7/4/2021 Happy 4th of July Jack🇺🇸 I miss you spud . How are you doing in heaven my love? I think of you everyday Jack and I wonder if you're still around me.maybe you're busy with lola and Tara now the three of you are together again. ❤ my soul misses you so much. I hope you have beautiful days in heaven together with lola and Tara stay together and I'll see you one day 💖💗💛again. I love you Jack.
6/8/2021 Hi my love spud. Today is your 3rd anniversary in heaven. What a sad day that was when you were taken to heaven away from me. It was so sudden and I still remember everything about that day. Life is so different now without you. I love you so much Jack and I always will. You are still the love of my life my spud. I miss you everyday I think of you everyday. I wish you would come visit me because you haven't in a long time. I still need you around me I know one day I'll be with you again and I want you to always remember me and our life together ❤. I miss that part of my life. I hope you and lola helped Tara settle in. My three pugs are together again and I'm the only one missing now.I have to take care of Wilber and Sonic and Bella lilly and Thurston. I hope you enjoy your anniversary today and remember I always love you Jack so very much. I miss you everyday my handsome man. Have beautiful days in heaven together with Lola and Tara. Stay together and stay close to me. I love you handsome man. I always will. ❤🌺🏵🍗🍗🍗🌸💔💐🍎💗💙💙💙🙏🍗🌸💐
5/26/2021 Hi my love 💓 how are you doing in heaven today? I miss you alot Jack. I hope you know how much I love you my handsome man. 💙 today is Lola's birthday. Another year in heaven. Were you happy when you saw Tara arrive? I'm sad without her.I didn't want her to leave but I know all of you are together again. I miss all of you and our beautiful lives we shared. My soul is still sad without you. I have Sonic and Wilber. You didnt know them but Wilber looks just like you. I love him so much. I love sonic too. He's a puggle. Wish lola a happy birthday and take care of Tara for me. She really missed you when you left but now all of you are together ❤. I love you Jack. Have beautiful days in heaven together with lola and Tara. I love you my man so much 💙.
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9/26/18 Hi my love, How is heaven today Jack? Did you and Lola have a good day? Are day was okay. I took Tara and sonic to the pet store to get cat food. You loved going there. You were always very happy going there. I would always give you treats in the car afterwords. Sonic is doing much better on the leash. Hes settling down except when he digs holes in the yard . I wonder if you check on us Jack? Maybe you do. I wish you would tell me when you're here. I miss you everyday my man and I will love you forever my love. Stay with lola my love and enjoy your beautiful days in heaven. I miss you 🐾🐾🐾🍗🍗🍗🍗🍗🐶🌿🍗🐕🍗⚘🍗🍗🍗
9/27/18 Hi Jack, how are you in heaven my love? It was a beautiful day. I took Tara and sonic to the park. We didnt stay long because sonic was a little hyper and then got to hot but Tara had a good time. I changed your background to fall time. That was our favorite season and we always had fun together. I'll miss you this fall. Our first one apart in 14 yrs. I still cant believe you're gone away from me. I miss taking care of you. I miss being your Mommy. You were my entire being my entire life. I still feel so sad without you and I hope you know how much I love you my doll. Stay with lola my love and share beautiful days together. I love you Jack so very much come visit me my lovely. I miss you everyday 🐾�
10/1/18 Hi my dolly, how is heaven Jack? How are you and Lola today? Probably enjoying watching Tara, Sonic, and Wilber. They were busy today in the yard. Wilber Chases sonic and Tara just looks on. She doesnt want to run after them. She keeps wilber in line . He bites her lips and she bites him back. Sonic seems to be more accepting of him . It's really tiring having a puppy. When youand Lola were puppies I wasnt this tired. Maybe because I am chasing sonic around too. Are you watching over us my love? I hope you are. Wilber looks like you did when you were a puppy. Always remember how you're my love and I will always love you. I miss you dolly stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. 🐾🐾🐾🌻🌻🌻🐶🐶🐶🙏🙏🙏🐶🐾🐾🐾⚘⚘⚘🍗
10/2/18 Hi my doll, how is your day in heaven Jack? I cant believe its October as already, it's my favorite time of the year. We always had the most fun in October. We were outside alot . Last October I would tKe you and Tara to that walking park alot. You would like to walk around the parking lot most of the time and sit and watch people. There were always Alot of leaves on the ground. I miss you everyday Jack, when I look at wilber he looks just like you
But small. He does things like you. He rips my pants by chewing them and runs around like you used to do. He kisses Tara's ears like you would too. Sonic and Tara are getting used to him now. I hope you still come around my love because I always have you in my heart. I miss you everyday Jack and I will never stop loving you my spud. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🍗🍗🍗🌻🐶🐶🐶🌾🐶🐶🐾🐾
10/3/18 Hi my love. How are you doing in heaven my handsome man? Today was a beautiful day . The days are so busy now wilber is here. Hes a very active pug . He runs around most of the da. Poor Tara is so tired. He seems to bother her more than Sonic. You were a hyper
10/5/18 Hi my love,how are you doing in heaven my love? Today was a beautiful day. I took Tara and Sonic and wilber for a ride but wilber gets anxiety in the car so we ca_me home. Tomorrow I'm taking them to church for the blessing of the animals. I took you to and Tara last year and we liked it. I'm so tired Jack I have to go to bed. I love you my doll and I miss you everyday stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven. 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🙏🙏⚘⚘🐶🐾🐾🐾⚘🐶🐶🌾🌾
10/6/18 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? I miss you my doll. Today was a rainy day. We took Tara,Sonic and Wilber to church for the blessing of the animals. They seemed to enjoy the ceremony even though it was raining. I took you and Tara last year for the blessing. You and Tara liked that ceremony too. You're all gifts from God and I'm blessed that God allows me to take care of all of you. I miss you everyday my man. Do you like Sonic and wilber? I hope you and lola do.i hope you know we still need you to come and visit. Bridget thought she saw you sleeping with us when we were taking a nap. That made me happy you were here with us. I'm always thinking about you. Wilber looks alot like you .he lays in the bed with Tara. Sonic is more by himself. I dont think he likes Wilber much. Maybe when he gets older. I miss you my love and I love you Jack so very much. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven with lola my love. I miss you 🐾🐾🐾💔🐶🐶🐶🍗🍗🍗🍗💔💔🌻
10/7/18 Hi my love, how are you in heaven Jack? Today was a nice day but humid. I took Tara and Sonic to the nursery to get mums for Nanny's grave. Then we went to the cemetery to plant them. I put two little pumpkins on your grave and Lola's. Wilber didn't come with us. He stayed with Rebecca because hes to little to be driving around with us. When he gets bigger he'll come with us. You loved the car rides we took. I miss our life together. You and lola and Tara. We had such fun together it was so normal and natural. I'll always hold the memories of our lifetime so close inside my soul. You were all that mattered . I was always worried if you were happy and ok. I think I saw you this morning in the den. Just a flash of you but I think it was you. A beautiful butterfly flew by me today. Was that you Jack? Well, wilber looks alot like you and does strange things that you did. God sent Wilber to me so I have a piece of you with me. I look at him and hes just like you but only in a puppy's body. Sonic is more like lola. He never stops barking. I'm happy I saved Sonic. Hes a good boy and just want to be loved. I look at wilber and Sonic and Tara together and I say to Tara this is our new normal now with these two guys. I feel sad sometimes it's not you and lola with me and Tara but God has now given me two more souls to love and care for and I do love them. Sonic needed to be loved and I do love him. I share the popcorn with him just like I did with you. I'll always love you Jack, you're always my spud muffin handsome man. I miss you everyday my love. Have beautiful days in heaven with lola. And stay together. I love you my man🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🍗🍗🍗🍗🙏🙏🙏🌻🌻🌻💔💔🐾🐾🐾🌻🌷😓
10/9/18 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? I took Tara and sonic and wilber to wilbers checkup for his puppy shots. He looks alot like you Jack his hair color is identical to yours. You had beautiful fur. The color was so different than other pugs. He acts like you too. Not all things just some things. Hes a bad puppy. He does bad things all day . But he'll get better as he gets older. Tara and Sonic are doing okay with Wilber. I think Tara seemed happier today probably because I stayed home. You loved when I stayed home with you. I love you my doll and I miss you everyday. I saw you last night walking towards me and then you disappeared.you were checking on us bit let me see a flash of your handsome self. I love that you come around and check on us. I always miss you my love and I love you more than anything. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. 🐾🐾🐾🌻🐶🐶🐶💔💔💔🐾🐾🐾🐶💐🐶😓🐶🐶
10/10/18 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was a nice day. We were outside alot today and then I took Tara and sonic and wilber for a ride. Wilber is getting used to the car rides , hes not as stressed as he was at first. What did you do in heaven today? I hope you stay with lola. It's so different now with Sonic and wilber. Everything is so busy. Wilber is so active and he does bad things because he's a puppy. I look at him and he looks so much like you. And does things like you but I'm not convinced hes you. I think hes wilber but hes to remind me of you so I'm not so sad without you. I love you the best my doll and I will always have you in my soul. I miss you everyday Jack and my love for you will always be the same as when you were here with me. I love you dolly you're always my spud muffin. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven 🐾🐾🐾💔😓😓😓😓🙏🙏🙏🌾🐶😓😓🌻🌻🌷💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🙏🐾🐾🐾🌻
10/13/18 Hi my love, how is heaven today Jack? Today was a cold fall day. Ir made Tara and sonic and wilber very hyper. They were running around all day. Tara seems very playful lately.Wilber makes her active. She steals his toys from him and runs around the house. Sonic is doing the same. I saw you last night lovey. I woke up and saw you on the couch with WIlber.maybe you were checking on us. I saw your gray little face and then you went away. I know you're visiting us alot. I miss you everyday Jack. Today I wished it was the way it was. You and lola and Tara. I miss our life together and how it used to be. It was peaceful and calming I was at my happiest and I loved being your Mommy. I'll always keep our life memories alive in my soul. I hope you and Lola know how much I love the both of you and how I miss you. I wish we could have our life back. You have been gone 4 months. So unreal . I never imagined you not being with me. I'm still so lonely for you Jack my heart will always be broken . I look around and wish you were still here. I just wish God didnt take you back. I'll never be the same and I'll never love another the way I loved you. You're always my handsome man. I love you Jack and I miss you everyday. You stay with lola and have beautiful days together in heaven my doll.🐾🐾🐾🌻😓😓😓🍗🍗🍗🍗🙏🙏🙏💔🐶🐶😓🐾🐾🐾🌷🌻😓🙏🐕
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10/15/18 Hi my love, how are you in heaven Jack? Today was an ugly day .we didnt go for a ride but I took Tara and Sonic for a walk down the road. So if is getting better on the leash he still pulls but not as hard. Tara seems to enjoy the walk . Wilber is to small . When he gets a little bigger he can come along. I ordered some things for Tara , a new food and herb for her kidneys. I hope her next blood work looks better. I hope you and lola pray for Tara that she's okay and doesnt get worse. I love you Jack so very much and I miss you everyday. I wish it was us again. I miss you dolly. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven
10/17/18 Hi my love, how is heaven today Jack? Today was a nice day but a bit chilly, everyone is doing okay. I changed Taras dog food to something more natural. It's supposed to be good for her kidneys. I didnt want to use the food the vet gave me I researched and I think I've found a better food. I also got a special herb for kidney disease too. I'm trying to make Tara better. I dont want her to leave me. I know you didn't leave me, you would never have left. God took you back from me. I still can't really believe you're gone. 4months Jack. It's still so knew to me. I would give anything to hav you back . I wonder if you would like Sonic and Wilber. Wilber looks just like you , so much but you wouldn't like him. Hes so annoying at times. Sonic is very hyper and barks all the time. I'm not sure if you would like him either. Tara seems amused by all the action but sometimes I think it was easier me and Tara. I love you my doll and I miss you Jack so very much. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together my love. I miss you my handsome man. 🐾🐾🐾🍗🍗🍗🙏🙏🙏🐕🐕🐕🐶🐶🐶😓😓💔💔🌻🌷💔😓🌼🍗
10/18/18 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack?today was a cold fall day. Winter is on it's way. Our first winter apart. You didnt mind the cold.lola and Tara didnt like it. I think Sonic will like it. Wilber will probably like it too. How are you and lola doing? I miss you both. It's so crazy here with Wilber the puppy. Im so tired of running around the yard. Even though I walk him on a little leash he still gets crazy and runs around. Im getting used not being able to sit down. Im just so tired hea alot of work. You were a crazy puppy and you turned out to be a good guy. The handsomest pug ever. I miss you everyday jack and I live you with all my heart and soul. You stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🙏💔🐾🐾🐾💔🐶🐶🐶🍗🍗🍗🙏🐕🌼🌹🌻
10/20/18 Hi my love,how is heaven today Jack? Its another fall day today. We were outside alot. Things are starting to settle down slowly. Wilber is learning to pee pee outside more and more everyday. Hes very attached to me just like you were. He crys when I leave to go somewhere. He has alot of the things you did . Its strange how God sent a little you to me. I think of reasons why and maybe it's to show me I have alot of love for all of you but always a special deep love for you my love. He rips the bottom of my pants like you did and hes starting to lick Tara's ears like you did. Tara and Sonic are doing okay I think sometimes they think why did I get a puppy. They both are patient but sometimes they snap at him. Tara loves her new food. It's For her kidneys but I cant seem to get her to lose weight. I hope you and lola are enjoying your life in heaven and are still with me. Dont forget me Jack and I want you to always come visit me. Stay close my love I love you Jack so very much and I miss you everyday my man. You're always my spud and my handsome man. I miss you love. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶💔💔💔🐾🌻🌷😓😓🐶🙏🙏🙏🐕🐶😓🌻
10/21/18 Hi my love, how is heaven today Jack? It was cold today and windy. I put sweaters on Tara and Sonic and Wilber . Sonic loved his but Wilber doesnt really like it. Tara didn't really care. That's what I think. You liked your sweater but you would try to chew Lola's off. Wilber was doing the same thing to Tara. Today he was kicking her ears just like you did. Everyday he does things you always did. It makes me stop and think alot why hes behaving like you. God is good I know he sent Wilber to me because of you. Hes just so exhausting because hes a bad puppy. I dont remember you being that bad. Dont go far Jack because I need you close to me. I love you spud and I miss you everyday. Your my bug handsom man.have beautiful days in heaven with lola. 🐾🐾🐾🐾🙏🙏🙏😓🐶🐶🐶🌾💔💔💔🌻🌻🌻🌷💔🐶🐶I miss you love so so much. 🍗🍗🍗🍗🍗🍗
10/23/18 Hi my love. How are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was a nice day its getting colder tomorrow. Everyone is doing okay. Tara is a bit sassy with Wilber. She takes his toys from him and then growls at him. Sonicgrowls at him to sometimes. I wonder how you would be with Wilber. He licks Tara's ears just like you did. I think she likes when he does that because she loved when you did it. I know she still misses you I can tell I feel her energy is still sad. I'm still sad without you Jack. I'm never going to stop thinking about you and loving you and our life together. I'll always love you Jack and I miss you everyday my doll. You're always my handsome man. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven 🐾🐾🐾🌻💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🍗😓😓🐶🍗🙏🙏🙏🌻😓😓🐶🐶🐶🍗😓🙏
10/25/18 Hi love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was a nice fall day.i have next week off so that will be nice. You will celebrate Halloween in heaven this yr. I will miss you so much. I loved putting you in your costume and taking our annual Halloween picture together. This yr I'm not sure how we will do it. Wilber is nuts and Sonic is hard to get to stay still. It's so different now. Its exhausting with Wilber. Hes almost 4months . Hes just a bad puppy and so were you and look what A handsome man you grew into. I hope he calms down soon. Sonic almost got skunked today. You never got skunked. Poor Sonic he was scared. Tara is doing good. She is the boss now and she let's the boys know that. How are you my doll? I was behind a truck this morning that said Jack's landscaping. I smiled and thought maybe you were sending a message to me. Telling me it's going to be okay. I smiled but I cried too. Im still broken inside without you.its so much for me to think and know that our life together is over. It's hard for me. I looked at some of your pictures today. I laughed and cried. It made me happy and sad at the same time. I saw your handsome face with grey on it and your little teeth sticking out. Not one person will ever know how much I love you and how I really loved being your Mommy .half of me is gone now. I'll never really be okay without you. I love you Jack and I miss you everyday spud. Always remember me ok? I will always remember you my handsome man. You stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. 🐾🐾🐾🙏🙏🙏🍗🍗🍗🍗🍗🌻🐾🐾🐾😓😓😓🐶🙏😔😔🌻
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Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was cold and bad weather is on the way. We're all okay. Everyday Wilber gets a little more adjusted. He loves Tara and sleeps on her and she let's him lick her ears like you did. Sonic kisses him but then walks away. Sonic is to busy running around all day. Hes always chasing something. Tara seems brighter these days. She was so sad when you were taken to heaven. I hope her kidneys are better. I'm giving her a special herb and I hope its working. Are you praying for Tara ?we need you and lola to take care of her from heaven. Dont go far away Jack. I always need you by my side. I love you my doll and I miss you everyday Jack. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together my handsome man. 🐾🐾🐾🙏🙏🙏🐶🐶😓😓🍗🐕😓💔🐾🐾🐾🌻🌷😓😓🍗🍗🍗
10/27/18 Hi my love, how is heaven today Jack? It's a stormy day here. It rained all day and its windy. We didnt do much today because of the weather. We went out in the yard a couple of times. I got Wilber a new harness so its easier to walk him on the leash. Pugs should have that instead of a collar. I bought the three of you harness one time and all of you didn't like them . You wouldnt walk with them on. My silly little pugs. I had to replace one of the doggie beds because wilber keeps chewing holes in it . I put it down stairs ,I wont throw it away because you and lola would lay in it. Tara seems to like the new bed I bought. It's the same one only smaller. Shes been laying in it all day. I got Sonic a name tag for his collar in case he slips under the fence which I'm always afraid of someone will see his name and phone number. How are you and my lola doing jack? I miss the both of you and I hope you are always watching. I love you my guy more than you know. I miss you everyday Jack. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. I love you 🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🍗🙏🙏🙏🙏🌻🌻🌷🌷🐶🐶💔💔🐶🐶🌾🙏
10/30/18 🎃🎃🎃 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was a beautiful fall day. We were outside alot of the day and then we took a ride to the doggie dr for Wilber. I thought maybe something was wrong because he kept peeing. Il get the results tomorrow. Well, my love its Halloween tomorrow. Our first one apart in 14 yrs. I will miss you terribly tomorrow. You never liked when I dressed you up. One yr you were Eeyore from winnie the poo. Another year you were a shark. My favorite was when you were a pirate. You loved being a pirate. Last yrs costume was so cute. I knew you wanted that. Now Tara has two new friends to dress up with and take the annual Halloween picture with. Wilber does many things you used to do. He even sleeps like you. Remember you were a serious sleeper so you would sleep away from us so you werent disturbed. That's what he does. So many similar things. God sent me a little you. I'm still not sure he isn't you. I miss you everyday Jack, you are always on my mind. I love you so very much my spud. You're always my handsome man. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together my love. 🐾🐾🐾🎃🍗🍗🍗🍗🐞🌹🌹🌹💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🙏🙏🙏🌾🍗🌻🎃🌻
10/31/18 🎃🎃🎃 HAPPY HALLOWEEN JACK. Our first Halloween apart.tara was the only one that wanted to put her costume on and go for a walk. Sonic and Wilber didnr want to do it. So I took Tara's annual Halloween picture just with her. She loved her little costume. She was a witch with a pretty orange tutu. She loved wearing it. You and lola and Tara loved taking the picture and walking around all dressed up. Maybe next yr ir qill be better. I missed you my love alot. Our first Halloween apart next is Thanksgiving and Christmas. So many firsts apart. I'll never get used to being without you love. HAPPY HALLOWEEN JACK. I love you so very much and I miss you everyday. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. Mommy loves you dolly. 🎃🎃🎃🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🐶🐶🐶🐾💔💔😓😓💔💔🌻🌼🌷🎃🎃🎃💔🍗💐🐾🐾🐾
11/1/18 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? I miss you doll. I wish we were still together. I was crying for you . Even though I have all of this going on and Wilber the puppy is so bad my heart still hurts for you. I wish we could go back in time. I'll always miss you and always love you. Stay close to me Jack and show me a sign your close. I love you doll and I miss you everyday. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. 🐾🐾🐾🌻💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🐶🐶🐶🌻🐶🐶🐶💔🐾🌻😓💔💔
11/3/18 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was a nice fall day. We were outside alot but it was very windy.l missed you today, I miss you everyday. Wilber reminds me of you more and more. He does things that you did. He looks like you more and more. I know God sent Wilber to me because of you. He has so many of your ways. Its almost comforting to look over and see a little version of you. His hair color is exactly like yours. I still miss you though . I'll always miss you and me. My soul still feels the ache of you not with me. Everyday I think of you I always will. You are forever my love and my soul mate. I know you're happy in heaven with lola. I love you Jack always my handsome man. I miss you everyday spud. You stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. You're my one and only . 🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🐶🐶🐶🌻🌻🌻😓😓😓🍗🌻🌷🐕
11/5/18 Hi my love how are you doing in heaven Jack? It's been raining most of the day . Everyone is doing okay. Tara was affectionate today and let me sit with her while I was holding her. She put her head on my chest . It was nice to have that moment with her. I think she gets a little jealous of Wilber. I try so hard to make everyone happy. Tomorrow I take everyone to the doggie dr. I hope Tara's bloodwork is better and gaunt gotten worse. These results will really tell us what's going on with her kidneys..you watch over Tara and make sure shes okay..wilber gets his last puppy shots and Sonic will get his bloodwork done to check for lyme disease. Its exhausting. How are you and lola doing? Always remember that I love you so very much Jack and I miss you everyday more than you will ever know..stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. Stay close my handsome man

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11/8/18 Hi my love, how are you in heaven Jack? It was a beautiful day today. Tara's bloodwork is much better. The herb is working now and I'm so happy shes getting better. I know you and lola and of course God helped lola too. Continue to pray for Tara. Wilber is getting bigger and every day he does more things that you used to do. I know that's from God and you to make me happy.sonic is a good boy but wont stil chasing the squirrels. It's really getting to be a problem because he never stops barking. I'm just glad Tara is better . I love you Jack and I miss you everyday my man. I know you're here with me . I feel you around. Stay close my man . Have beautiful days in heaven with lola. I love you Jack 🐾🐾🐾🌻🌻🌻💔💔💔😓😓😓🐶🍗🍗🍗🍗🍗 I miss you everyday 🐾🐾🐾😔😔🐕
11/10/18 Hi love ,how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was a beautiful fall day. Its getting colder now. Today everyone was bad. It was a hard day. Tara , Sonic and wilber were acting bad for most of the day. I just can't believe how bad Wilber is. A bad puppy! Then Tara attacks him when hes bothering her and Sonic runs around outside like a maniac. I have to regain control of the situation somehow. If you and lola could help somehow that would be good. How are you my handsome man? I miss you everyday Jack. I miss our life together. I wish we could go back but I know we can't. Stay close to me because I need you. I love you my man and I miss you so very much. Have beautiful days in heaven with lola. 🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗😓😓😓😎💐💐😪🌻🌻🌹🌼🌷🐾🐾🐾🌻
11/15/18 Hi my love. How are you doing in heaven Jack? I'm sorry I havent come to write. Wilber was so sick and in the hospital for pneumonia. He also has a birth defect and I have to feed him on my lap now and he cant drink out of the bowl because he aspirates in his lung. I have to give him water through s syringe. He can always get pneumonia now. I hope I'm doing everything right..I was scared he was going to heaven. I hope you pray for Wilber . He needs alot of prayers. I'm sorry my handsome man I havent been here but I never stop thinking about you. I love you my man and I miss you everyday
Enjoy heaven and have beautiful days in heaven I bbn love you Jack
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11/17/18 Hi my love. How is heaven today Jack? Today was a cold day. We had our first snow storm. Our first apart. You loved the snow when you were younger. Last yr you woul eat it. Wilber is eats the snow. Tara and sonic are doing okay. Tara doesnt seem to mind the snow so far and sonic loves running around in it. I worry alot about Wilber. He has a condition called megaesophagus. I'm scared and I ask God for help with Wilber. I pray to Jesus and ask that Wilber is given a miracle just like you were. You lived with that terrible illness for 8 months. That was a gift Jack to you and me. I miss you everyday my man I love you so very much. You're always my handsome man. Pray for Wilber and stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven. 🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗💐💔💔💔🌻🍗🍗🍗🌻💔😎🙌💔🐾🐾🐾🌷
10/18/19 Hi love. How are you doing in heaven my love? Today was a cold day. We didnt stsy out so long because of wilbers pneumonia. Hes acting himself now and hes very bratty. I worry alot now about him. His eyes are of one with an old soul. Very intense. I'm so tired
I love you Jack and I miss you everyday my man stay with lola and pray for you wilber🐾🐾🐾💔😎😎🌻🐾🐾🐾
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11/22/18 HAPPY THANKSGIVING DOLLY in heaven. How was your day Jack? Our first Thanksgiving apart. As crazy as things are right now you were still on my mind. I miss you my love. We are okay. Tara keeps wilber in line.wilber is out of control sometimes. I think I'm bringing him to the doggie dr tomorrow . He doesn't keep water down. I hope there is nothing else wrong. Sonic limes the cold and runs around and barks. The trainer is coming Sunday for wilber and sonic. I miss you everyday my man and I love you my guy. Stsy with lola and have beautiful days in heaven. Happy Thanksgiving my love🐾🐾🐾🍗🍗🍗🍗⚘🌻🌹🌷🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔
11/23/18 Hi my love,
How is heaven Jack? It was an okay day today. Not so cold as yesterday. We had a good day today. Wilber didnt regurgitate alot today. It's a terrible disease and I hope for a miracle that it will go away. Tara and sonic get a little jealous. I try my best to pay attention to everyone but Wilbet is all the time supervizjon. Its starting to settle down . I miss you everyday Jack. He reminds me of you a lot. Its comforting looking at him and seeing you my l love you Jack and I miss you everyday stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven 🐾🐾🐾💔💔💔🍗🍗🍗🍗😓🌻🌻🌻

11/24/18 Hi dolly, how is heaven today Jack? It's cold out. Everyone is doing okay. We stayed in today and went outside a couple times. A trainer is coming tomorrow to teach Sonic and wilber some manners. I hope it works because Sonics barking is uncontrollable. Wilber needs help with knowing he cant chew everything including my hands and feet and pants. Tara needs help with being s little gentler with Wilber. So you se I need a little help here. Wilber is doing good with his megaesophogus problem. It's so frightening but I try to put the fear away because this is our life now. I'm trying so hard to help him. Hes still very hyper and bad add sometimes. I hope you look at us from time to time and pray that all will be okay. I miss you my love so very much and I love you with all my soul. You stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love.i miss you Jack

12/9/18 -12/10/18 Hi my love, how is heaven today Jack? It's been a couple of days since I've come to write . Wilber was sick the other day and things here are so different now. Hes okay now but he needs alot of care and hes a bad puppy. He chews everything including my hands.you were never like that. You were always a good boy. You never gave me any trouble when you were a puppy or my little old man you were as leays so good to me. My best love. You were my best and you will never be forgotten my love. My one true love. You never growled at me or bit me or ignored me. So special Jack. Our souls will forever be together and never think I forget to write because I dont. It's just. So very busy and hectic here. Wilber is the craziest puppy. I hope he will settle down. I love you my doll and I miss you everyday Jack. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. I love you Jack 🐾🐾🐾🐶🍗🍗🍗🍗🍗🐾🐾🐾🌼🐾🐾🐾🌻🌷😅🌷🐕💔💔💔🌻🍗🍗
12/17/18 Hi my love, how is heaven Jack? It rained all day today so we stayed in. Everyone is doing okay. Tara gets fresh with wilber and chases him and bites him. Poor Wilber. You wouldnt like him because he cant stop
12/24/18 Hi my love, how is heaven today Jack,? Its Christmas eve today. You're on my mind my love. It's our first Christmas eve apart in almost 14yrs. And our first Christmas day apart. You're gone 6 months now. That's half a yr. I cant believe it's that long already. Lola has been in heaven two yrs. I miss our life together and how it was so beautiful. I wish we could go back. Every thing is so different now. Wilber is having an iffy day today. I hope he doesn't get worse as the night comes. Tsra is okay, shes very stubborn and shes not nice to wilber. She hurt him the other day. Sonic runs around the yard like a mad man barking but hes really enjoying himself. Life seems out of control some days and with all the distractions I still miss you my soul still aches for you. I can only hope you know how much I love you and miss you my love. You will always be my love and my soul mate. I wish we still had our life together. You stay with lola and have a beautiful Christmas eve together in heaven . I love you my man so very much. Pray for wilber that hes okay. I love you Jack I miss you spud. 🐾🐾🐾🌲🌲🌲🌲🍗🍗🍗🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌻🐶🌲💔I love you dolly.
12/25/18 🌲MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVE. 🌲 hi my love, how are you doing in heaven today Jack? Its Christmas day . You're celebrating your first Christmas in heaven. I know lola is with you taking care of you. This is our first Christmas apart in almost 14yrs. We celebrated so many together since you were 8weeks old my love. I miss you and I'll miss you today. It's so different now without you and lola. Last Christmas was so different than this one. It was you and Tara. I miss you being here and I know Tara misses you alot. It's still difficult for me even though I have these crazy dogs with me my heart always goes back to you. Wilber does many things like you and that makes me smile. I'll always love you spud and one day I will see you again. Have a beautiful first Christmas in heaven today and stay with lola. I love you Jack I miss you and me. Merry Christmas my love,🌲🌲🌲🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🌲🌲🌲💔💔💔🐾🐾🐾🌲🌲🌲
12/26/18 hi my love, how is heaven today Jack? It's the day after Christmas. I hope your Christmas day was beautiful in heaven. It doesn't feel like Christmas
We went for a ride today. They all like to go in the car. You loved going in the car. You would ride on my lap every time. Wilber does the same as you did. Hes alot like you but not exactly. There will never be another you . I love you Jack with my entire heart.
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Love stay with lola my love
12/31/18 Hi my love, it's new year's eve today. Your first one away from me. You have lola with you so I know you're happy and not alone. That makes me feel better knowing you're not alone. You were always a mommas boy and you didnt like being alone. I miss you Jack and I'll miss you tonight. Everyone is doing okay. Tara is doing better. Shes in a better mood. Wilber reminds me of you somedays. He likes to sit outside like you did. Sonic is usually a good boy. I hope you pray for us my love. Keep taking care of us from heaven. HAPPY NEW YEAR JACK . I love you spud so very much. You're always my handsome man. I miss you everyday. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. I love you my handsome man. 🐾🐾🐾🌲🌲🌲🐶🐶🐶🌼🌹🌹🌹🌹🌻🌻🌻🍗🍗🍗HAPPY NEW YEAR
1/1/19 HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVE. It's a new yr Jack and you are starting it in heaven. Your first new yrs day away from me for your entire life. We had a beautiful life together and I will never forget our time together. I'll always remember you and keep you alive in my soul. I love you my man. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. HAPPY NEW YEAR MY HANDSOME MAN 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🐕🐕🐕🍗🍗🍗🌻🌻🌻🌲🌲🌲🐾🐾🐾
1/6/18 Hi my love how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was okay, we went for a ride today and then watched a movie. How is heaven Jack? Are you okay my dolly? Everyone is doing okay. I have to closely monitor Tara and sonic because they are fresh to Wilber. I wish it were easier and not so stressful at times. I worry they will hurt him. Are you still around Jack? I don't feel you around as much. I want you to know I love you so much and I think of you everyday. I'll never forget our life together and I will always be so greatful I was your Mommy. I love you my man and I miss you everyday Jack. Stsy with lola in heaven and have beautiful days together 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🌷🌼🌼🌷🌷🌷🍗🍗🍗🌼🌼🌼🌻.
1/12/19 Hi my love, how is heaven Jack? Today was a cold day , we stayed in but were outside alot. We're doing okay. I kept calling wilber , Jack. I did it alot today. I feel you around him . Hes so much like you. It comforts me alot. I know you are around dolly and I want you to stay with me. I love you Jack so very much I think of you every day my love. You're always the love of my life. I miss you. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love 🐾🐾🐾😪🌻🌻🌻🍗🍗🍗🐕🐕🐕⚘⚘⚘🌼⚘⚘⚘🌼🌷🐾🐾🐾
1/17/19 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today was cold and we're expecting snow. We had a good day today. No fights and they all got along. Tara had acupuncture the other day and she loved the car ride. It was just me and her and she smiled the entire ride. I was so happy she was happy. I think it made her happy that we were by ourselves. Shes been in a better mood. I'll take her next week again. Sonic and Wilber are doing okay. Wilber goes tomorrow to get acupuncture. You didnt like that. You had it once and that was it. Sonic doesnt seem to need much medical attention. Hes a strong little guy. I miss you everyday Jack. Sometimes I still can't believe you're not with me here anymore. I'll always love you my man. I loved our life together and I'll hold our lifetime of memories so close in my soul. I miss you dolly and I love you so very much my love. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. I love you spud.🐾🐾🐾😪😪💔💔💔🌻🌻🌻💔💖💕💕💕
1/25/19 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? I miss you handsome man. I'm sorry I don't write everday. Its very hectic here somedays. It makes me feel sad when I dont write and I always hope you understand. You're always on my mind. I call Wilber Jack somedays. He looks like you alot. Yesterday I had a moment with Tara and I cried for you and lola and how it used to be. The three of you and me . My most favorite time in my life . I remember our lives and what we used to do all day. I miss us , I miss how it used to be.it was easy and natural it was so comfortable. Me and Tara's life is so different now. Its challenging at times. Wilber is a crazy puppy and Sonic is nuts. It's just so different now. It's hard to explain. I hope Tara is okay with all of it. I look at her and some days she looks sad, I'm sure she misses you. I know I do, more than you probably know. You will always be my love spud , my one true love. I will never forget you and how much you mean to me. I hope you know how much I love you Jack. My soul still aches for you . I know God sent Wilber to me for many reasons, one being to teach me I can love again. I get it now. Stay close to me and come visit me. I still need you Jack . I love you my handsome man. I miss you everyday my love. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. I love you 🐾🐾🐾🌹🌹🌹🌻🌻🌻🍗🍗🍗😪😪😪⚘⚘⚘🌹💖💖💖🐶🐶🐶😪🌻

2/14/19 Happy Valentine's day my doll.how is heaven today Jack? Today is Valentine's day and its our first one apart. You're always my handsome valentine. How are you and lola doing? Did you celebrate the day together? I miss you everyday spud . In a few weeks lola will celebrate her 2yrs in heaven. I can't believe shes been away from me for two years already. You have lived in heaven for 8 months now. Thats still hard for me. I remember when God took you away from me that day. I was completely broken , my entire being was gone. Thats what it felt like without you. It still does at times.you will always be my most special love. I feel like you were taken that day for a reason. Wilber was born a month later and I feel as though God planned For Wilber to come to me. Hes a special needs puppy now. And I do my best to take care of him. I know you are part of him because I feel you inside Wilber at times. God did this for me to distract me from your loss. He acts so much like you it makes me happy inside. I love you my man so very much. Stay close to me always and I will see you in heaven one day. Still so painful to me. I miss you Jack, Tara is doing okay my love. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. Happy Valentine's day my love 🐾🐾🐾🐶🐶🐶🌹🌹🌹🍗🍗🍗💖💖💖🐶🐶🐶🌻🌹🐾🐶🐶🐶💔💖❤❤❤
3/6/19
Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today felt like spring. It was nice and warm out. Everyone is doing okay . Tara has aged alot since you were taken to heaven. I worry alot about her. She will be 12 in May. I don't eant anything to happen to her. I want her to stay with me but I feel she missses you. Pray for Tara and watch her. Wilber and sonic love Tara she loves them sometimes. I hope you're happy in heaven my love. I miss you my handsome man so much. Stay with me dolly don't go far Jack. I still need you by my side. There will never be another love like you. Stsy with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. I miss you Jack 🐾🐾🐾🍗🍗🍗🌸🌸🌸🌸🌺🌸🌸🐶🌸🌸🌸🏵

6/8/19 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today you have been gone for 1yr. The yr went so fast and theres been so many changes. Our day was going normal untill God began your journey to heaven without either of us knowing what was about to happen next. I still know you didn't really want to leave. I always thought we would always be together and die together but I thought wrong. God took you back and had different plans for me. My life now is alot different with Tara and sonic and wilber. I miss our life together and I miss you everyday. I still cry for you and my soul has not recovered from losing you .you and lola and Tara are my favorite time in my life. I think of that life alot and smile because I was at my happiest. I have beautiful memories of all of us. Tara is doing okay but I know she misses you so much i know this because I miss you so much too. By you having to go to heaven paved a way for two boys that needed help. Sonic and wilber. I realize it was all timing and these two were meant to come to me and I am very greatful for being chosen to take care of them. Sonic is an old guy 10yrs that was given up and Wilber is a young man turning 1yrs old next month. Wilber is a special needs puppy and needs alot of attention. He's comforting to me because he looks so much like you. I give them both all of my love including Tara. I know now I have so much love for all of you to share. My love for you will always be in my soul. I will forever remember our life together and how you made me my happiest. You will remain part of me forever and I know one day when God wants me back you and lola and all of my animals will be waiting for me. Don't go far away and sometimes bless us with calmness. We need that because Wilber is crazy and sonic too. Tara is nice and calm. Today is a hard day for me but I know you're okay spud, you're in heaven with lola I miss you everyday my handsome man . You are my special love. Have beautiful days in heaven with lola. I love you 🐾🐾🐾🦋🌻🍗🍗🍗🍗🦋🌻🍗🌻🥓
7/4/19 Hi my love, how are you in heaven Jack? Happy July 4th in heaven. I miss you everyday Handsome man. I think of you everyday dolly and I still am atill sad without you. God gave me Wilber, who looks and does silly things like you. It comforts me and sometimes I feel its you. Tara is doing okay but I know she is lonely for you. She loved you very much and I see her heart is broken inside without you. She loves Wilber, he licks her ears just the way you did and cleans her face . Thats a gift from God to me and Tara that we still have little parts of you. How special we are to have that. I always remember thinking about never imagining myself without you Jack. Our bond Was so strong and im still broken inside without you but so greatful for Wilber and how he reminds me of you. And looks like you. I will always love you my man. I miss you everyday. I miss us and our beautiful lives together. Have beautiful days in heaven with lola and stay close to me. I love you
7/26/19 Happy birthday Jack,your second one in heaven.I hope youre enjoying your birthday with Lola. I put flowers on your grave. I still wonder what you do all day but especially on your birthday. I hope heaven is celebrateing you today. I remember when you turned 13 i took you and Tara to the cupcake shop in town and they made a big fuss over uou. I dressed you in your birthday vest. It said I'm the Bday Boy. Then i think we went to that park we liked to walk around. You and Tara always loved it there. I did too. I love our memories we made. I know Tara misses those days. I feel bad for her now that you're gone and she has two new brothers. They keep her occupied but I know both of us miss you everyday and our beautiful lives together. I will always hold you close my love and remember our life together. It was my most favorite time of my life. Happy birthday Jack and I hope your birthday is beautiful. You're 15yrs old now. What a handsome man you are! I love you spud and I miss you everyday. stay With lola and always have beautiful days in heaven. I miss you everyday. 🐾🐾🐾🎉🎉🎉👑🎂🎂🍭🍬🎉🎈🎂
11/27/19 Happy Thanksgiving Jack. How are you doing in heaven my love? I think of you everyday and I miss you. We're all doing okay.this is our second Thanksgiving apart. I miss our life together me and you lola and Tara. I will remember us forever Jack. I hope your days in heaven are beautiful with lola and you both will always remember our life together. I will always love you my man and forever miss you till the day I see you again. Happy Thanksgiving my handsome man. Have beautiful days in heaven Jack and stay with lola 🍗🍗🍗🍗🌻🌻🦋🦋🌷I miss you everyd
12/25/19 MERRY CHRISTMAS my love. How are you doing in heaven Jack? I bet it's even more beautiful because its Christmas. This is our second year apart and my soul still really aches for you. I know you and lola are happy together and that makes me happy.everyone is okay. Tara seema a bit older and sleeps alot more but she still chases wilber and sonic. I hope your Christmas day is beautiful in heaven and always remember me and our life together. I miss you everyday and I love you always. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together. MERRY CHRISTMAS MY handsome man.🌲🌲🌲🐾🐾🐾🌻
1/1/20 HAPPY NEW YEAR Jack!
Another year gone by without you. This June will be two years apart and I still miss you everyday.you were a good boy and I miss our life together.I hope you and lola are resting and having fun in heaven. Happy new year spud.Have beautiful days in heaven with lola and stay together my love. I miss you Jack and will love you always. 🐾🐾🐾❤❤❤🌻🌻🌻🦋🦋🦋🍗🍗🍗🍗
4/12/2020 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven Jack? HAPPY EASTER my boy. I miss you Jack alot. You were my handsome man. I miss our life.I think of us all the time everyday actually. I miss how we were. Tara has gotten old. I'm not sure how she feels. She sleeps alot and is quiet. I'm not ready for Tara to go so don't call for her. I don't think she loves me alot but I love her and she's very special to me. Maybe she always missed nanny and wondered what happened to her. Maybe she never knew she went to heaven and thats why she became part of us.
I always thought of myself as Taras person her Mommy but maybe I never was. Nanny was Tara's Mommy even though she was in heaven. I hope Tara knows how much I love her and how I've tried all these years. I love you spud I miss you everyday Jack stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. 🐾🐾🐾🙏🙏🙏🐦🐦🐦🌸🌸🙄🌻🌻🌻

5/26/20 Hi my love,how are you doing in heaven Jack? Today is Lola's birthday 🎂 I know the two of you are together and having a happy birthday party. I took Tara and sonic and wilber to that park me and you and Tara used to go to. I couldn't get out of the car with them because they don't behave luke you did. So we parked under a tree and sat for a while. You loved it there and I loved going there with you. I miss our life together ❤ I always will hold you close inside my soul. I will never forget our memories. I love you Jack and stay with lola ok? Have beautiful days in heaven my love. I miss you everyday. 🐾🐾🐾🍗🍗🍗🌸🌸🌸🌺🌺🌺🍗🍗🍗🌻🌻🌻
6/8/2020 Hi my love, how are you doing in heaven today Jack? Today is two years you were taken to heaven. I'll put a flower by your grave today. My soul still aches for you . I'll always remember that day God decided it was time for us to say goodbye. Although I have Wilber and Sonic and Tara I still have so much love for you and I truly miss you and me and our life together. It was my favorite time all three of you. I hope I made you happy Jack and I know you're happy in heaven with lola. You missed her when she left but you and Tara became best friends.we made special memories me you and Tara. She was heartbroken when God took you back and so was I. I will never forget our beautiful life together and I'm thankful God chose us to be together. He chose me for you and I will forever love you Jack. My spud muffin soul mate. Don't go to far away and never forget me my love. Happy 2nd anniversary in heaven my love. I miss you everyday Jack. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven my love. I will see you again one day. I will always love you Jack. I'm still sad without you. I miss you my handsome man. 🐾🐾🐾💔🌻🍗🍗🍗🌺🌺🌺⚘⚘⚘🌺⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘🐶 I love you Jack.
I just came here again to tell you today was hard and I thought of you all day. I miss you love
7/26/2020 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK 🎂 I love you my man. Are you celebrating your birthday in heaven today? I
Hope you're enjoying your special day and lola is with you. How are you doind in heaven Jack? I haven't heard from you in a long time. You haven't come to visit. I miss you everyday my love. I put flowers on your grave. I think of you everyday and everyday I miss you and our life together. Stay close to me because I still need you. Stay with lola and have beautiful days together. I will always love you Jack and I will never forget you. My soul still aches for you 💔 HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jack 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁 🎊 🎂 I miss you everyday. My special spud muffin.
12/25/20 MERRY CHRISTMAS 🎅🎄JACK. I miss you everyday my handsome man. I hope you have a beautiful Christmas day with Lola. I love you Jack and I miss our life together ❤ please come and visit me. Stay close my little man. Merry Christmas my love. I love you so much. Tara is doing good. She is very old now. I hope you watch over her. Enjoy your Christmas 🎄 in heaven with Lola. Stay together and enjoy beautiful days in heaven together my love. I miss you Jack. MERRY CHRISTMAS 🤶🎄❤
12/31/2020
HAPPY NEW YEAR Jack 🎉. I love you my man and I hope you are enjoying your days in heaven with lola. I miss you everyday my handsome man.
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVE 💓💘💗❤
2/28/2021 Hi my love 💓today is Lola's anniversary in heaven. I love you Jack and I miss you everyday my handsome man. Stay with lola and have beautiful days in heaven together ❤
10/30/2021 Hi my handsome man. Happy Halloween 🎃 Jack. I miss you spud. How is heaven with lola and Tara? Sometimes I can't believe Tara is gone and now is with you and lola. I hope you're taking care of her for me. We moved into a new house because I sold ours. We're here temporarily until I buy another. I wish you would come back to visit me. I miss you everyday Jack. You're always my spud muffin handsome man. I'll always love you Jack. Mommy misses you everyday stay with lola and Tara and have beautiful days in heaven ❤ 💖 together.
12/25/2021. Merry Christmas 🎅 Jack. Another Christmas 🎄 apart. I love you my man and I think of you everyday my love. I miss you Jack and I hope your Christmas 🎄 was beautiful in heaven with lola and Tara. I'll love you forever my spud muffin 💓. I'll never forget you. ❤
12/31/2021 Happy new year Jack. Another year has gone by without you 💔. I love you handsome man so very much. I miss our life. I wish we were still together. I will see you again one day. Have beautiful days in heaven together with lola and Tara. I really miss you.I miss us. Happy new year spud. 🎉 Mommy loves you Jack.
4/17/2022 Happy Easter spud. 🐣 I hope you're okay in heaven. I still miss you so much. I wish you would come back to visit me. I still think of our lives together with you and lola and Tara. I loved our life together. I miss you handsome man and I will always love you Jack HAPPY 🐣 Easter
5/30/2022 Hi my love.I came by to tell you I'm missing you alot. My soul is hurting and broken still.I miss you and me so much. You're still my spud muffin. I hope you're okay without me. Stay with Tara and lola. I love you Jack💞
6/8/2022 HI my love Happy anniversary in heaven.today is 4yrs ago you were taken
away from me. My soul still aches deeply for you. I know you're happy where you are. You have lola and Tara with you and I'm sure all of you are happy.I don't know if you remember me anymore but I hope you do. I want you to know I loved being your Mommy and I'm so greatful you and God chose me. You will always be part of me,you will always be loved by me. I miss all of you and our special life together we always had fun and I often think of the routines we had and my heart smiles but also aches for all of you.I won't forget our life together and I will see you again one day. You are my love and most of all my spud. Happy anniversary in heaven Jack. ❤️ stay close to Tara and Lola and have beautiful days in heaven together ❤️ 💖. I miss m
7/26/2022 Happy Birthday Jack 🎂 🥳 💗 Today you will celebrate your birthday 🎂 in heaven. I wish we were still together to celebrate. I remember your last birthday here,I dressed you up and I took you and Tara to get cupcakes at the bakery. That memory is so special because I knew it was our last birthday together.Ill never forget that day. I miss you everyday Jack. I hope everyone in heaven is celebrateing your birthday today. 🎂 give lola and Tara a hug for me ,tell them I love them 💕. I hope you have a beautiful day today my love. Happy birthday Jack 🎂 🥳 Mommy loves you dolly so much. Stay with lola and Tara and have beautiful days in heaven together. 💖
10/31/2022 HAPPY Halloween 🎃 Jack. I hope you and lola and Tara had a fun Halloween 🎃 in heaven. Were you a pirate? You loved being a pirate and you were so handsome. I love you spud and I miss you everyday. I miss our life I miss me and you. Stay with lola and Tara and have beautiful days in heaven. I will see you again one day. Wait for me. Mommy loves you Jack. Happy Halloween lovey. 🎃
11/24/2022. HAPPY Thanksgiving Jack. I miss seeing you spud. Another holiday apart. Stay with lola and Tara and have beautiful days together. Happy Thanksgiving my love.
12/25/2022 MERRY Christmas Jack. How was your Christmas day in heaven?I miss you and me. I miss our life. I hope you had a beautiful Christmas 🎄 with Tara and lola. You're in my heart forever. I love you spud. Merry Christmas. I miss you so much ❤️
4/9/2023. Happy Easter my love. How are you doing Jack. I love you Spud and I always think about you. I miss our life together. You're always in my heart . I hope you and lola and Tara are doing okay. I love you so much Jack.
6/8/2023 Hi my love, today is your 5th year in heaven. 5yrs ago you were taken to heaven. I'll never forget that night.I miss you everyday JACK. I hope you're happy in heaven my love. always remember me and our life together. I'll love you forever and I will see you again one day my spud.❤️
7/26/2023 Happy Birthday Jack 🎂 🥳.Another Birthday in heaven. I miss you so much. I love you spud and go have a beautiful day in heaven on your special day. I wish you were still here with me. I will always love you my man. Happy birthday Jack 🎂 🥳. Stay with lola and Tara. Mommy loves you 💗.
12/25/2023 MERRY CHRISTMAS 🤶 🎄 Jack.
I hope uou love heaven . How was your day today ?
I think of you all the time my love and wonder about the three of you.
I miss you terribly my love. Merry Christmas spud
2/27/24 Hi my love. I just came to say I love you and miss you so much. I miss us and our life together. I miss you Jack you're always my spud and always my love.
3/31/2024 Happy Easter 🐰 my love. I love you!

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