2/27/17 - Still miss you so much little man. I didn't think my heart would ever heal from you leaving me but your memory is still such a blessing. I would love to see you once again my dear Hamish. xoxo|
Oh from the very first day, you brought so much joy, fun and laughter into my life. It was your purpose? Everything you did was with such purpose and full throttle - with no fear. CTU Training, block police, playing and bossing around @ school, chasing white trucks, Friday nite par-tay's @ Bess Wess's house, jumping high in the air to catch a frisbee, SOCCAR BALL!, goofy ball, ten-ney ball, football - what was it about balls?!! ("Hamish got it!")
I wish I had a picture of you twirling around and jumping on and off the trampoline to show everyone how funny you were...so many good times and memories. My goofy, sweet, gentle little man; it is awefully quiet around the house without you.Gabi misses her running mate, play mate, date mate. I miss your loud old-man snore that put me to sleep each night. I miss your everyday snorting,snuffling, so many kisses and you greeting me @ the door. My curious, wonderful thunderball...(You will always be THE HAM Sandwich on a Sweet Potato Biscuit with Dukes Mayonnaise, pickle on the side - all that and a bag of Chips!)
The Boo and Gabi miss you too. They are fighting for "BOSS" status.You were the only one to figure out how to be the King of my heart right from the start.
It doesn't seem like we had much time - in a SNAP you were here and in a SNAP it seems you were gone. I miss you so much - our time we had was "off the hook"!! Play safe, sleep tight and I'll see you in the morning.
I just can't seem to go a day without thinking of you. I still miss you so. I found this and thought of you...
To my Mommy,
some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know,
that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from the Bridge.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here there's no more tears of sadness.
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you
every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on."
God gave me a list of things,
that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you...
in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
and all those loving years,
because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
than I ever was before.
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented...
that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along
I made somebody smile.
God says: "If you meet somebody
who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
with me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind."
"And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going...
you're coming here to me."
I still miss you so much my little man.