Jamie. I am sending you love, hugs and a big kiss on the nose from here, to Rainbow Bridge. Love Always, Mommy
10/31/13 Dearest Jamie, happy Halloween! it has been a few months since I wrote on your tribute page. It doesn't mean that I forgot you baby, you are in my thoughts everyday still. I love you with all my heart and soul! and I still talk to you everyday. I will do a candle ceremony for you tonight, as well as for Prince. Prince the feral cat from outside has been missing for almost a week. I am worried sick about him, and I am afraid that something bad has happened. I hope he isn't suffering somewhere, and if you already see him at Rainbow Bridge, let him know please that I love and miss him. Although he is feral, he has lived in our backyard for over 10 years and I look at him as one of our family, and he will surely greet me at Rainbow Bridge, when the day comes, when we are all united, never to be seperated again. If he is there alreadyJamie, please show him around.Maybe he has united with his family, Mogan and Lucky ad Iris already. He was a very good boy here, never caused any trouble and always greeted me outside. I so wish I could see his face again outside. Please send him your love and healing Jamie, if he is in trouble. Please if he is still here to tell him to come home, I am waiting. I love and miss you terribly Jamie. You will always be with me. Love, Mommy
3/14/14 My Darling Girl Jamie, tomorrow is your 2nd anniversary. I can't believe it's been 2 years already. Time goes by very fast, and my love for you has never faded. We often speak of you still, it's like you are still here with us. I love you so much my PeeWee! And I miss you so terribly, so does Daddy! I know you are having a ball at Rainbow Bridge with our other beloved cats, looking down on us and watching over us. Please visit me often baby. You always gave me unconditional love and my love for you is undying. It is almost Spring, with it comes new beginnings and hope, this gives me some positive thinking in life, and as I now associate Spring with you, I am often reminded of you, with the warmer breeze that comes each day, the buds on the trees, and other signs of a warmer time coming. I love you with all my heart and soul Jamie, I miss you! Sending you a big hug and kiss on the nosy from here to Rainbow Bridge! Love always, Mommy
12/22/14 dear Jamie, our BiBi went to Rainbow Bridge today, she is 16 years old. We also got a Memorial for her, she is no longer in pain, happy and healthy again and playing at the Meadows. Please show her around, she is surely with you and Burger ( her partner in crime), Patches and Fluffy. She has been with our family for the longest time, about 14 years. We love her and miss her terribly, like we do with all of you. I am waiting for the day when we are reunited and never to be separated again. You are all looking down on us, sending us love. I am sending you all a big hug and kiss from here to rainbow abridge! Love always&, Mommy
12/25/14 dear Jamie, Merry Christmas Jamie! I love and miss you so much! This is your second Christmas at Rainbow Bridge, Bibi just went there so make sure you show her Round. Have a big feast with Patches. Fluffy, Bibi, Burger and Feral and please know that I am thinking of all of you. You are all in my heart, the memories keep you alive, until we meet again, never to be separated again! Play lots in the sunshine and take naps in the shade of the Meadow. I will love you always! Mommy
10/9/15 Dear Jamie, I love and miss you so much my baby girl! Even though I haven't written on your page for awhile, we are always talking and thinking about you. We know you are at Rainbow Bridge with BiBi and the rest of our beloved cats. You are all happy and playing and eating big feasts. We send you a big kiss and hugs from here, please give it also to Patches, Fluffy, Burger, BiBi, Feral, and our Ferals Morgan, Lucky, Prince, Duke etc. I miss and love you all, you will always be in my heart. And Happy Halloween soon! Love always, Mommy
12/23/15 Dear Jamie, I love you miss you terribly! It was just BiBi's one year anniversary at Rainbow Bridge. I know you are with her, happy and healthy, playing with our other beloved cats, Patches, Fluffy, Burger, Feral, and our outdoor ferals. It's almost Christmas and I got you all presents! Enjoy a big feast up at Rainbow Bridge, and know that I carry you all in my heart forever. Until we meet again, never to be separated. March will be your 4th anniversary already. Merry Christmas my darling baby girl! Love always, Mommy and Daddy
1/2/17 Dearest Jamie, happy new year my baby girl! I know you're at Rainbow Bridge celebrating the new year with BiBi, Matty and the rest of our beloved cats. I love you so much, I miss you! Hope this year will be better than 2016, we struggled a lot with health in the family. Love always, Mommy