Never a day went by that I didn't thank God for having Gizmo in my life nor did a day go by that I didn't tell him much I loved him and what he meant to me. From the very first day until the last he offered me peace and his unconditional love. He was everything good on this earth and made me a better person. We shared everything including his love for watching TV getting into what was ever on. I have so many memories that it would be impossible to put into this story. He came to me at a time in my life when I had lost everything due to a natural disaster. And gave me more strength and love then I ever thought was possible. Over the years we took care of each other. There was nothing more great that when I got home each day to have him watch for me out of the window and once he saw my car pull up, he would stand in the picture window and bark and then run to meet me at the back door as I came in with going in cirles and tail wagging like crazy. When he had a stroke on 2/13/09 and there was nothing medically that could be for him I stayed with him around the clock, resting wherever he wanted and doing whatever he wanted when he wanted. In the end I did what I felt he wanted. He passed away peacefully in bed with my arms around him watching TV at 10:36 p.m. on 2/19/09. With that last breath went my heart & soul there is a physically emptiness in our home now that is so hard to get through. The Rainbow Poem offers me peace in knowing that someday I will be re-united with my angel. I will always love Gizmo. A day will not go by that I still will thank God for giving me Gizmo. Nor will a day pass that I will not tell him how much I love him and what he meant to me.|
3/19/09-I miss you baby. I miss you as much now as I did the night you went to heaven. You have been gone 1 month today. Daddy and I adopted a little brother and sister, Nick & Sally from the Shih Tzu Rescue, they needed a good home and love. They help but you have your own special place in my heart and always will. I thank God everynight for you and tell you how much I love you. I know that someday we will all be together again. That's what keeps me going. I love you baby. Please know that mommy is always with you.
5/15/09-Today is a very sad day for mommy. It's your birthday. The first time in many years that we cannot physically celebrate it together. It's also your golden birthday. I may not be able to hold you and kiss you but I can feel you here with me. Honey, I love you so much and miss you so much. You are and will always be my special baby. Happy Birthday, my sweet angel. Know that mommy will be back with you someday and that you are always in my heart and prayers. I love you! I know you feel that and that's what keeps me going.
9/15/09-It's been seven months and I still miss you as much as the first day. You are always with me. I love you my sweet Gizzie.
12/25/09-Just went through the 1st Xmas without you. Missed you so much. I love you!
2/19/10-Oh baby, I can't believe it's only been one year since you went to heaven it feels like a lifetime. I love and miss you so much, I have to believe that you can feel that. I don't write all the time but I come to the bridge often. I wish I could hold and kiss you. I know that someday I will be able to again. I pray that you are happy and doing all the things that you loved to do. I hope by now that you have met Chan & Blossie your other brother & sister and they were there to meet you as you crossed the bridge, I hope Bella is there too. All I can do from here is to send you all the love I have. And know that you will be there someday. I love you my sweet angel.
2/19/11 - You are in my heart always. Starting thinking yesterday about your last few days with me. It was hard because when I close my eyes I can see everything as if it was happening now. I miss you so much my angel. You have brought such joy and feeling in my life. I send you all the love that I have and know that someday we will be together again. I feel that you are around me. Giz please don't ever forget how much I love you...........
2/19/12 - It's been 3 years since you left and went to heaven. I miss you as much today as ever. You will always have my heart and soul. I send you millions of kisses and all the love this world has. I know that we will all be together again. Until then my sweetheart I love you and mommy thinks of you everyday. Take care my precious precious baby.
2/19/13 - I miss you baby as much as I did the last time I saw you four years ago. There still is not a day that goes by when I don't think of you and wish you were here. My heart still has an open hole where you were. But, I know that someday we will be together again. I love you now as much as ever. Take care my precious baby and please remember that mommy will always love you.............
2/19/14 - Hey Baby, I still miss you so much. I hope you can feel the love that still burns in me for you. It's been 5 years since I last held you which still seems like forever. I was looking at some pictures of you around the holidays and remember what a joy and love you were when you were here with me. Please know that mommy is always with you and will be seeing you again. I love you with my whole heart and soul my sweet angel....
2/19/15 - Gizzie my sweet baby I can't believe another year has passed since I last held you. I miss you today just as much as I did when you passed. You were always there for me when no one else was. My heart still has aches for you. I love you baby always.....please feel that.
2/19/17 - Hey baby, mommy still misses you everyday. I hope that your brother Nickie is there with you. He crossed over to rainbows bridge on 10/2/16. I know that you two are together. I love and miss both of you so much. Please know that you guys are in my heart and I feel you both every day.
5/15/18 - Happy Birthday, baby. I hope you and Nickie are playing today. Mommy misses all you guys so much. Some day we will all be together again. My heart will always have a big piece where you guys are. Love you.
2/19/19 - I can't believe it's been ten years today almost to the minute when you crossed over. I still miss you more than ever and hope that you have been united with Chan, Blossom, Nickie and Sally who crossed over 1/21/19. My heart aches for everyone of you. My belief and what keeps me going is that some day all of us will be together again. Until that day I send you guys all my love and a million kisses and hugs. Please take care of each other till I get there. Love you all...Mom P. S. I just adopted little Louie, he is also a rescue and we are still getting to know each other but he is starting to love us. God I love you all....
2/20/20- Another year has passed since I last held you. I miss you and still hurts like it happened yesterday. I hope you and your brothers and sisters are keeping each other company. I wish I had everyone of you here with me. You are all my babies. Louie has kept my heart going. I love you and someday we will all be together again, whole and happy, until then. Love, Mommy.
2/20/21 - Another year has gone by. I miss you and all your brothers and sisters. I hope you are all playing and enjoying each other pain free. Louie has come along way and he does a lot of things like you did especially the way you used to dig on the sofa. It's been a terrible year because of the pandemic here. I love all of you so much and you all have my heart. Someday we will all be together again. I hope you all are there at the bridge when I get there. Love you all so much Mommy.